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<?xml version="1.0" ?><rss version="2.0" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"><channel><title>Kelvin's Web - RSS Feed (XML)</title><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html</link><atom:link href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/kw.rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml" /><description>RSS Feed from Kelvin Lawrence's Web Page</description><language>en-us</language><pubDate>Tue, 18 Nov 2014 09:38:45 CST</pubDate><lastBuildDate>Tue, 18 Nov 2014 09:38:45 CST</lastBuildDate><image><url>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/KRL-HeadShot-Mini-Dec-25-2007.jpg</url><title>Kelvin's Web - RSS Feed (XML)</title><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html</link></image> <item><title>25 Years of the World Wide Web</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">technology</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2014-Nov-18-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I have been so busy that I am a few days late putting this post together but hopefully better late than never! <br></p><p>A few days ago, hard though it is to believe, the Worldwide Web,that so many of us take for granted these days, celebrated it's <a href="http://www.webat25.org/">25th anniversary.</a> Created in1989 by <a href="http://www.w3.org/People/Berners-Lee/">Sir Tim Berners-Lee</a> , for many of us, "Web" has become as essentialin our daily lives as electricity or natural gas. Built from itsearliest days upon the notion of open standards the Web has becomethe information backbone of our current society. My firstexposure, that I can remember, to the concept of the Web was inthe early 1990s when I was part of the OS/2 team at IBM and we putone of the earliest browsers, Web Explorer, into the operatingsystem and shipped it. Back then, an HTML web page was little morethan text, images, animated GIFs and most importantly of allhyperlinks. I was also involved with the team that did some of theearly ports of Netscape Navigator to OS/2 and I still recall beingblown away by some of what I saw that team doing upon some of mymany visits to Netscape in California what seems like a lifetimeago now!</p><p> From those modest but still highly effective beginnings,the Web and most importantly perhaps, the Web browser, has evolvedinto the complete business and entertainment platform that it istoday.<br><br><br>The Web, and open standards, have been part of my personal andwork life ever since. I am honored to have been a small part ofthe evolution of the web myself. I have worked on a number ofdifferent projects with great people from all over the World underthe auspices of the <a href="http://www.w3.org/">W3C</a> forlonger than I care to remember! I have done a lot of fun things inmy career, but one of the highlights was definitely working withso many talented people on the original <a href="http://www.w3.org/TR/SVG10/">Scalable Vector Graphics(SVG)</a> specification which is now supported by most of themajor browsers and of course you can find my<a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/svg/index.html"> library of SVG</a>samples here on my site.</p><p>It is also so fitting that the latest evolution of Webtechnology, the finished HTML 5 specification <a href="http://www.w3.org/2014/10/html5-rec.html.en">was announced</a>to coincide with the 25th anniversary of the Web.<br></p><p>I could write so much more about what the Web has meant to me butmost of all I think my fondest memory will always be all of thegreat friends I have met and the large number of very talentedpeople that I have had the good fortune to work with through ourjoint passion to make the Web a better and even more open, place.<br></p><p>Happy (slightly belated) Birthday Worldwide Web and here's to the next 25!<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 18 Nov 2014 09:38:45 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000147</guid></item> <item><title>Asian Tiger Mosquitoes</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2014-Nov-17-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>The weather has been unusually cold for the time of year the lastday or so. I was actually hoping that if we get a hard freeze itwill kill off for now the Asian Tiger mosquitoes that we have beenoverrun with this year. However I have my doubts as apparently,unlike other mosquitoes, their eggs, which they lay in vegetationand standing water, can survive a harsh winter. They apparentlygot into the USA in a shipment of waterlogged tires (tyres for myUK friends) some time ago and they are now spreading more broadly.They are covered in black and white stripes and look quitedifferent than the regular "brown" colored mosquitoes we are usedto seeing here. They are also a lot more aggressive. They bite allday long (not just at dusk) and even bite animals but definitelyprefer humans. It has got so bad that we have had to pay to haveour yard sprayed regularly almost all year so that we even have achance to sit outside and enjoy our yard. These nasty little guysalso transmit the chikungunya virus for which I currently believe there is no vaccine. It's not usually fatal but does have somenasty symptoms if you are unlucky enough to catch it. Here's alink to a <a href="http://www.webmd.com/skin-problems-and-treatments/news/20130809/asian-tiger-mosquito-could-spread-us-disease">WebMD write up</a> on these little nasties.</p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 13 Nov 2014 00:00:01 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000146</guid></item> <item><title>Pink Floyd's Endless River - The End of an Era</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2014-Nov-17-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I just purchased the new Pink Floyd CD from Amazon which includesa free digital download as well. I have been listening to it whileI work today. Given the way the album was put together (usingmaterial the late Richard Wright recorded almost 20 years agoduring the making of The Division Bell) much of the music isimmediately familiar. I definitely also hear flashbacks to WishYou Were Here, Dark Side of the Moon and many other albums aswell. It's mostly instrumental and there is a lot of it - four sides ifyou buy the vinyl version!! A lot of the music has an almosteerie tone to it - definitely a good one for the headphones withthe lights off. It's a really good listen but left me feelingsad in a way, in a good way I guess, as much of their music hasbeen the backdrop to the last 40 years or so of my life and thisis definitely the end of a musical era as supposedly this is thelast album the band plan to release. It has a bit of everythingfor Pink Floyd fans, especially those who like some of the "morerecent" albums. Don't expect a bunch of rocking songs that youwill be humming along to all day but as a complete work,listened to end to end, I found it very moving. Very much notyour modern day pop tune and thank goodness for that!</p> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 12 Nov 2014 00:00:01 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000145</guid></item> <item><title>Seven years post cancer surgery</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2014-Oct-26-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Today marks another big milestone for me. It has now been sevenyears since my cancer surgery. As always, I am grateful for all ofmy family, friends and doctors and every minute that I get tospend with them.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2014 00:00:01 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000144</guid></item> <item><title>A few thoughts from a fairly social, open source and standards guy.</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">open-technology</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2014-May-20-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <img alt="Computer superimposed on the Earth in space" src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/WorldSpinSpace.jpg" align="left" height="168" hspace="10" width="177">Software development has always been a field where there is something new to learn. To be honest, if it wasn't I would probably have found a new profession a long time ago. Like many people I love to learn new things. That said, these days, more than ever before, I find myself not just wanting, but needing, to learn new things to keep up with the rate and pace of change in our industry.<br> <br> Development teams are no longer confined to the walls of a single building or even a single country for that matter. In fact, almost every major software venture these days seems to involve virtual teams of developers whose geographic location is of only minor importance compared to the content of the contributions they make. Product release cycles are now counted in days and weeks rather than months and years and what used to be a walk has become a sprint (pun intended).<br> <br> One of the key driving forces behind this change is undoubtedly the ever increasing acceptance of and reliance upon open source software coupled with the advent of "app stores" and "web downloads" that make it easier than ever to get that "latest version" and install it. <br> <br> Taking myself as a use case, a large proportion of the projects that I am involved in on a daily basis are either building upon open source or donating back to open source and, in many cases, doing both.<br> <br> Against this backdrop I am often asked questions like "So what about open standards given this more open source centric approach to software development?". This is a reasonable question to ask and it is one that comes up regularly in conversations. My belief is that we definitely need a strong open source ecosystem but we also continue to need the rigor, consensus and most important of all, the guarantee of interoperability that we gain from writing things down in a specification and taking the time to make that specification a standard.<br> <br> Moreover, few solutions embody just one standard. Typically a useful solution brings together multiple standards and so we could, somewhat lyrically, say that open source is the canvas upon which multiple standards are assembled to build a meaningful solution.<br> <br> However, given the rate and pace of software development, neither developers nor their end users have the patience these days for long drawn out standards process cycles. Just as open source developers have learned to be nimble so must standards creators. In the good old days (circa 2001) it was still quite common for a specification to take anything from eighteen months to three years between first draft and final standard. This model clearly will not work today. A standards process still needs to be inclusive, it still needs to generate consensus and of course the resultant work must be useful or we are all just wasting our time, but it must be able to achieve all of those goals in an efficient and nimble manner. Some of this nimbleness will come from standards development organizations (like W3C and OASIS) continually refining their processes and tools but it will also come from the way that people interact today. There will still be e-mail conversations and "face to face" meetings but in a World full of people comfortable using social networking tools, we need to exploit those tools to effectively enable global software communities to work together at speed.<br> <br> Social tools can do more than just improve communication however. They can enable faster decision making, faster consensus, virtual workshops, greater visibility to the work and when needed, more efficient and transparent voting.<br> <br> By combing open source software development techniques with nimble and modern standardization processes, glued together by contemporary social tools we can enable best of breed innovation regardless of the geographic location of the participants.<br> <br> Last, but by no means least, for both open source and standards communities, open governance and transparent administration is key, and often an aspect that is overlooked and undervalued. But for "open" communities, it's important that the principles of good business design be taken to heart. Sensible IPR policies and open governance are the foundation for broad community engagement if that's the intent of the effort and a determining factor in the success or failure of any open community </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2014 12:47:41 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000143</guid></item> <item><title>Six years post chemo and another checkup done!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2014-May-17-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Today was another day of milestones. I ended my chemo six years ago and today I also went for my latest six monthly checkup with the colo-rectal surgeon. I am pleased to report that the checkup went well and I can breathe easily again for a few more months. As always thanks for the support I continue to receive from you all. <br></p><p>I am also grateful to be able to enjoy all the achievements that my kids continue to make. Robyn has been challenging herself regularly and always striving to improve and Jack is doing so much better since we took him out of his previous school that just did not seem to be a good fit for his personality type.<br></p><p>One side note, as I was looking at my diary I realized that today is also the anniversary of mt grandfather Arthur Robert Emerson's death in 1988. I spent a lot of time with him during my childhood years, especially over the Summer months and I have so many happy memories of our long walks together with the dogs through the countryside of Southern England. I also learned to drive on his ride on lawn mower at a very young age! He would always have a story to tell me and I learned so much from him. <br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 17 May 2014 11:37:42 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000142</guid></item> <item><title>Merry Christmas!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2013-Dec-24-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Work has wound down, the presents are mostly wrapped and another year is almost over. This year has been a blur and I am left with the feeling that most of it was spent ferrying kids from one place to another! Such is the life of the parent but I would not trade it for anything. It was wonderful this year to be able to meet up with so many friends and family members in parts of the World that I have not been able to visit for far too long. I hope to catch up with many more of you in the coming year as I am more able to travel again. I am so thankful to have been able to celebrate many significant anniversaries on the health front, not least of which was passing some major remission milestones during the year. As always I am humbled to have been the beneficiary of so much goodwill from so many of you and some wonderful messages of support and encouragement as I shared my milestone news. For this I am extremely grateful. All that remains, on this Christmas Eve 2013, is to wish you, wherever you may be in the World, from my family to yours, a very merry Christmas and a prosperous New Year.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 24 Dec 2013 16:28:35 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000141</guid></item> <item><title>Six years in remission (post surgery)</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2013-Nov-04-a</link><description><![CDATA[ <p>A little over six years ago, on October 26th 2007, I underwent the surgery that began my fightback against colon cancer and started my remission clock ticking. It's hard to believe that time has flown by so fast. So much of what happened back them, especially during the months of chemotherapy, seems almost a blur to me now. That was one of the reasons I started keeping the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net//daily-archive.html">journal</a> here. Every year about this time I look back through that journal and am reminded how lucky I am to still be here and how thankful I am for the family, friends and medical practitioners that have been with me along the way. I have met so many brave fighters over the past six years, many who are winning their battle and some who sadly were taken from us. Cancer affects us all in one way or another during our lifetimes either directly or indirectly through others that we care about. I truly believe that one day we will overcome this awful disease but until then we must keep up the fight. Every year I donate to many different research charities and urge anyone who will listen to get screened for the most common and most treatable (only if caught early) cancers. As I always do about this time of year, I shall issue my not so subtle reminder - go get checked, it could save your life!<br> <br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 4 Nov 2013 09:24:29 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000140</guid></item> <item><title>iOS7 and nausea</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">technology</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2013-Oct-03-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I have not posted since June, mainly because of a very hectic Summer schedule of both work and non-work activities. During this time, among other things, I found myself camping in Southern Colorado with the Boy Scouts, working in San Francisco and attending a wedding in London (my first time back since 2006 and my diagnosis in 2007). I hope to find the time to make separate posts about the travels soon but for this post I want to focus on something that I thought was probably just a silly rumor until I experienced it first hand yesterday, namely, that iOS 7 can cause nausea and motion sickness in some people.<br></p><p>I should preface these next remarks by saying that anyone reading this should treat it as a data point based on a survey of one (me) nothing more, nothing less.</p><p></p><p>Last night while waiting with my son for an appointment I got the chance to borrow an iPad Mini running iOS7 and play with it. I have an iPad mini of my own but for now it still has iOS 6 on it. However, I have played with my daughter's iPhone 5 running iOS 7 quite a bit and not had the issue I am about to describe at all (I think the bigger screen on the iPad is likely why).<br> <br>So anyway, after about 5 minutes of playing with the iPad, opening apps, closing apps, changing views, basic stuff, I realized I was getting just a teeny bit "motion sick". After 20 minutes or so I was actually feeling kind of queasy (like I sometimes do after a fairground ride) and I had to put the iPad down.<br> <br>Now, I will totally admit, I am a bit of a weenie when it comes to this kind of motion sickness. Certain video games, Minecraft being the worst, I simply cannot play with my kids as I get queasy far too easily. As I get older it seems to get worse. I have never done well on roller coasters either so clearly I am a bit susceptible to motion sickness but I was not expecting this with the iPad.<br> <br>For sure, I had read the reports, and posted one or two on my Facebook timeline and to be honest, like most who commented on those posts I was skeptical. But, I was frankly shocked at how much this iPad messed me up. I was still feeling a bit nauseous some 90 minutes or so later. I guess, for those of us that are motion sickness weenies, there really is some truth to the iOS 7 motion sickness stories. I basically found out tonight that I will never be able to put iOS 7 on my iPad which, despite my iOS 7 misgivings, makes me sad as I fully expected to upgrade at some point. I should add that even turning off as much of the motion as possible still left too many moving parts for my poor brain to handle. Weird eh?<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 3 Oct 2013 17:04:04 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000139</guid></item> <item><title>Quick medical update</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2013-Jun-25-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>During the last couple of weeks I have had a full series of checkups. I met with my colo-rectal surgeon who gave me a full "inspection" under sedation. I next met with my oncologist who did a full series of blood tests and finally with my family doctor who gave me a full physical. I was a bit nervous going into this checkup period as the last time a polyp was found and for me polyps are particularly dangerous (mean time to cancer of under one year). I am happy to report, that with the exception of, for the first time, my cholesterol levels being a bit high, everything else was fine. No more tests for another six months. So now I can relax a bit and enjoy Summer. As always thanks to everyone for all of your support - it means so much.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 25 Jun 2013 11:01:42 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000138</guid></item> <item><title>Five years since chemo ended!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2013-May-08-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Just a very small update to record another personal milestone in my journey through life. Yesterday was the fifth anniversary of my final chemotherapy treatment back in 2008. It does not seem possible that five years have passed by since then. While I am still dealing with some of the after effects of the treatment (primarily I still have a fair bit of neuropathy in my feet) I am so glad to still be here five years down the road. However, to keep me grounded in reality, I collected the mail last night and there waiting for me was a reminder card from my surgeon that it's time to schedule my next full service and oil change! Regardless - here's to the next five years!<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 8 May 2013 09:54:16 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000137</guid></item> <item><title>My SVG examples collection</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">graphics</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2013-Apr-02-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>SVG, short for "Scalable Vector Graphics", is an XML markup language designed for bringing 2D artwork and drawings to the Web and other places. As well as vector graphics (lines, circles, paths, etc.) SVG supports text, images, animation, scripting, colors, gradients, filter effects and many other things. It is a very rich (declarative) graphics language which can be just as easily hand coded or machine generated. </p> <p>Back in 1998/9 and the years following I became very active in the SVG community. As far as I know, I was the author of the first known SVG rendering engine back then which I wrote in Java using the new (at the time) Java 2D API. I was also a very active member of the SVG Working group at W3C that produced the <a href="http://www.w3.org/TR/SVG10/"> SVG 1.0 Specification</a>. Over the years I have compiled a large collection of my own SVG test cases and examples and used them in lectures about SVG at various conferences around the World. The recent adoption of SVG by the major Web browsers, both on traditional desktop computers and on mobile devices, as well as many people asking me about my examples has prompted me to collect all of my material into one place.If you ever attended one of my talks on SVG over the years you may already have some of these but this is the first time I have tried to collect everything into one place.<br> </p> <p>These examples are not meant to be works of art, I would by no means claim to be an artist. I view them more as a learning aid. You will find most of the major SVG features used somewhere in these files. If you are interested in learning a bit more about the power and ease of use of SVG, I encourage you to look at the source for the files as well as the "artwork" as some pictures may look the same but might have been created using different SVG techniques behind the scenes! </p> <p>With a few exceptions, all of the examples were either hand coded (by me) or produced using Ruby scripts that I wrote to generate SVG output. One or two of the examples were produced using Inkscape.<br> </p> <p>You will find <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/svg/index.html"> this link to the samples</a> in the left hand side bar of my web page.<br> <br> </p> <p> Anyway, I hope that this material is of interest and useful. I certainly had fun walking down memory lane while putting it together. </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 2 Apr 2013 14:37:48 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000136</guid></item> <item><title>Five years in remission!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2012-Oct-26-a</link><description><![CDATA[ <p>Today is a day that I truly believed might never come. As most of you know, a little over five years ago, on October 2<sup>nd</sup> 2007, I received the news that no one wants to hear. I had cancer. Moreover, I had a type of cancer at just 42 years of age that I always thought of as "one of those cancers people much older than me get". <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-10-a">I shared the news publicly</a> on October 10<sup>th</sup> 2007 and from then on used this web site to document my journey. I had surgery on October 26<sup>th</sup> 2007 to remove the tumor (and lots of other things!) and began six months of chemotherapy, after the surgery had time to heal, in December of that year. Early on in my treatment the oncologist informed me that the "remission clock" begins ticking on the day of the "curative procedure" (surgery). Today, I am celebrating the fact that I have reached a major milestone. It is five years to the day that my remission began. I have had regular (currently six monthly) checkups ever since my surgery and so far so good. A couple of weeks ago, for the first time since my diagnosis, a large polyp was found during my scheduled checkup but it was removed and found to be benign. It was a scary few days waiting for the pathology to come back but all remains well. In medical terms, I believe that I am now officially considered "cured". However, given what I have learned about my genetics during this process, I shall always be nervous when I go in to see my surgeon or my oncologist for a checkup.<br> </p> <p>There is an old Chinese proverb that goes something like "<span style="font-style: italic;">To get through the hardest journey we need take only one step at a time, but we must keep on stepping</span>" and what a journey this has been. The support I have experienced from family and friends around the World has been unbelievable and you have all stuck with me for the duration. I am both blessed and humbled to have you all in my corner. I have also have had such an amazing medical team looking after me. Especially Keith Morrison, John Mangione and Darren Kocs but also so many wonderful nurses and other doctors whose names in many cases I do not even know. Your amazing quality of care and professionalism are the reason that I am still here today and that my kids still have a father.<br> </p> <p>Thank you all once again for your incredible support.<br> </p> <p>As I often do, I shall close with my little reminder to you all. If you have been putting off getting that colonoscopy that you know you are overdue for, make the appointment today. It could save your life, trust me on that one!<br> </p> <p>Kelvin<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 26 Oct 2012 07:56:18 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000135</guid></item> <item><title>The end of another Summer - the start of a new era!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2012-Aug-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[ <p>So, by the local school calendar, Summer ended yesterday. Of course you have to ignore the fact that the high temperature today will be somewhere around 95F! Both kids went back to school this morning. Jack is starting his final year at Elementary school (going into filth grade). He had to be at school before 7:10am today so that he could do his bit on safety patrol (opening card doors and welcoming kids to school). He was so excited he went off to school with zero fuss. We'll see how long this lasts! Meanwhile, Robyn (drum roll please - and a stiff drink for her Dad) is starting High School today (hence the new era I referred to in the title of this post). How did my little girl grow up so fast. Before I know it she will be driving and off to college. I know going to a new school can be a bit daunting but I am sure she is in good hands at her new school (Cedar Ridge High School). The school only opened a few years ago (in fact this will be the first year they have a senior class I think) and it is a state of the art facility. I wish my IBM office building was as plush as that school is! She also gets to start school at 9am rather than the Middle school time of 8am which of course to a teenager translates to "more time in bed yaaaayyy".<br> </p> <p>We have had a good Summer. For the first time in too long I got to have a real Summer vacation and spent a lovely week at South Padre Island on the Texas Gulf coast. The beaches down there are really nice, soft sand underfoot all the way out into the waves. There was so much to do we only scratched the surface really. We found a lot of great restaurants and an amazingly good brew pub. We definitely want to go back and are grateful to our kind friends who rented us their beach front condo with amazing views of the beach and the Gulf. As well as swimming in the surf and boogie boarding, we got to meet some amazing seat turtles that are being nursed back to health after accidents (with people), we got to watch the dolphins at play from a sunset cruise ship, we got to laugh our heads off at SchlitterBahn water park, we had a great time at the nature sanctuary and of course made a lot sand castles. I did not get to go para-sailing or ride the super fast jet boat or jet ski so I definitely have a lit of things I want to do next time we go down there. I was a bit apprehensive having been spoiled by the Florida beaches during my time there but South Padre was every bit as nice. The town itself is older but behind some of those less fancy walls you can find amazing food! <br> </p> <p>I have also been managing to make time to read a lot more this year, which was one of my New Year resolutions! If you look at my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading log</a> you will see that I have done, I think, much better this year than in recent years. I am convinced that my almost total transition to e-books has made the difference. Another resolution was to get into really good physical shape. Let's just say I'm still working on that one!<br> </p> <p>So what about the medical stuff? Well, earlier in the Summer I underwent a full battery of tests with the oncologist and the colo-rectal surgeon. I am happy to report all tests came back clean. I am just two months away from achieving five years remission. A landmark that when I was diagnosed back in 2007 seemed an awfully long way away. It has been a journey with ups and downs but despite ongoing side effects (of which I shall spare you the details), as my daughter says, "Dad, at least you are still breathing!"<br> </p> <p>I am sure there are a lot of other things I have forgotten to list that we did this Summer. For now I am going to concentrate on work and adjust to the very very quiet house and the sound of the dog snoring on the couch in my home office!<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2012 12:26:34 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000134</guid></item> <item><title>Spring is in the air</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2012-Mar-03-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>My how time flies! We are already into March and 2011 is well andtruly disappearing in the rear view mirror. I cannot say I am sorry tosee 2011 go. It was not a year that I shall remember with a lot offondness. I need to get back into making more regular posts here.I have been good about posting to Facebook but that has made meincredibly lazy about updating this journal. I have, however, kept thevarious sections (such as my reading log) up to date.<br></p> <p>I hope that everyone reading this is so far having a safe and happyyear. I have several friends and colleagues that have alreadybeen touched by cancer this year. My thoughts and prayers go out tothem and indeed, to anyone dealing with the effects of this awfuldisease.<br></p><p>By the way, March is <span style="font-style: italic;">Colo Rectal Cancer Awareness</span>month. If you have been putting off getting "scoped" now would be agood time. Also, remember I was only 42 when I was diagnosed so don'tput it off because you don't think you are old enough to have to worry.It could save your life.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 3 Mar 2012 10:28:38 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000133</guid></item> <item><title>Four years post surgery, four years in remission!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2011-Oct-25-a</link><description><![CDATA[Today is the fourth anniversary of my colon cancer surgery. As my oncologist once explained to me, the remission clock starts ticking from the date of the "curative procedure" (surgery). Therefore as of today I have now been in remission for a full four years. Much of the time since the surgery and the subsequent months of chemotherapy remains a bit of a blur and loking back, the time seems to have flown by.. I am so thankful to all of the wonderful doctors and nurses that have cared for me so well and that I am still here to enjoy life and watch my kids grow up.<br> <br> As always I am incredibly grateful to all of my family and friends around the World who have been there for me the past four years. I could not have made it this far without you. The recent sad news about the death of Steve Jobs reminds us that no one, no matter how rich or poor is immune from cancer's evil reach. I encourage all of you to support cancer research in any way that you can. Likewise, to anyone reading this who has also been touched by cancer, I would just like to say keep up the fight and that you are in my thoughts and prayers.<br> <br> PS - If you have been putting off getting a colonoscopy, get one. It could save your life!]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 25 Oct 2011 10:50:58 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000132</guid></item> <item><title>The last (official) day of Summer</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2011-Aug-23-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>By the school calendar, which around here is the one most people live by, as of today, Summer is officially over. This is despite the fact that this week we will most likely break the old record of 69 one hundred degree days in a calendar year. The high yesterday was around 105F and it is forecast to be about the same again today. I forget when we last had serious rain but it has been months. Unless we get a tropical storm come ashore soon it may be many more weeks until we do get some rain. I love the hot weather but in my fifteen years here I have never seen a drought like this one. We usually get some good storms, especially during the Spring to top up the lakes. This year that did not happen.<br> </p> <p><br> </p> <div style="text-align: center;"><img style="width: 640px; height: 480px;" title="Robyn and Jack leaving for school" alt="Robyn and Jack leaving for school" src="http://kelvinlawrence.net/images/RobynJack-BackToSchool.jpg"><br style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Robyn and Jack about to leave for school</span><br> </div> <p>Anyway, my kids happily (yes happily) went back to school today. They even got up at 6:20am and woke me up! Robyn is going into eighth grade and Jack fourth. They have grown so quickly. Robyn is thirteen now and Jack will be ten in December. Where does the time go? Anyway, above is a photo, which has become a bit of a tradition now, of the kids going out the front door on the first day of a new school year.<br> </p>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 23 Aug 2011 11:18:02 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000131</guid></item> <item><title>25 Years at IBM</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">work</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2011-Aug-04-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>In 1986, August the 4th was a Monday and it was my first day as anIBM employee (at Hursley Park in the UK). Twenty five years later, I'mstill working at IBM (these days in Austin, Texas). It's been anincredible journey both emotionally , technologically andgeographically (from Hursley to Austin with seven years in Boca Raton,Florida in between). I have worked with some fantastic people on somevery cool projects and been lucky enough to make great friends all overthe World. <br></p><p>The 25 years have flown by!<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 4 Aug 2011 19:39:39 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000130</guid></item> <item><title>Where have I been hiding?</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2011-Jul-19-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Those of you that check-in here from time to time, and the site statistics tell me that there are still a lot of you, for which I am grateful, may be wondering what I have been up to and why I have not been posting of late. In short I have been busy at work, very busy with the kids and also had to have a spot of unexpected (and very painful) surgery from which I have been recovering since mid June.<br> </p> <p>Anyway, here is a quick update on the Summer so far...<br> </p> <p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Things medical</span><br> </p> <p>At the end of May I met with my colo-rectal surgeon and he performed my (now semi-annual) internal exam. Everything looked good. However, while he was checking me out he told me that I had a cyst that needed to be dealt with surgically (not cancerous). More on that in a minute!</p> <p>On June 9th I met with my oncologist and he ran all of the usual tests. While I always hope for the best, this is always a nervous time for me. None the less, I am happy to report that all of my tests came back clean. Still no evidence of further cancer. I can now go twelve months before he wants to check me again. This is significant progress.<br> </p> <p>On June 10th I had surgery to take care of the cyst. The procedure ended up being a bit more involved that I had hoped it would be. Without going into details it was in an awkward place and for several weeks it was really hard to sit down and I was in a lot of pain. The wound is still healing but is in much better shape now. Hopefully in a another week or so it will have finished healing. The surgery really knocked me out of my stride for a few weeks and even now I do not feel that I fully have my energy back.<br> </p> <p>On top of a few other stresses in my life at the moment I really feel like a cannot catch a break. I hope to take a couple of weeks off soon and find a beach to lay on somewhere or something equally restful!<br> </p> <p style="font-weight: bold;">The Kids</p> <p>Despite the intense drought and soaring temperatures we have been enduring for well over six weeks now, the Kids are having a great Summer and spending a lot of time in the pool. Robyn was able to escape the heat mid June, when she left along with 40 other kids and four adult leaders on a People to People expedition to the UK and Ireland. They visited an amazing set of places all over England, Scotland, Wales and Ireland. She got to do many things that even I, growing up there, have never done. She got to hit golf balls at St Andrews, ride the London Eye, watch a Trebuchet catapult launching a fire ball at Warwick Castle, she got to abseil down the walls of another castle in Bangor (Wales) and so many other amazing things. She took over 900 photos! I think this trip will leave her with fantastic memories and hopefully a few new friends as well!<br> </p> <p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Work</span><br> </p> <p>Work is very busy which is a good thing and has also helped keep me distracted a bit from other things.<br> </p> <p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Finally, less blogging more tweeting....</span></p> <p>Finally, I will observe that while I have not been posting here much lately, that I have been making regular posts to both <a href="http://www.twitter.com/gfxman">Twitter</a> and <a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Kelvin_Lawrence/560392836">Facebook</a> and more recently <a href="https://plus.google.com/102601129423955120841/posts">Google+</a> as well. If you have not already done so, feel free to find me at one or more of those venues.<br> </p> <p>That's the update for now. Take care all!<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 19 Jul 2011 09:26:19 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000124</guid></item> <item><title>Three years post chemo!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2011-May-09-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I realized this morning as I was looking at what is on my schedule for this week that it is three years ago since I underwent my final chemotherapy treatment. The time has flown by and finally (a while ago now in fact) the "fog" that was in my brain has fully cleared. Every now and again I suspect my memory is not quite what it was and I still have neuropathy in my feet - but hey - small price to pay right?<br> </p> <p>As always a special thought and prayer goes out to all of the people who are currently in their own battles with cancer.</p> <p>You will probably have noticed that I have not posted here in quite a while. This is largely due to the fact that I am incredibly busy at work (which is a good thing) and have a tremendous amount going on in my personal life. I do post regular updates however to <a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Kelvin_Lawrence/560392836">Facebook</a> and <a href="http://twitter.com/#%21/gfxman">Twitter</a>.<br> </p> <p>I hope everyone is having a good year so far. It won't be long until the kids get out of school for Summer here. Robyn has a huge Summer coming up. The highlight of which is a 21 day trip to the UK and Ireland with 41 other kids on a People to People Ambassador program.<br> </p> <p>I am keeping other sections of the web site updated as appropriate and I will try and get back into posting here more often!<br> <br> </p>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 9 May 2011 09:58:31 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000000123</guid></item> <item><title>Happy New Year</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2011-Jan-01-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Just a quick post to wish all of my wonderful family and friendsaround the World a very safe and prosperous 2011. I have not beenupdating things here on the web site as often as I used to but I havebeen posting regular updates to my <a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Kelvin_Lawrence/560392836">Facebook</a>page. I am very happy to report that in October I had a full series ofmedical tests and everything looks good. Unbelievably I am now threeyears into remission. We did some fun things in the second half of2010. One of the highlights for me was when the kids and I got to takea seven day cruise on Carnival cruise lines around the EasternCaribbean. Lorna and the kids are all well although I don't think thekids will want to go back to school next week after the long Christmasbreak. Work starts back up for me on the 4th.<br></p><p>Again love and best wishes to all, from our family to yours for 2011<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 1 Jan 2011 10:34:14 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000128</guid></item> <item><title>Father and Daughter surgery</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2010-Aug-21-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>What are the odds that both my daughter and I would end up havingsurgery from the same doctor at the almost exact same time in adjacentrooms? Well that is exactly what happened this past week! Robyn hadalready been scheduled to have her lower wisdom teeth removed Mondaymorning so that part at least, was expected. The unexpected part isthat right after we met with the surgeon to prep for her surgery, a fewdays prior to the scheduled date for the procedure, I started getting alot of pain in my upper right jaw bone. An x-ray from my dentistrevealed that some screws in my jaw from reconstruction surgery in 1998had moved and allowed the area to get infected. The required "fix" wasto have the offending screws and bone plates surgically removed. So, inan exercise in efficiency, we scheduled my surgery at the same time asmy daughters so that Dr Gallagher (my long time oral surgeon and greatdoctor) could emulate Bobby Fischer playing chess against multipleopponents at once and fix us both (almost) in parallel! We turnedup at 7am and Robyn got to go first. While he was operating on her,other nurses started prepping me. When he was done with her, the doctorappeared and basically said "OK all done with her, she did great, let'sget started on you"!! I woke up as she was also waking up more in the adjacent recovery room. How surreal is that?</p> <p>Anyway, we are both doing well, I think at this point her swellingis going down faster than mine (behold the power of youth) but at leastthe severe pain I was in before the surgery has gone away. Shegets a nice present for being brave, I get a few days of being on anice cream diet so all in all not too bad!<br></p> <p>Certainly a week to remember!<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 21 Aug 2010 12:18:03 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000127</guid></item> <item><title>Misc updates</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2010-Jul-30-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>There has not been too much to report lately (which is a good thing)and hence I have not posted here. I have been posting small updates toTwitter and Facebook and as a result have not felt the need toduplicate those here. On the medical front, my latest round of testsare now behind me and both my oncologist and surgeon have switched meto a "once a year" checkup schedule now. This is real progress!!<br></p><p>Yesterday Lorna and I went down to Houston so that we could watchthe MLS (soccer) All Stars vs Manchester United. We had a greattime. Reliant Stadium was a great venue for the event and the matchitself did not lack action, with Man Utd coming out on top 5 - 2.<br></p><p>The kids have been off school for several weeks now and I am definitely counting the days until they go back! That said, I am taking next week of so that we can do some funthings together as a family. I really need a break from work to recharge my batteries asthings have been extremely busy. So, as I said, no major news to report, at the moment but I will try and get back into makingmore regular postings again soon.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 30 Jul 2010 14:48:21 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000000126</guid></item> <item><title>Two years post chemo - wow!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2010-May-09-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>It's almost impossible for me to believe, but two years agoyesterday I finished chemotherapy. The time has flown by. Aside fromsome remaining neuropathy in my feet I feel great and all of the otherside efects have long since worn off. I have a checkupappointment with the oncologist next month and will post another updateafter that. Thanks as always to everyone for all of their incrediblesupport.<br></p><p>Here's to more milestones like this one!<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 9 May 2010 00:28:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/00000125</guid></item> <item><title>Quick medical update</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2010-Mar-15-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I have again taken way too long between posts here. My thanks to allthose of you that have contacted me to ask if everything is OK. As faras I know things remain good. A couple of weeks ago I met with thesurgeon who is keeping an eye on me and performing my regular exams.I'm happy to say that no new polyps were found and I have no morescheduled exams until I meet with the oncologist again in a couple ofmonths time.<br><br>This week the kids are on Spring Break and I am taking the week offwork so that we can spend some time together as a family. If theweather stays nice we are going to try and make it to the AustinFairgrounds for the Rodeo. In the 15 years I have lived here I havenever been so I hope we can make it this year.<br><br>I'll try and post again soon but at least as far as the medical stuff goes, having less to post for a while is fine by me!</p>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 15 Mar 2010 20:52:58 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000124</guid></item> <item><title>Belated Happy New Year</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2010-Jan-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I have been very bad about posting here recently. Things are goingwell and I have just been very busy with family and work activities. Ihope everyone is off to a good start to 2010 and I would like to wisheveryone a belated Happy New Year. I'll try and get back intomaking regular updates again vey soon.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 27 Jan 2010 20:58:16 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000123</guid></item> <item><title>Latest test results still look good</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Dec-03-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Yesterday I went to the oncologist to get my latest round of testsdone. They called me five minutes ago to say that everything continuesto look normal. My cancer antigen test is even down a bit from lasttime and my haemoglobin number remains solid. I continue to be plaguedby neuropathy in my feet but it has mostly gone away now in my fingers.The Lyrica I am taking works wonders on the neuropathy pain but I thinkis the major contributor to the weight I continue to gain. We agreedyesterday to again try reducing the dosage in the hope that we canreverse this unacceptable trend!<br></p><p>I have not posted for a month mainly because I did not have to muchto share - which is a good thing. I hope everyone is having a safe andhappy start to the holiday season. As always thoughts and prayers goout all fellow cancer patients and their families at this time. <br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 3 Dec 2009 11:11:46 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000122</guid></item> <item><title>My second anniversary</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Oct-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Today marks the second anniversary of my cancer surgery. Is itreally possible that two years have already passed? It seems like justyesterday. Thanks to all the wonderful doctors and nurses that treatedme I am still here to type this and to bug my family and friends! I owemy life to you. Special thanks today (as every day) to Keith M, John Mand Darren K, three amazing doctors, without whom I would just be amemory.<br></p><p>I think I have more blood work scheduled in the next few weeks whichas always I shall be nervous about but all continues to be well as faras I know. I have not posted here lately as we have all been very busybetween work and school, soccer games, boy scouts, girl scouts, danceand camping trips.<br></p><p>I'll try and post a longer update soon but I could not let this milestone day pass by without a quick post.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 27 Oct 2009 11:48:07 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000121</guid></item> <item><title>Quick medical update</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Sep-09-b</link><description><![CDATA[<p>As many of you know, I had my latest internal exam last week,or as my son calls in my "butt check" ! The procedure itself isnothing that I worry too much about but I do worry very much about whatmight be found. I am therefore pleased to report thatall remains clear as far as the surgeon can tell. I do not have to seehim again for another six months now which is great progress!<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 9 Sep 2009 19:31:37 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000120</guid></item> <item><title>Brandy</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">pets</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Sep-09-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Sadly, we had to say goodbye today to another of our dear animalfriends. Brandy, now over 13 years old had been with us since we gother and her brother Toby as puppies from a friend as a wedding presentback in 1996. We <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jul-16-a">lost Toby just over a year ago</a>and now Brandy has joined him at the doggie park in the sky. She was agreat dog, in her younger days extremely atheltic, more recently a ladyof leisure and sadly even more recently pretty much unable to get upand move without our help. We are extremely sad to see her go and allmiss her very much. I'm glad we still have Rocket, Scamp and Shadow tokeep us on our toes (as well as the kids!). I need to update the petssection with some new photos and will try and get to that soon.<br></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><img style="width: 682px; height: 363px;" alt="Picture of Brandy" title="Brandy" src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/Brandy-July-2008.jpg" align="middle"><br></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Brandy during happier times - July 2008</span><br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 8 Sep 2009 19:31:36 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000119</guid></item> <item><title>Kids, Dogs and the end of Summer</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">kids</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Sep-01-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>So, while the days remain extremely hot, Summer is over for the kidswho went back to school last week. I work from home a lot and am havingto adjust to a quiet house again! Robyn is starting sixth grade (MiddleSchool) this school year and is very excited. Last night we went to ameet the teachers evening. It was fun. We got to experience her day. Wewent to each class for eleven minutes, attended a presentation from theteacher and then had four minutes to make out next class - the same wayshe does! As well as the traditional subjects, Robyn is taking Choirand Band this term. She has chosen to try the clarinet as herinstrument. I hope she likes it as I am still trying to get over myalmost heart failure when I saw the price of even a used one! Meanwhile, Jack is starting out on second grade. We have spent a smallfortune this Summer on consultations with specialists as we continue totry and get Jack the help he needs for his Aspergers and ADHD. Lorna isright now having to sit in the school with Jack during the morningclasses to try and keep him calm. This is unacceptable and I shall becoming down on the school like a ton of lead bricks (backed up byadvocates and other medical professionals) if they do not get their acttogether fast. He is supposed to have a teacher's aid in class and heis not getting one. We also have some new medication for Jack that weare just starting him on that may help with his morning moods but I amnot going to give the school what they seem to want which is to have memedicate him into passive oblivion.<br></p><p>None the less, both kids had a great Summer. They both attended lotsof day camps and had numerous parties, play dates and sleep overs withfriends. Robyn's Summer ended on a super high as she passed her TaeKwon Do black belt test. Her graduation ceremony is on Thursday.<br></p> <p><img src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/Shadow-Aug-4-2009-small.jpg" title="Shadow" alt="Picture of Shadow" style="width: 200px; height: 320px;" align="left" hspace="10">Oneof the things we have been doing lately is volunteering at theWilliamson County Animal Shelter. As well as being a good cause anyway,it also is helping Robyn get one of her Girl Scout badges. However,those that know me well, know I love animals. Every time I go to theshelter I find it hard not to bring a dog home with me. Well a fewweeks ago, my resolve broke and we now have a new member of the family.He is (we think) a four month old puppy. We are not sure exactly whatbreed he is. The shelter staff wrote him up as a Black Lab/Great Danemix. Our vet says he sees some Sharpei in him, I think this may just bedue to his "room to grow" wrinkly skin! Whatever breed he is, he isloads of fun and it is clear he is going to be BIG! The other dogs,after a few initial barks and warning growls to establish theboundaries and the pack order have now fully accepted him. We get towatch some fantastic play fights on a regular basis. This reminds methat I need to go and update the pets section of this web site and getupdated photos of all the animals posted.<br></p><p>The weather here continues to be brutal. Every day during the Summerthe high temperature reached or exceeded 100F and it has hardly rainedat all. We are now (not before time in my opinion) on mandatory watercontrols.<br></p><p>On the medical front, I met with an Orthopedic Surgeon yesterday(not related to my cancer treatment) to get his opinion on my elbowwhich continues to be extremely painful after I whacked it against aplastic pipe at a water park back in June. As far as he can tell fromthe X-Rays and MRI pictures that have already been taken it's nothingmore serious than an acute case of tendinitis (good old fashioned"Tennis Elbow"). The Cortisone shot that I got for it two weeks ago hasso far not helped so they are going to start me on Physical Therapylater this week and a course of meds. We were joking that "TennisElbow" should really be called "Computer Mouse Elbow" these days asthat is when it hurts me the most. The surgeon suggested I stop usingthe mouse and get a trackball instead. "Gee" I said, "what a greatidea". I am supposed to be the computer guy but I think that the doctoris on to something there and it never occurred to me (sigh). Of courseI am not the first patient with a bad elbow he has ever seen either!<br></p><p>On a slightly less "humerus" note (sorry I couldn't resist the pun),I am scheduled to meet with my colo-rectal surgeon tomorrow for my nextround of checkups and my internal exam (yep, yuck!). I always getnervous when I go in for this one as this is how it all began almosttwo years ago and we all know where that went (wow time flies).<br></p><p>This weekend I went and paid the $29 for my copy of Apple's new MacOS X 10.6 (Snow Leopard) operating system upgrade. I installed it on myMac Book Pro laptop over the weekend and so far it seems to be runningwell and living up to the advertising. Lot a great deal of new visiblefeatures but definitely a bit faster and uses less disk space. I'llreport more as I play with the new OS some more. I know many ofthe folks that follow my web updates are Mac users. Please let me knowif you are also upgrading.<br></p> <p>That's about it for now. I'll post more after my tests this week are over.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 1 Sep 2009 10:10:20 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000118</guid></item> <item><title>More on the Pan-Mass Challenge</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jul-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Further to my prior posting, I just received the following wordsfrom Don. I am extremely grateful that he is riding this year inhonour of my dear friend Dion Gillard, who died way too young, fromcancer last year. Cancer is such an evil disease and none of us areimmune from it. Please help support Don if you possibly can. Hereare Don's words...<br></p><table style="text-align: left; width: 80%; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2"> <tbody> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">I‘met’ many of you through a post I made here thanks to Kelvin, lastSummer. Now it’s time to renew our friendship and launch our 2009campaign to raise funds for cancer research.<br> <br>This year, I am again dedicating a large investment in time and sweatto ask as many people as I know for their support in my effort to raisefunds to support cancer research at <a href="http://www.dana-farber.org/">Dana-Farber Cancer Institute</a> in Boston. I do this by signing up to ride the <a href="http://www.pmc.org/">Pan-Massachusetts Challenge</a>,a 2 day, 192 mile bicycle ride here in Massachusetts. By signing up Icommit to raise a minimum of $4,200 but I aim higher. Last year withyour help, I was able to ferry in $9,385. Please check out <a href="http://www.pmc.org/">their web page</a>...you'll see it's an amazing event that attracts participation fromall across the country and the world. All told, we raised $35,000,000for cancer research in 2008. Not bad!<br> <br>This year’s PMC fund raising goal is anybody’s guess given the impactof the economic crisis. Billy Starr, the executive director, saidrecently, “It’s a whole new world.” That said, we all know that cancerstrikes without consulting the latest econometric data. It affects allof us, all too often. <br> <br>Many PMC people ride in honor of a friend or family member directlyaffected by cancer. This year I will honor Dion Gillard, Kelvin’sfriend who lost his battle with melanoma last September. I can'tthink of a better way to do this than to continue to work hard at thefund raising, and then go out and break a sweat by riding with ~5,000others from Sturbridge to Provincetown here in Massachusetts. It’s anamazing community action, and one that has made and will continue tomake a major impact on developing new therapies and treatments to curband ultimately, defeat cancer. <br> <br>For a detailed description of how PMC contributions have made a difference in the fight <a href="http://www.pmc.org/articles.asp?ArticleID=1462">visit this page</a>.<br> <br>This year the ride is on August 1st and 2nd. Please join me inthis effort by sponsoring my ride. Contributions may be made as late asSeptember 30, 2009.<br> <br>To do this, just visit my <a href="https://www.pmc.org/egifts/default.asp?Add=DH0129">eGIFT site</a>.<br> <br>Click on 'Sponsor one rider with one donation', then open up 'Select aperson by eGift ID'. You'll see my name and the field to enterthe amount you wish to contribute. It's very quick and simple. The PMCstaff manage a lean operation. As they say: "Not one cent of eachdollar raised through riders' sweat and determination is used foradministrative and organizational expenses." Using the web is a majorcomponent of this success. <br> <br>If you work for IBM or a company that has a matching gift program, thisis an excellent way to double your gift. Last year, more than $2,500was directly matched by IBM. Here's the link for <a href="http://w3-01.ibm.com/hr/us/hrforms/data/mgapp.pdf">IBM's Matching Grant form</a><br> <br>Just fill in your employee serial number and the amount of your donation. Then snail mail it to me at:<br> <br> <div style="margin-left: 80px;">Don Harbison<br>3 Thoreau Dr.<br>Chelmsford, MA 01824<br> </div> <br>I will take care of mailing it in to the PMC/Dana-Farber team. <br> <br>I'm looking forward to the ride, and re-connecting with the amazingcommunity that comes together once a year. When it's over, I'll post anupdate on how it went. <br> <br>Thank you for your support!<br> <br>Don Harbison<br>dpharbison@mac.com<br> <br> </td> </tr> </tbody></table><p><br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 22:11:27 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000117</guid></item> <item><title>The Pan-Mass Challenge - Bike riding for cancer research</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jul-24-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>You may recall that last year I was <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jul-24-a">proud to support</a> my friend and colleague Don Harbison in his efforts to raise money for cancer research at the <a href="http://www.dfci.harvard.edu/">Dana-Farber Cancer Institute</a> by riding in the <a href="http://www.pmc.org/">Pan-Mass Challenge</a>.Don is riding again this year and needs our help to reach his goals.Despite the tougher economic times, cancer has not taken a break, and Ifeel strongly that we need to continue to support research intodefeating this evil disease. As well as my own fight, I have lost mymother, an aunt and several close friends to cancer. This is a causenear and dear to my heart. Don asked me if I would again advertise hisefforts this year by way of a posting here and of course I agreed. Ihope some of you can join me in supporting Don. Every little helps.<br></p><p>You can sponsor Don by <a href="http://www.pmc.org/egifts/DH0129">visiting this link</a>.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2009 12:23:08 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000116</guid></item> <item><title>The Hot Summer Continues</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jul-23-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>It is always hot in Texas during the Summer time but this year isoff to an even more brutal start than usual. In June, we had somethingin the order of 20 days where the temperature met or exceeded 100degrees Fahrenheit. July has been following a similar pattern. I forone, do not mind the heat at all but what we do need is some rain. Wehave not had a good, prolonged, rain shower for weeks. Yesterdaysome promising looking storm clouds formed around 5pm but produced verylittle in the way of useful rainfall where we live.<br></p><p>A couple of weeks ago we spent a week at the <a href="http://www.greatwolf.com/grapevine/waterpark">Great Wolf Lodge</a>in Grapevine (right by the DFW airport) and had a great time. We wentthere last year and enjoyed it so much that we decided to go backagain. This year I finally found the courage to ride the Tornado! Itwas a lot of fun and a much needed break for me from work, which, oflate, has been extremely busy. On one of the water slides, I hit my armvery hard on the plastic side of the tube. It hurt so much that I wentand had it X-rayed when we got back but there was no sign of anyfracture. It still hurts a lot though! We were also able to visitwith our great friends Rhonda and Terry and their kids Elizabeth andChip while in Grapevine. They also visited us here in Round Rocklast week for a day and we had a great time.You cannot put a price on such friends. </p><p>Thanks to the Internet and the BBC Radio broadcasts, I have beenkeeping up with the Ashes cricket series between England and Australia.So far it has been every bit as exciting as the series in 2005. I hadplanned to visit the UK with my good friend Dion Gillard (fromAustralia) this Summer to watch the cricket live. Sadly, as many of youwill know from my prior posts, cancer took Dion from us way before histime a few months ago. I know we would have been having a great timeand I think about him often.<br></p><p>Talking of absent friends, this time last year we lost one of ourGolden retrievers, Toby. His sister Brandy was 13 on July 8th. She isnot doing so well and I fear will not be with us too much longereither. While we know that 13 years old is well beyond averagefor a Golden, it will still not be easy to see her go.<br></p><p>We have tried to find the kids lots of things to do that get themout of the house during the long Summer break. Robyn did a ceramicscamp this week and I am taking Jack to a sleep-in at the Johnson SpaceCenter (Mission Control) in Houston in a couple of weeks. I keeptrying to get them to play outside but given the heat, all they seem towant to do when they are home is sit in front of the TV or thecomputer. School goes back on August 25th this year so we need to keepthem busy for a few weeks yet!<br></p><p>On the medical front, my tests continue to look good but theneuropathy is proving extremely stubborn and I am still dealing with alot of fatigue attacks. I have been doing some reading of medicalpapers on the Web lately, and it appears that many of my symptoms seemquite common among chemotherapy patients. I read with interest thatsome doctors are now describing the after effects that chemo has onpeople like me as "chemo brain". What is interesting is that I hadmyself been using that phrase to somewhat jokingly describe what I haveexperienced to people. Now it seems that maybe "chemo brain" willbecome a more formal name for the results of chemotherapy medicationson the brain and neurological system of the patient.<br></p><p>That's it for now. As we head in to August in a few days I wish mymany friends and family in Europe all the best as they start theirprime Summer vacation season. <br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 11:40:10 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000115</guid></item> <item><title>Patents</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">patents</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jun-15-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I discovered by accident today (I promise I was not doing a "vanity search") that Google now offers a <a href="http://www.google.com/patents">way to search issued US patents</a>.Having found the site, I will admit that I keyed in my first and lastnames and it gave me back a ton of hits. I then remembered that patentscarry my full name so I added my middle name to the search and wasimpressed to see that it found almost all of my issued US patents (Ithink I have about 77 now). I also discovered that some of my issuedpatents have my name spelled wrong (Kevin instead of Kelvin) so a fewdon't show up in the search on my actual name!<br></p><p>If you are curious, you can find my patents, courtessy of Google, <a href="http://www.google.com/patents?q=kelvin+roderick+lawrence&btnG=Search+Patents">here</a> and <a href="http://www.google.com/patents?q=kevin+roderick+lawrence&spell=1&oi=spell">here</a>.In case you are wondering (having looked at my search results), no, Idid not invent the system for organ placement during surgery!).<br></p><p>Anyway, if you have patents yourself or are just curious to see what you can discover I recommend doing a few searches.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 15 Jun 2009 13:26:39 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000114</guid></item> <item><title>Graduation, Summer and more Tests!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jun-08-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I have been so busy at work and at home that a month has flown by,it seems, in the blink of an eye, since my last post. School here inTexas is now out for the Summer. Robyn (who turned 11 in May) is nolonger in Elementary School. When school goes back in late August shewill be in Middle School. The Elementary school held a graduationceremony for all the fifth graders which, while cute, to my mind is abit over the top. Jack meanwhile will be in second grade whenschool goes back.Where does the time go? <br></p><p>So now that school is out, I am wondering once again if I am goingto be able to work from home as much as I usually do now that my workenvironment has become very LOUD!! I have turned on parentalcontrol on the playroom computer which forces them to unplug for atleast part of the day. We are instigating a rule for the Summer that acertain amount of time must be spent outdoors. We also have the kidssigned up for a few camps that will hopefully keep them distracted (andout of the house) for at least part of the time.<br></p><p>On the medical front, last week I had my latest scheduled round ofblood tests. As far as they can tell, everything continues to looknormal. <br></p><p>It's already in the mid to high nineties Fahrenheit here, it's going to be a long, hot Summer!<br></p><p>Best wishes to all<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 8 Jun 2009 15:55:32 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000113</guid></item> <item><title>My "End of Chemo"Anniversary</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-May-08-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I realised yesterday that this week is exactly one year on from mylast chemotherapy treatment (May 7th 2008). While I am still feelingsome of the side effects of chemo (neuropathy and fatigue mainly) I amstill alive to play with my wife and kids and enjoy spending time withmy friends, family and colleagues. For that I am very grateful.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 8 May 2009 09:54:11 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000112</guid></item> <item><title>Test results</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Apr-30-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>When I first began posting here about my cancer diagnosis back inOctober of 2007 I adopted a policy of being very open about my"adventure" in the hope that I might be able to provide some comfortand information to others embarking on a similar journey. By far thehighest proportion of visitors to my web site get here as a directresult of colon cancer or chemotherapy related searches. I have made alot of new friends along the way, most of whom I have never met inperson, and I continue to wish them all the best for successfuloutcomes in their respective battles with this evil disease. I am veryhumbled by the number of people that have written to me or posted amessage into the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> telling meabout their battle with cancer and thanking me for sharing myinformation which helped them better understand that they were notalone in terms of symptoms, side effects of treatment etc.<br></p><p>Thankfully my tests continue to show that I am (as far as can bedetermined using current technology) cancer free. However, my journey isfar from over and I am continuing to run into additional issues thatwere most likely caused by the FOLFOX chemotherapy that I underwentbetween December 2007 and May 2008. Chemo has become a lot moreeffective over the years but for all the good it does it definitelycomes at a price, but as my wife constantly reminds me, I am stillalive to gripe about it! Most recently, as I mentioned in myprior posting, I have been suffering some fairly bad fatigue. A weekago I went to see the oncologist and they ran a set of tests on me. Allof my basic blood work (white count, platelets, haemoglobin) came backfine and there was no sign of any issues with my Thyroid. The only testthat seemed at all off was my Testosterone level which was at the lowend of normal ("is that chemo or my age?" I ask myself!!). Anyway, theoncologist has decided to put me on a regimen of monthly testosteroneshots for a while to see if that helps. I had my first shot last weekand it may be my imagination but I already seem to have a bit moreenergy!<br></p><p>Anyway that's it for now. Thanks as always for all the messages ofconcern. It's great to know I have such a great set of people cheeringme on.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 30 Apr 2009 09:57:25 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000111</guid></item> <item><title>Fatigue</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Apr-18-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Just recently I have been suffering fairly chronic fatigue. I startthe day with plenty of energy but by about 4pm I'm ready for a nap.This is not like me at all. My legs have also been somewhat restlessagain, which if you remember how my journey began back in October 2007is a bit scary. My next scheduled round of tests is not until June but(hopefully using an excess of caution) I have scheduled an appointmentwith the oncologist for Monday morning to get checked out. Thefatigue seems to have been getting slowly worse each day for about thelast two weeks and I want to make sure nothing unusual is going on.Suffice to say I'm a bit nervous.I'll keep you all posted as soon as I have some results. </p>]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 18 Apr 2009 22:22:15 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000110</guid></item> <item><title>World Autism Awareness Day</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Apr-02-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Today is <a href="http://www.worldautismawarenessday.org/site/c.egLMI2ODKpF/b.3917077/k.186A/About_World_Autism_Awareness_Day.htm">World Autism Awareness day</a>.This is a subject near and dear to my heart as my son Jack is on theAutism "spectrum" and has been diagnosed with Aspergers and ADHD amongother things. We have other family members that are also dealing withautism on a daily basis. Whether you are a parent of an autistic childor a person dealing with the austism spectrum disorder (ASD) on apersonal level, today is a day on which we can show our support foreach other.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 2 Apr 2009 14:24:33 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000109</guid></item> <item><title>Entries from 2008 are now in the Archive</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Mar-31-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I did a little Spring cleaning of the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net">web page</a> today. All entries from 2008 have now been moved into the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html">Archive</a>. Please <a href="mailto:gfxman@yahoo.com">let me know</a> if you run into any broken links or other problems.<br>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:20:41 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000108</guid></item> <item><title>Spring is here in Texas</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">texas</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Mar-18-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Although Spring does not officially start for a few more days (March20th), as I type this it is close to 80F outside and the Red Buds arein full bloom. This week is Spring Break for the kids. Robyn is at aGirl Scouts camp all week and Jack is enjoying a series of extendedplay dates with some of his friends. I have a lot of work to get done(which is bad planning on my part) so I am hiding in my home office alot, with the door shut! Last week we finally got some muchneeded rain as a cold front arrived and stayed for a few days. I thinkwe are still below where we need to be and if we don't get some goodstorms during the Spring we could be in for a very hot Summer. As istypical around these parts at this time of the year, the week beforethe cold front hit, the temperature was in the 90s F. Several of mycolleagues were in town that week to attend the <a href="http://www.share.org">SHARE</a>conference which was held in Austin for the first time. I'm glad theygot to enjoy some nice weather while they were here and in these timesof reduced travel, it was great to see them.<br></p><p>This past Sunday, we went to see the Broadway touring production of"Spamalot" here in Austin. It was excellent. Richard Chamberlain wasgreat as King Arthur and it's hard to believe that he is now 75 yearsof age. This coming Saturday we have tickets to see Elton John andBilly Joel live in concert. I have seen them together before and amhoping for another great show. We don't get out that often so havingtwo great events on back to back weekends is a real treat!<br></p><p>One of the reasons I have been posting here a bit less is that I have been trying to give more real time status updates on both <a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Kelvin_Lawrence/560392836">Facebook</a> and <a href="http://www.twitter.com/gfxman">Twitter</a>.I have to say though that the recent changes made to the Facebook webpage (I think it's a real mess now) probably mean I will be spendingless time there in the future<br></p><p>On the medical front I am continuing to get my strength back butlately have been feeling a bit more tired than usual and I think I haveoverdone it a bit both in terms of trying to get back into shape andalso in terms of housework and other errands. Lorna and I debatedbuying a treadmill but after researching how much a decent one costs weended up joining a local gym which offers a pay by the month plan. Ihave been trying to get to the gym one or two times a week. I feel likeI am in hand to hand combat right now with the drugs that help with myneuropathy. I love that they cure the pain but I hate that they help megain weight!</p><p><br>That's it for now then - I hope you are well as you read this.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 15:59:31 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000107</guid></item> <item><title>Another year older - and that's a good thing!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Feb-13-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>A few days ago (February 1st), I celebrated my 44th birthday. I wasoverwhelmed with all of the nice messages that I received. Thank youall very much! When the journey that I have been on began back inOctober 2007, I had serious doubts I would still be here at this timeand I am so grateful and blessed that I am.</p><p>A few days after my birthday it was time for my next round of bloodwork and physical exams. The worst part about the blood tests are thatthey can give you you basic numbers (white count, platelets,haemoglobin) almost right away but it takes a day to get the <a href="http://www.medterms.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=8722">"CEA marker"</a>test back (and those are the ones that can indicate a recurrence ofcolon cancer). I am happy to report that all of the tests (both bloodwork and physical exam) came back clean and as far as the doctors cantell, I remain cancer free. I have no more tests scheduled until June(so I get four months to try and relax a bit). The neuropathy continuesto be an issue. As an experiment, n discussions with my oncologist, weagreed to try reducing the amount of Lyrica I am taking to see if thepain remains under control while hopefully stemming the weight gainthat I have been experiencing since I started on this drug. For thebenefit of fellow patients that I know are reading this blog, theLyrica has done a really good job with the pain but it seems to be themain cause of my weight gain. I'm also trying to focus on exercise andfitness to see if I can win back a few pounds. I'll keep you all postedon my progress!<br></p><p>I hope everyone is off to good start in 2009 and I particularly wantto send out best wishes to all of the other cancer patients out therethat I have met because of this blog.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 10:55:12 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000106</guid></item> <item><title>My use of "social networking" tools</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">socialnetworking</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">web</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jan-29-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>While I still like having a journal of significant events here(especially the medical ones), and I fully plan to continue makingregular updates, I have been finding that lately I spend a lot of timeposting updates and communicating with people using so called "socialnetworking" tools and web sites. Specifically I find my self using fourweb based tools a lot. For me each one fulfills a different and yetinteresting, role. One thing I like is the real time nature of thesetools. When I write a blog posting (such as this one) I try to put alot of thought into it and I have to carve out a fairly substantialchunk of time to do it. By contrast, it takes no time at all to updatemy Facebook status or to post a quick "tweet" on Twitter in answer tothe basic question of "What are you doing now?". So whereas I mayupdate this blog on avaerage about once a week. I will update Facebookand Twitter multiple times a day typically. Below is a table of thefour sites I use the most. If you click on the links you will get to myspecific page on each site. Alsongside each entry in the table is abrief summary of what I use each one for. If we are not alreadyconnected on any or all of these tools please feel free to reach outand make a connection! <br></p><table style="text-align: left; width: 80%; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" border="1" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2"> <tbody> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Kelvin_Lawrence/560392836">Facebook</a></td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">I view Facebook as the primaryplace that I interact on-line with my family and friends. Facebook isalso the tool I have been most actively using for the longest time.While I also do find work colleagues there, the discussions, at leastthe ones I am most involved in, tend to be more about non-workactivities. Unlike some, but like many others, I also enjoy many of thegames that are available on Facebook. I tend to play mostly word gamesand puzzle games and for the most part avoid collecting fish! I tendto know most of the people I am connected to on Facebook. I amless likely to accept a friendship offer from someone I don't knowunless the person is recommended by a person I trust. I mostly interactwith Face book using their web page but I also use their Blackberryclient. The facebook tools for finding people you know seem prettygood. <br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><a href="http://www.twitter.com/gfxman">Twitter</a></td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">I am fairly new to Twitter. Ihave been using it since last October. I view Twitter as a mix betweenso called "micro blogging" and instant messaging with persistence.Unlike Facebook, I do take part in many technical discussions withpeople on Twitter. You can chose to have your messages be open to allor just to your followers/fiends. Each message you post is limited to140 characters. I have many people that I "talk" to via Twitter andmany of them I have never met before or even knew of before we foundeach other on Twitter. These type of connections work best when peoplehave a common interest. You will find all types of people on Twitterincluding many celebrities. Many of the people follow tend to discusstechnical things related to computers but I also follow peoplediscussing topics like autism, local events in Austin and of coursepeople that I just find interesting. Twitter has a lot of applicationsthat you can run on your computer or handheld to read and post "tweets"but I tend mainly to use the twitter.com web interface. I do howeverrun a couple of Twitter clients on my Blackberry. The one I use themost at the moment is TwitterBerry. I find it quite difficult to easilyfind people I want to connect to. I usally have to rely on spotting aconversation between people I know or stumbling upon an ongoingconversation that looks interesting. The tools provided fot findingfriends need some work in my opinion.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><a href="http://www.linkedin.com/in/krlawrence">LinkedIn</a></td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">I view LinkedIn as my primaryon-line resume/CV and business contacts database. Sadly in recent weeksI have been getting a lot of requests via LinkedIn to recommend peoplewho are tidying up their resumes. My best wishes to all of them. Ialmost always interact with LinkedIn using the web page interface. As ageneral rule I will only accept a connection request from someone Ihave either met in person or on the phone. Likewise, I am very carefulwith my recommendations. I try to view LinkedIn as a very professionalenvironment and treat it and the people I find there in that way. TheLinkedIn tools for finding people you know seem pretty good and I haveeven managed to find old university class mates from the 1980's usingthe tools provided on the web site.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><a href="http://kelvinlawrence.myplaxo.com/">Plaxo</a></td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Of the four,Plaxo is the one Iuse the least. I am not 100% sure what Plaxo wants to be and I am stilltrying to decide if it should be on my list here. It is sort of amixture between Facebook (without the apps) and LinkedIn. One thingthat Plaxo is very good at is aggregating information from multiplesources (blogs, del.icio.us,Flickr, etc) into a single place. That isthe primary reason I use it. I have very few connections on Plaxo thatI am not also connected to elsewhere (typically on LinkedIn orFacebook). I only use the web interface and don't know if other optionsexist.<br> </td> </tr> </tbody></table><p><br></p><p>There are a lot of other sites that offer similar facilities, butthese are the four that I currently use and they, I think, covermy personal life connectivity needs! I do also use sites like <a href="http://www.delicious.com/gfxman">del.icio.us</a>and Digg to store my bookmarks on-line but I am not including thosesites in this list. I also use photo sharing sites like Flickr andPicasa but for now I am not listing those here either. I am findingthat I use e-mail and dedicated instant messaging tools less thesedays, especially since Facebook added an instant messaging facility. Ofcourse I also use a lot of additional tools for my day job includingthe more traditional tools like e-mail, instant messaging, news groupsand discussion lists, as well as some of the more interesting webconferencing and collaboration tools but the the web sites listed aboveI view as more the ones I use in my personal life. I could also getinto my use of virtual worlds like Second Life but that deserves awhole posting of its own at some future date.<br></p><p>An interesting footnote to this posting is that I feel so well intouch these says with my friends and family around the World that Ithink Christmas cards, at least for us, are probably a thing of thepast (sort of sad but also the reality of the times we live in).<br></p>By the way, if you are reading this at my web site rather than via anRSS reader, then you will see links to many of the sites that I use inthe side bar on the left hand side of the home page. You may have toscroll the side bar down a bit to see them all.<br><br>That's it for now then. Apologies to folks who don't come here to readtechnical stuff. I'll be back to talking medical and family stuff againsoon as my next cancer screening is just a few days away but this is aposting I have wanted to make for some time.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 29 Jan 2009 21:09:53 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000105</guid></item> <item><title>Brief medical update</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jan-18-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I haven't posted a medical update for a while and several of youhave been kind enough to inquire as to my status. So, here is a veryquick update. I have no more tests planned until early next month. Asfar as I know the next round of tests will just be blood work. Thebiggest problem right now is the neuropathy left behind by the FOLFOXchemotherapy (that ended last May). Specifically this is caused by theOxaliplatin drug. I am told that it can take a year or more (from theday chemo ends) for this to go away. I am currently taking Lyrica whichdoes a really good job of reducing the pain but seems to have theunfortunate side effect of causing substantial weight gain. Lately Ihave been exercising regularly (riding the bike, walking, in-lineskating, lifting weights) but no matter what I do I am finding itimpossible the weight I have gained since I started taking Lyrica.Usually I find it very easy to lose weight so this is, to say theleast, a bit frustrating! A week ago, I decided I would try anexperiment and stop taking the Lyrica. Three days after I stopped thepain in my hands and feet became unbearable and I started taking itagain. The pain almost immediately subsided. So I feel as if I am stuckin a situation where I can be in pain but losing weight or pain freeand heavy! I plan to talk to my oncologist again next month aboutthis. That said, my wife keeps reminding me that my body has beenthrough a lot in the last year or so and that I need to be patient. Iknow she is right but it really bugs me that most of my clothes aretight!<br></p><p>I continue to be humbled by the fact that I am still being contactedby fellow cancer patients (usually colon cancer patients like myself)who have found my web site while searching the internet forreassurance as they start their treatment. That was one of the mainreasons I started keeping the journal here of my treatment and I amreally pleased that it has been useful to others. If you are a cancerpatient reading this, e-mail me and I will always reply and I will helpin any way I can by sharing my experiences. You can reach me by sendinge-mail to gfxman@yahoo.com.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2009 22:33:48 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000104</guid></item> <item><title>Happy New Year and now it's back to work!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#2009-Jan-05-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>First of all I would like to wish all of my friends and family around the World a belated "Happy New Year".<br></p><p>I'm back to work today for the first time in several weeks and thekids are back at school. The house feels extremely quiet. I tookan extended break to burn off all of my unused vacation time and I feela lot more rested as a result. I have spent a lot of time over the pastfew weeks playing with the kids both indoors and outdoors and finallycatching up on many house projects and also on my reading. Our videogames and our bicycles all got an extended workout too andI even got both my daughter's bedroom the garage tidied up! <br></p><p>We celebrated Jack's seventh birthday on December 17th. I cannotbelieve that he is seven already. I need to upload the photos from mycamera and post a few here.<br></p><p>Looking back, 2008 as far as I am concerned, was truly a year unlikeany other. I was in chemotherapy for the first 24 weeks of the year andthen recovering from the side effects for a long time after that. Infact, I am still dealing with some of them and probably will be forsome time to come. I'm not complaining however. I'm still here for myfamily and that's all that matters. There was also the seeminglyendless schedule of blood tests, CT scans, surgeries and other fun stuff.Thankfully I have no more tests or other medical procedures scheduleduntil next month. I can finally feel my energy returning and I havestarted trying to exercise regularly. Over the holidays I spent a lotof time riding my bike and working out with weights. I also want to getmy Rollerblades out of retirement once it stops raining! <br></p><p>One of the post chemo side effects I need to address somehowis the weight that I gained due largely to the medications Istill have to take daily. Right now I weigh about 50 pounds morethan I did a few weeks after surgery in October 2007 (which of coursecaused me to lose weight) and about 30 of those pounds seemed to appearvery soon after I started taking a specific drug back in August. So, toa large degree I had little control over the weight I have gained but Ihave decided to draw a line in the sand and try to fight back! Check back here periodically for news (hopefully) of my progress!<br></p><p>Meanwhile the weather here has been crazy. It was 83 degreesFahrenheit two days ago and I was out in shorts. Today it's raining andbarely above freezing. It's supposed to be back in the seventies bymidweek - such is a Central Texas Winter !<br></p><p>Anyway, this has been a nice diversion but I need to get back towork so here's wishing everyone all the very best for a safe and happy2009.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 5 Jan 2009 12:17:35 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000103</guid></item> <item><title>School's out for ... Winter!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Dec-19-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I apologise for not having posted here since December 4th as I havecontinued to be extremely busy finishing up work for the year and thengetting stuck into the many tasks that have been sitting patiently onmy non work to-do list. So this entry is a quick update on life in theLawrence household as another year draws to a close. <br></p><p>Because I spent almost half the year on chemotherapy, and also as Iam still dealing with side effects from both my surgery and the chemo,we didn't take much family vacation time this year. Consequently, given that, as with most companies, my vacation is on a "use it or loseit" basis, I started December with about 19 days of vacation left totake. As a result, I have been off work for over a week now and willnot be back officially until January 5th next year. I say "officially"as I am still checking my e-mail and attending the occasional meetingby phone as I just cannot stand to be out of touch for a whole month ata time when things at work are so busy.<br></p><p>As you may have guessed from the title of this entry, today is thelast day of school for the year. The kids should be home soon. I havebeen enjoying the quiet at home the last week or so as I worked on myvarious chores and projects - oh well, it was good while it lasted!<br></p><p>As far as the household projects go, among the more notable are mydaughter's bedroom, which I have remodeled and emptied outsubstantially (something she has been begging me to help her dofor ages) and I am part way through converting one of the other roomsin the house into a workout area (something I very much need). The medsI am on to combat the neuropathy left behind by chemotherapy have addedabout 30 pounds to my post-surgery weight. I don't seem to have a lotof control over this but I am trying hard to lose a few of those poundssomehow. I usually find it very easy to lose weight but not this time.I am going to have to work out extra hard. The pedometer that Lorna gotme shows I am averaging over 3 miles walked a day and many days latelyI have walked five miles or more but it doesn't seem to be enough.Hence I need to get into some sort of regular workout regimen as I fearI'll be on these meds for a while yet. I tried coming off them for oneday a week or so ago and the pain was unbearable by mid-afternoon.Generally on the medical front I am doing quite well - neuropathyaside. I have no more tests scheduled until February.<br></p><p>This week I am trying to get more into Christmas activities. Icannot believe that Christmas Day is only a week away. I feel veryunprepared this year - although we do have the gifts for the kids bothpurchassed and wrapped. Our tree is up, the lights are on, but we stillneed to decorate it. Part of the reason for the tree delay is that thenew tree we bought last year (a large 10ft self lit one) seems to haveshorted out and after wasting an hour trying to fix it Lorna and Idecided to cut our losses and go buy a replacement. We have not eventried to send Christmas cards this year. Apologies to all of my friendsand family that we usually send one too. We've just been too busy withmedical appointments and other unexpected health issues with otherfamily members to manage to send Christmas cards. We'll be trying tocontact everyone either by phone or e-mail over the holiday period. Ibought a Christmas train set to go under the tree (I saw it on sale andcould not resist it - I'm still a kid at heart) and I shall be puttingthat together later today.<br></p><p>In amongst all of the house projects I have been trying to have alittle fun as well. I have spent quite a few hours playing <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/videogames.html">video games</a> (both alone and with the restof the family). Our most played game right now are Wii Fit andGuitar Hero III - Legends of Rock (I have finally almost mastered themost basic level!). I have also been trying to get caught up on my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading</a>. I have a lot of books sitting <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html#queue">in the queue</a> waiting to be read. I'mcurrently reading <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Hawke</span>by Tedd Bell (I really like his books so far) and next on deck in the1000 plus page <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Cryptonomicon</span>by Neal Stephenson (I have not read any of his books yet but I am toldthat is a good one).<br></p><p>As I type this I am in shorts and it is 71F outside (apologies to myfriends in the North Eastern US that are buried in snow). A few daysago the temperature was in the 20's and it actually snowed a fewflakes. The day before that it was 80F. This weekend it is supposed toget cold again before warming up again next week. The weather here canonly be described as crazy!<br></p><p>Last weekend my trusty Mac Book Pro, which has worked flawlessly forthe past year, froze and I had to forcefully power it off. After that Icould not get it to reboot. I was however able to restore the machineusing the wonderful Time Machine backup program that comes as part ofMac OS X. Thankfully I had been keeping regular backups so I was ableto restore the machine to the state it had been in right before itfroze. However, the disk was now making very odd noises and experiencetold me it was dying and would soon fail for good. I made anappointment to go and see the folks at the "Genius Bar" in the localApple store on Monday morning and even though my machine was two weeksout of warranty (go figure) they offered to replace the disk for free(I didn't even have to do any begging or groveling) . They didn't haveone in stock but said they would order me one. Wednesday evening theycalled and said the disk was in. On Thursday evening I dropped themachine off at around 7pm and went with the family to have dinner.Right after dinner, around 8:30pm, they called me and said themachine was ready to pickup. Today I restored the computer using thesame Time Machine backups I had used before and I now have my systemback just as it was but running on a brand new disk. The combination ofthe great service from the Apple store and the ease with which I wasable to restore my machine truly impressed me (and that's not easy withthis type of stuff). I will definitely be buying more Macs as the othermachines in the house grow older and need replacing. I have reallydeveloped a liking for my Mac Book Pro since buying it to be mycompanion during the seemingly endless hours of chemotherapy treatment,but this just experience further convinced me that they are worth thepremium price charged for them.<br></p><p>That's it for now then. I'd like to take this opportunity to wishall of my friends and family around the World a very safe and happyChristmas. To all of my friends that celebrate other holidays,all the very best to you too. I hope you all find peace and happinessin each of your endeavours.</p><p><br> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 19 Dec 2008 16:52:54 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000102</guid></item> <item><title>Can it really be December again already?</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Dec-04-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Things have been very busy both at home and at work with it beingthe holiday season now. I took last week off to spend time with thefamily and to enjoy the Thanksgiving holiday here in the United States.This week (as always happens) I am trying to get caught up on thebacklog of work and e-mail that builds up whenever one takes a few daysoff! That said, given I spent almost half the year undergoingchemotherapy, I have not used much of my vacation entitlement for thisyear. Consequently, Friday (as in tomorrow) will be my last day at workfor 2008. I will not return to work (officially) until January 5th nextyear. I say "officially" as I will still be checking my e-mail whileaway to avoid having to deal with a mountain of unread mail when I getback to work in January. It's hard to believe it's that time of yearagain.<br></p><p>Last week we took the kids to see the movie Bolt in 3D. I enjoyedthe movie and thought the 3D technology used was a lot better than Ihad expected it would be. In general (aside from what I regard asspecialist environments such as Disney and Universal Studios) I havenot enjoyed broad release 3D movies. Bolt definitely is an exception tothat and I would recommend it as a good family movie. Meanwhile,the weather here in the Austin area has been gorgeous. Blue skies andvery warm temperatures. Yesterday our daytime high was 79 degreesFahrenheit. That said, last night, as often happens this time of year,a cold front blew through and this morning we woke up to a chilly 35degrees. It was cold enough that my son ran from the car into theschool at full speed - not his usual MO at all !<br></p><p>I have not posted here for a few days but I have been making regular posts both on <a href="http://twitter.com/gfxman">Twitter</a> (my ID is @gfxman if you are a Twitter user) and on <a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Kelvin-Lawrence/560392836">Facebook</a><a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Kelvin-Lawrence/560392836">.</a>Somehow I find it takes me a lot more effort to sit down and write a(hopefully) meaningful blog post than it does to quickly update mystatus on Twitter and Facebook. Many of my friends and colleagues havemade the same observation. I still enjoy both reading and writing blogposts (and I particularly like having a nice journal of things I canlook back on - such as my treatment log here) but I must confess that Iam able to keep up with most of my friends and some of my family thesedays via Facebook. I have been using Facebook for quite a while now butI am fairly new to Twitter and still not exactly sure if it's for mebut I am persevering with it for a bit longer. I find it much easier tofind people I know and want to keep in touch with on Facebook than onTwitter. To be fair though, a lot of people I like following from acomputing/IT perspective do seem to be on Twitter so maybe that is justa different community. In fact the overlap of people I follow who areboth on Facebook and Twitter seems to be quite small.<br></p><p>At any rate, it's hard to believe that December has crept up on meagain and that another year is almost over. I will write a "look backat the year" post closer to the end of the year but for now let's justsay I have a lot to be thankful for in 2008. My family, my friends, mydoctors, the fact that I have no more medical tests until February, thelist seems almost endless. It truly has been a year unlike any other.TTFN.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 4 Dec 2008 10:06:22 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000101</guid></item> <item><title>Preliminary biopsy results</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Nov-17-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Last Wednesday I went into the Round Rock Medical Center for a <a href="http://www.nlm.nih.gov/MEDLINEPLUS/ency/article/003934.htm">bone marrow biopsy</a>. I have had a lot of new experiences during the past twelve months andthis was another first! For those who are interested, the procedure isdone while the patient (me) is face down on the table with his backsidestuck into the CT machine. They sedate you thankfully before stickingbig needles into your pelvic bone (at the Iliac crest). It was sort ofinteresting to see the doctor dressed up in a special protective suitthat to me made him look like something out of Power Rangers! It wasalso interesting to ponder how come he gets a suit and I don't :-)<br></p><p>As I mentioned in my prior posting, this was to see if thechemotherapy treatments had damaged the bone marrow badly enough thatit needs treating. I called the doctor's office about an hour ago tosee if they had the results back. They did. I am hugely relieved to saythat his preliminary reading of the results is that everything looksnormal. As far as I know this means I don't need additional treatmentand I just have to be patient and let my body heal itself. Thankseveryone for all your messages of support and encouragement in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> and elsewhere once again during this period.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 10:54:30 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000100</guid></item> <item><title>Test results good but more tests needed...</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Nov-09-a</link><description><![CDATA[We met with the oncologist on Friday to get the results of the bloodtests and CT scan that I had earlier in the week. The good news is thatthere continues to be no further signs of any cancer. This is a hugerelief. I was extremely nervous going into this test cycle. My spleencontinues to be enlarged so next week I am going in to the hospital fora bone marrow biopsy. The theory is that the chemotherapy damaged mybone marrow causing the spleen to pick up the slack. We need to findout how badly the bone marrow was damaged. Depending on the biopsyresults, I may need treatment to help the marrow recover. All thingsconsidered I am doing well and for the most part still on the mend. Myblood levels are the best they have been in over a year.<br></p><p>I am grateful to everyone who has been calling me and writing to meto ask about the test results. Sorry it has taken me a few days toupdate the status here. I had a good friend in town staying with us forthe weekend. Yesterday we went to the UT game (against Baylor) in themorning and my kids both had soccer games in the afternoon followed byan end of season pizza party. Just another quiet Saturday. I am tryingto get caught up on my web and e-mail backlog today!<br></p><p>So that's the medical update for now. I'll post again after thebiopsy. The results will take over a week to come back, so it will beThanksgiving here in the US before we know the outcome most likely.<br></p><p>Meanwhile, the weather here in Texas has been gorgeous. Coolovernight (40's F)and then warming up to almost 80 during the day with not a cloud in thesky so still wearing shorts in mid-November and yesterday Arsenal beatManchester United, what more could I askfor? :-)]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 9 Nov 2008 09:31:08 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000099</guid></item> <item><title>A "Testing" week ahead</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Nov-03-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>No, I'm not referring to the US elections tomorrow unfortunately.Instead, for me it's time for the next round of post chemo medicalchecks. Tomorrow after a scheduled 7am work meeting and a trip to thelocal school to vote, I have to go to the Oncologist's office for bloodtests and then on Wednesday I have a CT scan scheduled. We are due tomeet with the doctor to get the results on Friday. So while by tomorrownight one way or another millions of people here in the US will becelebrating, I have to wait a few more days to get the result that Imost care about - I know, call me selfish!<br></p><p>Meanwhile I do plan to stay up late tomorrow night and watch theresults come in on what may well be an historic day in Americanhistory. I will however be glad when the whole election process isover. I am so sick of the endless TV coverage, the annoying commercialsthat say nothing about what their candidate would do and instead justfocus on why the other guy is even worse as well as the phone calls andvisits to the front door. I just hope and pray that the ballotingprocess passes without any major mishaps this time around and that bysometime on Wednesday, we have a clear winner.<br></p><p>Living in Texas, my vote, sadly has little meaning (no matter whichway I vote this state will stay Republican), but at least I can go toStarbucks after the doctor, tell them I voted, and get a free cup ofcoffee!! Hopefully I can also tell them I voted for the guy whowon :-)<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 3 Nov 2008 22:40:49 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000098</guid></item> <item><title>One year on from surgery that saved my life</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Oct-28-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>One year ago, I was in the Seton hospital here in Austin having justhad most of my colon removed and was waiting for the tests results thatwould determine how seriously ill I really was. We knew from the priorbiopsy that I had cancer but what we did not know, and needed to findout, was how advanced it really was. We also knew that the tumorthat had just been removed was about the "size of the surgeons fist"(his words not mine). It was a nervous few days waiting for the testresults on the lymph nodes to come back. The surgeon (unbeknownst me)had told my wife he feared I was at stage three based on his visualexamination of the nodes. My wife had to worry through this time a lotmore than I did as I was heavily sedated and not fully aware of whatwas going on. Thankfully, all 37 lymph nodes that were testedcame back negative and I officially became a stage two cancer patient.So began many months of recovery from surgery and chemotherapy to(hopefully) kill any cancer cells that had escaped prior to, or during,surgery. <br></p><p>I am very grateful that due to the skill of the doctors thatdiagnosed me and performed the surgery on me as well as the oncologistwho subsequently blasted my body with chemotherapy that I am still hereto type this text today.<br></p><p>I think I'll keep this post brief and reflect on how blessed and howlucky I am to have such great doctors, who are still looking after me,and such <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">great friends</a> who havehelped me keep my spirits up through the last twelve months. Also, ifyou have been thinking about, but putting off, getting a colonoscopydone - do it now - it could save your life!<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 28 Oct 2008 11:00:56 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000097</guid></item> <item><title>Colorado Software Summit</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">conferences</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Oct-21-a</link><description><![CDATA[I'm spending the week at the Colorado Software Summit. It's my favourite programming conference bar none and one I try to attend whenever I can. As always it has been great to meet so many interesting people from around the World and to have so many really useful discussions about emerging technology. I have attended several really good presentations and tonight I'm running a BOF around the subject of building rich web applications which should be a lot of fun. Tomorrow night I am running a BOF on social networking applications which I also hope will provoke some interesting discussion. The conference is held in Keystone, Colorado. It's about a 90 mile drive up into the mountains from the Denver airport. After a couple of uneventful flights on Sunday morning, the front right tyre on my rental car blew out at about 70mph while driving through the mountains. I very nearly lost control of the car and only just avoided going off the side of the road. After all I have been through in the past year the last thing I expected was to be suddenly faced with another life threatening experience ! By the way, if you use twitter, I'm posting regular updates during the week. You can find me as @gfxman and please feel free to follow me. The second day of the conference is now well underway and I'm off to join Denise Hatzidakis as she talks about REST so I'll end this post now. PS - Sorry I have not posted for a while, life has been very busy. I'll try and post more updates soon.]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 21 Oct 2008 11:36:31 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000096</guid></item> <item><title>One year post cancer diagnosis</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Oct-05-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>A year ago (actually on October 2nd 2007) I heard the words that noone wants to hear from a doctor "I'm really sorry but I think it'scancer". And so began the journey I have been on for the past twelvemonths. As I have documented here, I had major surgery followed byabout six months of chemo and to say the least it has been a verystressful time for me and my family. Last Friday I went for yet moreblood tests and I am relieved to report that for the first time all ofmy tests (white cell count, platelet count and haemoglobin) are back inthe normal range. I have more tests scheduled for November (includinganother CT scan) but as far as we can tell, for now, I am finally onthe mend. I still have horrible neuropathy in my hands and feet (causedby the chemo meds) but that is a small price to pay for still beinghere a year on from my initial diagnosis.<br></p><p>Meanwhile a lot of things that I need to blog about have been goingon. I'll try and get that done soon. In summary, the kids are doingwell at school and enjoying playing soccer. We adopted a dog, a fouryear old Golden Retriever called Rocket. He's a great dog and it feelsreally good to have been able to give him a nice home. I have been ableto finally make a couple of business trips. I went out to San Jose, CAa few weeks ago to attend the SHARE conference and a couple of weeksago I flew up to Boston to attend some IBM Academy meetings. That wasalso the first time I flew on Jet Blue. I really liked them and willdefinitely use them again. Being able to watch the Ryder Cup golf livewhile on a plane was very cool. American Airlines, with whom I have inexcess of two million miles on my frequent flier account, need to dosome serious upgrading if they want to win me back as a customer ondomestic routes out of Austin. <br></p><p>Finally, in a couple of weeks I am off to the <a href="http://www.softwaresummit.com/">Colorado Software Summit</a>. Iam really excited about that. I love the conference. I think it's thebest programming conference around. I missed the conference last yearas it was right before I went into the hospital for surgery. I made amore detailed posting about the conference on my <a href="http://www.ibm.com/developerworks/blogs/page/KRL?entry=colorado_software_summit_full_agenda">workblog</a> a few days ago and Simon Phipps just did a nice writeup <a href="http://blogs.sun.com/webmink/entry/you_want_to_attend_this">onhis blog</a> as did Dave Landers <a href="http://dave.srednal.com/archives/49">on his blog</a>. Please letme know if you are reading this and planning to be at the conference.<br></p><p>So that's the update for today. As always a big THANK YOU toeveryone that has supported me and my family through this whole ordealand for all of your messages in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a>.I feel very blessed to still be here one year on.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 5 Oct 2008 11:33:52 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000095</guid></item> <item><title>Dion Gillard (5th May 1967 - 25th September 2008)</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">friends</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Sep-26-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>My dear friend Dion Gillard died this week after a courageous fightwith melanoma. Dion was loved and respected by friends and familyaround the World. He had a great sense of humour, was a brilliantcomputer programmer, was a businessman, a husband and a father.Basically, he was just a great person to be around and he had apositive impact on everyone he met, myself very much included.<br><br>Dion and I first met at the <a href="http://www.softwaresummit.com/">Colorado Software Summit</a>conference years ago (I forget exactly which year) and have kept intouch ever since. In fact we were due to meet at the conference thisyear, towards the end of next month. The event won't be the samewithout him, he has so many great friends there besides me. I havealways admired Dion's technical breadth and know how and willingness toshare, but it was his terrific sense of humour I think that endeared meto him even more. We also spent countless hours debating why Australiawere better than England at cricket! We had even discussed meeting upin the UK next year to watch the Ashes series together to (we hadhoped) celebrate both of our battles with cancer.<br><br>I send mydeepest condolences to his wife, children, family and friends aroundthe World. You have a lot of people reaching out to you at this timeand sharing your sense of great loss. The World is a less good placewithout Dion, but we are also blessed to have had, and celebrate, thetime we did have with him.<br><br>Rest in peace "dIon" you will be truly missed but never forgotten.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 26 Sep 2008 11:22:35 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000094</guid></item> <item><title>Tests, tests and more tests</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Sep-12-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Last Friday I was back at the oncologist's office for yet moretests. This seems to be a recurring theme for me at the moment. As muchas I wish I could put it all behind me I have to accept that thesetests are for my own good and the doctor is just being thorough.<br></p><p>The good news is that the lab work continues to show no signs ofcancer. My haemoglobin levels are also back to normal so thefatigue/anemia is gone and my energy levels are definitely up!<br><br>The bad news is that my white cell count and my platelet count remainabnormally low. The oncologist says he is puzzled by this and he has mein his "requires more investigation" pile. His best theory is that thechemo damaged the bone marrow so badly that my body is just takinglonger than average to recover from it. The recent CT scan shows thatmy spleen is enlarged. Again this could be because it is trying to helpoffset the weakness of the bone marrow. Lorna asked him if this couldbe evidence of Leukemia. He said he does not think so as the blood workdoes not show that. However, if my white count has not recovered enoughin four weeks from now he wants to do a bone marrow biopsy on me (Ihear they are painful so hope I can avoid that). I have another CT scanplanned for the first week of November. If my spleen gets too far outof whack they are also saying that removing it is an option - oh joy!<br><br>On top of this my neuropathy (numbness/pain in hands and feet) hasbecome (at least by my measurements) severe. I'm periodically in a lotof pain and cannot feel anything under my feet and my fingers hurt whenI type. <br><br>So while I am happy that the tests seem to indicate we are heading inthe right direction I remain nervous about the overall state ofaffairs. I guess that is why they make the little blue pills! I amtrying very hard to just get on with my life and forget about all ofthis between doctors visits but I have to admit it is hard.<br></p><p>Meanwhile, this weekend Hurricane Ike is coming to visit so thatshould certainly keep me preoccupied!!<br></p><p>Both kids have soccer games this weekend but Ike may have a say inthat. The UT Football game we were hoping to go to has already beencancelled.<br></p><p>That's it for now. I'll post again soon with an Ike update and othernews, including my first bad experience with the Mac Book Pro - mybattery died after less than eight months of use! That's it for now,I'm off to bed...<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 12 Sep 2008 00:07:40 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000093</guid></item> <item><title>Is Summer Really over?</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Sep-03-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Having grown up in England, where August is the height of Summer, it still feels odd to hear people in Texas talking about Summer being over by the time we are less than midway through that month. Moreover, the temperature in Central Texas as we enter September is still in the high nineties Fahrenheit almost every day - feels like Summer to me! That said, the kids have now been back at school for almost two weeks and in fairness people here tend to view Summer as over once school starts. I was hoping we might get a little rain as a result of Hurricane Gustav but it has gone inland well to the North East of us. We have not had a lot of rain recently and the garden is looking a bit parched in places despite my best attempts to keep it watered.<br> </p> <p>Looking back, I am really pleased that with all of the medical things going on we have still managed to do a lot of fun stuff this Summer as a family. It feels a bit strange not to have the kids around today as I work from home in a very quiet house. I do feel more productive though - imagine that !<br> </p> <p>This is a short work week due to Monday being the Labor Day holiday here in the US. We had a fairly lazy "long weekend" and I spent a lot of time either swimming in the pool or trying to catch up onmy <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading</a>. It was really nice to not have a full agenda of things to do for a change. On Saturday evening Lorna and I went to the opening game of the University of Texas (UT) football season. The stadium has been enlarged yet again during the off season and now has a capacity of around 100,000. Indeed the official attendance for the game on Saturday was 98,053. I hear they are talking of adding even more seating in the future! This is a stadium that apparently pays for itself and yet hosts an average of just six (yes six) games a year!! As someone who played both Cricket and Soccer at University in England where it was a good day if five people turned up to watch us play it still blows my mind to observe the sheer immensity of collegiate sports, especially football (not to be confused with the kind of football/soccer I play), here in the US. It must be an amazing experience for those lucky enough to compete in such an environment. Apart from perhaps Wembley stadium in London, I cannot think of any other venue in England that compares in sheer size to the UT stadium - and this is (non professional) college sports!! We had a very enjoyable time at the game and we're both looking forward to the next home fixture in a couple of weeks.<br> </p> <p>Another indication that Summer is actually winding down is that ourlocal baseball team (the <a href="http://www.rrexpress.com/">Round Rock Express</a>) have now played their last home game for the season. While the major league parent team (the Houston Astros) still has a fair number of games left to play, the triple-A season is now over and the NFL is about to get underway. Meanwhile on the other side of the Atlantic the English Premier League has started (seems like that season gets longer every year) and the cricket season is winding down. We also have the Ryder cup to look forward to of course.<br> </p> <p>So I guess perhaps, at least in this part of the World, Summer is "officially" over - now if someone could please tell that to the weather......<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 3 Sep 2008 12:15:46 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000092</guid></item> <item><title>I'm "port-less" and "polyp-less"</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Aug-26-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Sorry for the title. My sense of humour can be a bit weird at times but it has also helped me get through the last eleven months. Yesterday I had surgery done to remove my <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Port-a-Cath">chemotherapy port</a>. It feels weird to finally have the port removed as it has been an ever present part of me since it was surgically inserted back in November of last year. The surgeon who performed the procedure is the same one who did the five hour colonectomy on me last October and he will also be responsible for monitoring what's left of my colon (which is not much but it's enough!!) for the foreseeable future. As such, he was kind enough to also do my first follow up colon check since the major surgery while he had me sedated yesterday. I am happy to report that for now at least I am polyp free. I don't recall if I mentioned this in earlier posts but in my case polyps are a lot more dangerous than they are for an average (more lucky) person. On average my doctors tell me a polyp will go cancerous if left untreated in about ten years. In my case that time is about one year. So they'll be keeping a close eye on me for the rest of my life. As I have mentioned before and I'll say it again, if you have been sitting there thinking "I really should get a colonoscopy done" then please go get it done. It really is not a big deal and it could save your life. It's one of the reasons I'm still here to type this today - makes you think doesn't it? My next colon check will be required in six months, so that is one thing I can check off my todo list for a while at least. Now we just have to get the blood under control, the neuropathy contained and the swelling reduced and life will be good. I'm starting to sound like a bad country song so I'll stop rambling on about the medical stuff for today.<br> </p> <p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Back to school day</span><br> </p> <p>Meanwhile, today here in Texas is "back to school day". Apart from the agonising sounds coming out of my iOmega external hard drive (I think the fan is going - this will be he third one to die on me in about three years) the house is silent. The kids left early for school today and won't be home until after 3pm so I have a very quiet work environment indeed - I almost miss having them around but don't let them know I said that ok! It probably seems odd to my friends and family over in the UK that school is back so soon but we broke up in May whereas I think you all still break up for the Summer in July. So we've actually had the kids home for about 3 months. It's time for them to go back! Jack is starting First Grade this year, and hard though it is to believe, this is Robyn's last year before moving up to Middle School as she starts out on Fifth Grade.<br> </p> <span style="font-weight: bold;">Guest book issues?</span><br> <p>A few of you have again written to me saying you have had problems posting tothe <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a>. As far as I know, this only ever happens if you are using Internet Explorer 6. I do have a message on the Guest Book launch page that warns about this know problem. I have confirmed with one of the people that recently had problems that they indeed were using IE6. If you are seeing Guest Book problems with other browsers, please do let me know.<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 26 Aug 2008 15:21:44 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000091</guid></item> <item><title>Tests, tests and more tests...</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Aug-24-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I'll keep this post brief as I have to be up early tomorrow to getready for surgery and it's already quite late. I went in to theoncologist's office again on Friday for more blood tests. My whitecount and platelet count remain quite low but not low enough that theyneed to treat it directly. They did however give me a prescription forsome pills to fight the swelling (and weight gain) that is being causedby the meds they have me on to fight the neuropathy caused by the chemomeds - you with me? <br></p><p>I have to go back again in two weeks to be tested again to see ifthings are improving. My haemoglobin count is thankfully continuing toimprove and is now almost back to the typical range for male of my age.<br></p><p>Tomorrow morning at 9am I am having surgery to remove my chemo port.It will be weird after all of these months not to feel it there. I amalso having a follow up colon check which I am nervous about but it'ssomething I'll have to get used to as this will be a regular part of mylife over the next few years.<br></p><p>I'll post another update once I am recovered enough from surgery.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 24 Aug 2008 22:21:19 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000090</guid></item> <item><title>Chemotherapy aftershocks</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Aug-19-b</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I'm trying to get caught up after a week away- consequently, two postings in one day - I think this may be a first for me!<br> </p> <p>Anyway, here's a quick medical update as there is still quite a bit going on. It has now been over three months since I ended chemotherapy. As I have <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Feb-04-a">documented here</a> in detail, during chemo I suffered through a whole collection of different side effects at various times. Many of those went away fairly quickly after chemo ended. A few have stuck with me however. By far the worst is the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuropathy">neuropathy</a> (numbness and pain in my hands and feet). Interestingly, the neuropathy only began during the last week or so of chemo but has since then become incrementally worse. It is caused by the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oxaliplatin">Oxaliplatin</a> (one of the three drugs that make up the FOLFOX chemo regimen). I am on medication that is supposed to suppress some of the pain that the neuropathy causes but for the most part I just have to be patient and wait for it to take care of itself. My oncologist has told me that it can take over a year for the effects to fully wear off. For the benefit of the many other folks that have found my web site and have been kind enough to contact me, all of whom are fighting their own battles with colon cancer, and all of whom seem to be having the same basic experience as me, the doctor has tried a couple of drugs to help relieve the neuropathy pain. At first we tried Cymbalta which did help a little but had nasty interactions with other medications I am taking (primarily the Paxil) so I had to stop taking it. I am now trying Lyrica which again seems to help some but seems to itself be causing some nasty side effects that I am not enjoying. The biggest issues to date are weight gain (just what I needed!), trouble concentrating and swelling of my feet, legs and hands (the swelling is also in part, I believe, caused by the Oxaliplatin). So, while I am really excited by my test results from a week ago, I still find myself with a lot of issues to handle on a daily basis. Don't get me wrong however, you won't find me complaining as if the chemo and surgery have done their job I'll live with the rest for as long as it takes to resolve itself.<br> </p> <p>Talking of tests, just when I thought I was almost done it turns out to not quite be the case. My oncologist's office called last week while I was in San Jose. They want me back for more blood tests this Friday as after further thought they have decided that my white cell count and platelet count really are a bit too low and they want to check me again and if necessary take steps to help those numbers improve. I'll keep you all posted as to how that goes.</p> <p>Also, next Monday I have an appointment to see the surgeon who did my colectomy back in October for a check up. I'm not going to go into details but I think you get the picture (or at least I hope he will!). He is also going to take out my chemo port (a fairly minor surgical procedure) at the same time. So I'll be back at the hospital again next week for I think the fifth time in the last 10 months. I'm a little nervous about the checkup as if he finds any polyps we are going to have to take immediate steps to try and prevent them from becoming cancerous. Hopefully everything will be OK.<br> </p> <p>So that's the medical update, I'll make another posting when there is anything worth sharing.<br> </p> <p>I'd like to end this posting by sending my very best wishes and prayers out to all of the people who have contacted me during the past several months to thank me for sharing my experiences and for telling me that in doing so I had also helped them as they faced their own struggle with cancer. It is not always easy to share something so personal in such a public fashion but my goal in doing so was in large part to reach out to others in a similar situation to me. I am both happy and more than a little humbled to have heard from so many of you. Good luck all of you, and please keep in touch. I have made many new friends in the last six months which has been one of the good side effects of this experience.<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2008 15:45:37 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000089</guid></item> <item><title>A week in San Jose, California</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">conferences</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Aug-19-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Last week I flew out to San Jose to speak at the <a href="http://www.share.org/">SHARE</a> conference. I am the IBM rep to one of the Projects at SHARE which means I help find speakers, set the agenda for the project, do a little speaking myself and also chair sessions given by other speakers. This was the first time I have been on a plane since March of 2007 and I was a bit nervous how my body would react to the stresses of air travel but thankfully, everything seemed to go fine. Interestingly, nothing much seems to have changed in terms of the overall travel experience while I have been away and I was pleasantly surprised with how smoothly and efficiently the check in process went at both Austin and San Jose. Of course it helps to be a multi-million miler on American Airlines which enabled me to jump the queue for the security checkpoints in San Jose, which can get really busy at times. My flights left on time, the weather was great and as a result the flights were smooth both ways. My checked baggage even arrived quickly after arrival. I guess it was just a good week to be travelling! <br> </p> <p>An odd side effect of the medication I am still on is that I don't remember too much of either flight but I took some nice photos of the Grand Canyon and some interesting video of the approach into San Jose so I guess I had a good time !! This was also the first time I have done any public speaking in quite a while. This is something I really enjoy and it was great to be "back in the saddle" as it were. It was also really nice to see so many good friends and colleagues, many of whom I had not seen since before my surgery last October. San Jose as a city has also improved immensely as a place to visit since I first went there in 1987. I decided not to get a rental car and basically just walked everywhere. The conference was at the Convention Center and the hotel is very close to there. Plenty of places to eat are just a short walk away and there is also the must see "Tech Museum". Among the many restaurants is <a href="http://www.gordonbiersch.com/restaurants/?pg=location&sub=loc&location_id=19">Gordon Biersch</a>, a place I always try to visit at least once when in San Jose. Garlic fries and a glass of locally brewed Heffeweizen out on the back patio - sweet!!! If you want to get merry in a hurry then drink the Blonde Bock (7% alcohol with an o.g. of 16.5) but just don't do what I did the first time I went there and ask for a Guinness!<br> </p> <p>The conference hotels (Marriott,Hilton and Fairmont) were all sold out when I made my reservations so I ended up staying, for the first time, at the <a href="http://www.thesainteclaire.com/">Sainte Clair</a><a href="http://www.thesainteclaire.com/">e</a> hotel. The rooms were clean and felt modern, the WiFi was free and they have a great Italian restaurant (<a href="http://www.ilfornaio.com/">Il Fornaio</a>) on the ground floor. What more could you want?......well a bar or at least somewhere to hang out in the evening would be nice but in general a perfectly OK hotel to stay at.<br> </p> <p>For those who want to read a little more about SHARE and what we do there, I have posted a few times recently over at my <a href="http://www.ibm.com/developerworks/blogs/page/KRL">work blog</a> on the topic.The next SHARE conference is actually going to be in my home town of Austin, Texas next March so I won't have far to travel for that event!<br> </p> <p>On the medical front I am still suffering through some really annoying and painful side effects from the chemotherapy and also the medications I am on that are supposed to help suppress the first set of side effects have their own set of side effects! I'll make another posting soon on the overall medical situation as there is still quite a lot going on.<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2008 15:00:50 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/0000088</guid></item> <item><title>Test results</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Aug-07-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>So, as I mentioned in my last post, this week I underwent a series of tests to effectively see how well my treatment (surgery followed by FOLFOX chemotherapy) has gone. I had several tests done including a lot of blood work and a set of CT scans as well as the usual vital signs checks etc. During chemo I had my blood tested every other week so I should be used to it by now but for obvious reasons I found myself much more nervous than usual this time around. I think in part it's knowing that as well as looking at the using things such as white cell count, platelet count and haemoglobin number they are also looking for cancer markers or CA's (cancer antigens) which would indicate that treatment had failed. So at 10am this morning Lorna and I went to meet with the oncologist. We sat for a few minutes in one of the patient rooms waiting for him to arrive and you can imagine my sense of total relief when, upon entering the room, the first words he said even before he said hello were "no cancer". My CT scan showed nothing unusual except for a slightly enlarged spleen which could well be due to the chemo drugs and my blood tests were all negative. The doctor is going to do another CT scan in three months time to make sure that the spleen issue is not getting any worse, mainly as a precaution at this point. So from his perspective, as of this moment in time I am cancer free. In about two weeks I am meeting with the surgeon who did the colonectomy back in October for my first follow up exam and to get my chemo port removed. Hopefully those tests will be negative also. So I'll see the oncologist again in November and begin a series of fairly regular checkups, at least for the next year or so but I am not going to worry about that tonight. <br> </p> <p>I cannot begin to express my feelings and emotions right now. No one knows what is in store from one day to the next but tonight at least I am going to go out and do something fun, actually I'm hoping we can go to the movies and see Dark Knight which I still have not seen.<br> </p> <p>As always thank you everyone so much for your continued support,e-mails, phone calls, visits and <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">messages in the guest book</a> during this ordeal. It means the World to me.<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 7 Aug 2008 17:38:22 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000087</guid></item> <item><title>A week of medical tests ahead</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Aug-04-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>It's hard to believe but it has been three months since my chemotherapy ended. A standard part of the treatment process is for me to now have a set of follow up tests. Tomorrow (Tuesday) I have blood tests scheduled. On Wednesday I have a CT scan and then on Thursday I meet with the oncologist to get the results and to discuss where we are. Although, apart from the neuropathy in my hands and feet which is driving me crazy, I feel pretty good, I am still nervous about these tests and I will be glad when this week is behind me. It's hard to ignore the fact that they are looking for any continued presence of cancer in my system. I'll post more updates as the week progresses.<br> </p> <p>Meanwhile, I want to extend my best wishes and prayers to my <a href="http://www.multitask.com.au/people/dion/">good friend Dion</a> down in Sydney, Australia who is in the middle of his own battle with cancer and starting out on chemotherapy tomorrow. I hope he will get the same level of support from his friends and family around the World that I have been lucky enough to receive. If you are so inclined, please include Dion in your thoughts and prayers.<br> </p> <p>As for my kids, this continues to be a very busy Summer. Robyn has Karate camp this week and both Robyn and Jack spent last week in "British soccer camp". A bunch of great lads from the UK come over every year and run the camp at a nearby park. It's a lot of fun and the kids had a great time. Robyn is also continuing to appear in the local <a href="http://www.sambasstheatre.org/">community theatre production </a> of "The Witches".<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 4 Aug 2008 16:00:09 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000086</guid></item> <item><title>Resurrecting my work blog</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jul-30-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Just a quick pointer to/reminder about my work blog. I try not to discuss much work related stuff here except for maybe some travel and conference related items. I keep a separate blog <a href="http://www-128.ibm.com/developerworks/blogs/page/KRL">over at developerWorks</a> that I discuss my work related activities in. However, during the height of my chemo treatment I found it hard to maintain both this site and the work blog. Consequently the work blog has been quiet for some time. Now that chemo is behind me I have started trying to post frequently to the work blog again. Several of you have commented to me that you had forgotten I even had a work blog! Therefore I am posting this entry as a reminder that the work blog exists and that it is active again. Please feel free to pop over there are see what I am up to work wise and leave a comment or two if you feel so inclined.<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 09:33:59 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000085</guid></item> <item><title>Bike riding for cancer relief - your help needed</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jul-24-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>In recent years I lost my Mum to cancer as well as a very good friend here in Austin. As you all know I have also now been in a personal fight with cancer and I just found out that another good friend is starting his own fight. On top of that, I have been contacted by numerous fellow cancer patients who found me through this web site and I have also got to know many of my fellow patients at the local cancer center where I am being treated. I am therefore, as you would expect, a strong supporter of genuine efforts to help fund cancer research. A colleague of mine, Don Harbison, is about to embark on such a fund raising effort and asked if I would mention it here. Of course I agreed. Rather than try and explain it in my own words I asked him to provide me a short description of the event which he has done below. If cancer research is important to you, please consider supporting Don's efforts. Here is his description of the event.....<br> <br> </p> <div style="margin-left: 80px; font-weight: bold;"><cite style="font-weight: normal;"></cite> <table style="text-align: left; width: 781px; height: 957px;" border="0" cellpadding="8" cellspacing="2"> <tbody> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 204);"><cite style="font-weight: normal;"><br> By way of introduction, for those who don't know me, I work with Kelvin in IBM's Open Standards organization. Like you, I was first shocked to hear news of his cancer diagnosis late last year, and then extremely pleased to learn how successful his treatment program is going now.<br> <br> Cancer has also directly affected some of my family and friends. For the past three years I have worked to raise funds to support cancer research at <a href="http://www.dana-farber.org/">Dana-Farber Cancer Institute</a> in Boston. I do this by signing up to ride the <a href="http://www.pmc.org/">Pan-Massachusetts Challenge</a>, a 2 day, 192 mile ride here in Massachusetts. By signing up I commit to raise a minimum of $4,000 but I aim higher. This year I'm targeting $8,500. Please check out <a href="http://www.pmc.org/">their web page</a> ...you'll see it's an amazing event that attracts participation from all across the country and the world. This year we are aiming to bring in $34M, so you can see what a huge impact this has on supporting the excellent research programs at Dana-Farber that benefit us all.<br> <br> Many PMC people ride in honor of a friend or family member directly affected by cancer. This year I am pleased that Kelvin accepted my request to dedicate my ride in his honor. Like you, I've been incredibly impressed with his courageous approach to beating his cancer. I can't think of a better way of expressing this than to continue to work hard at the fund raising, and then go out and break a sweat by riding with 5,500 others from Sturbridge to Provincetown here in Massachusetts. <br> <br> This year the ride is on August 2nd and 3rd. Please join me in this effort by sponsoring my ride.<br> <br> To do this, just visit <a href="https://www.pmc.org/egifts/default.asp?Add=DH0129">this site</a><br> <br> Click on 'Sponsor one rider with one donation', then open up 'Select a person by eGift ID'. You'll see my name and the field to enter the amount you wish to contribute. It's very quick and simple. The PMC staff run a lean operation. As they say: "Not one cent of each dollar raised through riders' sweat and determination is used for administrative and organizational expenses." Using the web is a major component of this success. <br> <br> If you work for IBM or a company that has a matching gift program, this is an excellent way to double your gift. Last year, almost $2,000 was directly matched by IBM. Here's the link for <a href="http://w3-01.ibm.com/hr/us/hrforms/data/mgapp.pdf">IBM's Matching Grant form</a><br> <br> Just fill in your employee serial number and the amount of your donation. Then snail mail it to me at:<br> <br> Don Harbison<br> 3 Thoreau Dr.<br> Chelmsford, MA 01824<br> <br> I will take care of mailing it in to the PMC/Dana-Farber team. <br> <br> I'm looking forward to the ride, and re-connecting with the amazing community that comes together once a year. When it's over, I'll post an update on how it went. <br> <br> Thank you for your support!<br> <br> Don Harbison<br> dpharbison@mac.com</cite></td> </tr> </tbody> </table> <cite style="font-weight: normal;"></cite><br> </div> <p><br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 24 Jul 2008 10:59:09 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000084</guid></item> <item><title>Toby</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">family</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jul-16-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p><img style="border: 2px solid ; width: 253px; height: 216px;" alt="Toby, April 2007" title="Toby, April 2007" src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/TobyApril2007.jpg" align="left" hspace="10">Yesterday we lost a very dear and very loyal friend when one of our two Golden Retrievers, Toby, passed away. He was 12 years old. Lorna and I got Toby and his twin sister Brandy (who is still with us but very confused as to where Toby has gone) in 1996 just after we were married. Over that long a period of time it is hard not to build up a very close bond with such a great dog. As any book on the subject will point out, Golden Retrievers make great companion animals and Toby was the epitome of that. He just adored people and was always beside one of us as often as he could be. Many times he would quietly creep into our bedroom at night and go to sleep at the end of the bed. More than once I almost fell over him during the night! As I mentioned in my prior posting, we knew that his remaining time with us would be limited but we were expecting it to be measured in months and not days. Sadly, the cancer had apparently metastasized further and faster than we realized and he was a lot worse off than we had hoped. His passing has affected all of us, especially Lorna and I as Toby in a way was like our first baby. We raised him from an eight week old puppy at a time when we were not exactly sure what we were doing and in a way he trained us as we tried to train him! The kids seem to be handling it better than we are which is actually a good thing. They were sad for a while but have rebounded quickly and are already wanting a new puppy to get the dog count back up to three. They even have a name picked out already! We still have Brandy and our three year old spaniel, Scamp and I think Lorna and I need a little time to get over Toby's departure before we give in to the puppy idea but I'm sure it will only be a matter of time. I am fortunate that I have had a lot of great friends and companions around me in my life and Toby was definitely one of them. No matter how bad a day I had at the office or whatever my mood, Toby was always there with a smile (see photo) and a tennis ball. We are very grateful to have had him with us for as long as we did and we all miss him very much.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 16 Jul 2008 15:55:20 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000083</guid></item> <item><title>A few quick updates</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jul-10-a</link><description><![CDATA[Since we got back from our trip to Dallas things have been fairly hectic around here and consequently I am behind in my postings. This weekend, adding to our worry list, one of our two Golden Retrievers (Toby) collapsed on the floor and we had to rush him to the emergency animal clinic. To cut a long story short he had lost a lot of blood due to an internal tumor on his spleen and needed emergency surgery to remove the spleen. Given his age (he was twelve this week), it was very touch and go for several days and we honestly did not expect him to make it. Happily, yesterday he perked up a lot and managed to get up and walk and started eating food again and we were able to bring him home. The other dogs Brandy (his sister) and Scamp were very glad, as were we, to have him back. Sadly, the doctors tell us that the cancer they found in his spleen is likely to spread to other organs over the next few months and that they don't expect him to last more than about another six months (nine at the outside). Toby has been a truly terrific companion and we all plan to make the most of the time we have left with him. It goes without saying that we are more than a bit sick of having to deal with cancer related illness in our house.<br> <br> Also on the worry list at the moment is the house roof which was damaged by a hail storm several weeks ago. Some of the pieces of hail were larger than a golf ball. We had to have the entire roof replaced back in 2005 after another hail storm and my roofing contractor says we need to replace it again now. I am currently in a debate with the insurance company over how much of the roof they are willing to pay for. I'm still hoping that they will pick up the entire bill but we'll see. This is one piece of stress that I could well do without but I guess is a common problem living where we do. Lorna's car also need some repair work as a result of the same hail storm, and yes you guessed it, the car is insured by the same insurance company!<br> <br> On a happier note, the kids are having a great Summer. Thankfully Lorna was smart enough to sign them up for a variety of different activities including a soccer camp, a soccer tournament, a cooking class, karate camp, a ceramics class and several play dates with friends. Despite all of this plus having the pool to swim in, a large selection of books to read and <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/videogames.html">video games</a> to play, we still have heard more than once "I'm bored" - you just can't win!<br> <br> A few weekends ago we put two teams (made up of girls from our regular 8-a-side team that I help coach and a few others) into a 3 v 3 soccer tournament. Both teams did very well and in fact one of them won the event and has qualified for the national finals. Suffice to say Robyn (who was part of that winning team) is very excited about this.<br> <br> We have also managed to see a few movies in the last few weeks. Lorna and I went to see <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Indiana Jones</span> and <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">The Incredible Hulk</span>, both of which we enjoyed. Lorna and the kids went to see <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Narnia - Prince Caspian</span> and they enjoyed that. On Sunday we all went to see <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">WALL.e</span> and yesterday we took my son to see <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Kung Fu Panda</span>. I liked both of the animated pictures but of the two I think I preferred <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">WALL.e</span>. I am still trying to keep up with my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading</a> and since chemo ended I have definitely noticed an improvement in both my eyesight and my ability to concentrate which has helped a lot.<br> <br> As I have documented here in prior posts, I have more or less continued working full time throughout my treatment regimen as much as I can and with chemo now behind me I have been able to really get re-focussed on work. Several people have asked me why I did not just take a leave of absence for a while but to be honest work has been a very good distraction for me and it helps that I really like the people I work with and am fortunate that the company I work for, IBM, has been so understanding and caring during this time. However, with many people out on Summer vacation I am at times a little too busy right now!<br> <br> There is not a lot of other news to report on the medical front (which is basically a good thing). The <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuropathy">neuropathy</a> (numbness in my hands and feet) continues to really bug me. I visited the oncologist's office and chatted with them about it and they have changed my medications a little but so far I am not sensing any real improvement (no pun intended!). They did tell me it can take more than a month on this medication for things to start to improve so I guess I just have to be patient. My next round of tests (CT scan, blood work etc.) is now only about four weeks away. I am trying not to get too wound up about that but I will be glad when it is over. If the tests go well then right after that I can schedule the surgery to have my chemo port removed.<br> <br> On the technology front, I have started upgrading all of our computers here at the house (both the Mac and the PCs) to use the new Firefox 3.0 browser. So far I have been very impressed with it and I congratulate all of the folks at Mozilla that have worked so hard to achieve this significant release. <br> <br> I continue to be very grateful for the messages of support for myself and my family that continue to arrive via e-mail, the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">guest book</a>, Facebook and many other channels. Thanks as always it really helps keep my spirits up.<br> <br> That's about all the news for now. It continues to be a very hot Summer here and I have already caught myself looking at the calendar to see when school starts again for the kids!<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 11:16:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000082</guid></item> <item><title>Great Wolf Lodge</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jun-24-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I took last week off from work and we drove up to Dallas (actually to Grapevine which is effectively a Dallas suburb). We stayed at the recently opened <a href="http://www.greatwolf.com/locations/grapevine/">Great Wolf Lodge</a>. Situated, adjacent to the DFW airport, the Lodge is actually a combined hotel and water park, with both indoor and outdoor water parks. They claim that the indoor water park is in fact the largest of its kind in the World. The hotel also has all kinds of other things for kids and grown ups alike to do, such as the Magi Quest which has you running all over the hotel looking for clues to gain runes and solve magical puzzles. I think the kids enjoyed the quest as much as they enjoyed the water parks. In fact we all had a great time and are thinking of going back again at Christmas time. If you follow the link above you can read a whole lot more about what the Great Wolf Lodge has to offer. I would thoroughly recommend it as a great place to let off steam for a few days.<br> </p> <p>The weather here in Central Texas continues to be very hot. Every day for the past several weeks we have been close to (or above) 100 degrees Fahrenheit. This week I am back at work while Lorna and the kids are having fun at vacation bible school at one of the local churches. I have also been trying to keep up with the Euro 2008 matches and with Wimbledon (both of which are being shown live on TV here). This coming weekend Robyn has a 3 v 3 soccer tournament which should be a lot of fun although it is likely to be very hot during most of the games.<br> </p> <p>On the medical front, the numbness in my feet and hands continues to be quite painful, in fact, typing has become very uncomfortable for me so I will keep this posting brief. I am visiting the oncologist's office on Wednesday to get my chemo port flushed and I am hoping they can do something more for the numbness. The meds they gave me have so far not improved things at all. <br> </p> <p>Anyway, that's the news for now, I'll try to post again soon.<br> </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 13:46:22 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000081</guid></item> <item><title>Orlando</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jun-13-a</link><description><![CDATA[Last week I had business meetings in Orlando. My wife and I decidedwe would drive there with the kids so that they could have some funwhile I was working. Even with the price of fuel at its currentlevel, driving is still cheaper than flying the four of us and tobe honest I am still a bit nervous of taking a plane ride given some ofthe lingering chemo side effects (my legs seem to swell up reallyeasily at present). In any case, I really enjoy driving and the driveto Orlando from our house, a trip of about 1150 miles each way, isquite a pleasant one and almost all on freeways. We have done the tripmany times before so we know where a lot of good places to stop forbreaks are and we usually break the trip into two days, spending thenight in Gulfport which is almost exactly half way between Austin andOrlando. As a side note, I really feel for the people of Gulfport. Eventwo years after hurricane Katrina, there is still a tremendous amountof evidence left of the devastating effects of the storm. <br></p><p>Anyway, it was nice for me to get away for a few days, even if itwas primarily a week of business meetings for me. I had not been out ofthe state of Texas since before my surgery last October so a week awaywas really quite a treat. I did not manage to make it to the them parkswith the family but we did get to spend a fun evening together at <a href="http://disneyworld.disney.go.com/wdw/entertainment/entertainmentDetail?id=DisneyQuestIndoorInteractiveThemeParkEntertainmentPage&bhcp=1">DisneyQuest</a> (a five story building full of all types of video games bothold and new and some really cool virtual reality rides). On the nightbefore we started driving home we all had dinner at the Arabian Knights(you eat while watching the horses and actors perform). By all accountsa fun time was had by all and I feel refreshed just from being out ofthe house for a while.<br></p><p>This week I had a series of business meetings at the office and itwas really nice to meet so many colleagues, many of whom I had not seenfor many months due to my ongoing medical issues.<br></p><p>Talking of medical issues, it has now been five weeks since chemoended. Some of the side effects have definitely improved, othershowever are lingering on. In particular, the numbness in my fingersthat had just started by the end of chemo has now also spread to myfeet and has generally become quite a but worse. It has reached thepoint in fact, where driving the car feels strange as I can only barelyfeel the pedals. I called the doctor and he has put me on some medsthat are hopefully going to help with this (yet more pills to rememberto take!). Apparently this numbness can take many months to fully goaway and is caused by the Oxaliplatin (one of the chemo drugs) whichmesses quite badly with the nervous system.<br></p><p>The kids are already well into the various camps and otheractivities that we planned for them this Summer and seem to be having alot of fun. The weather has been extremely hot here in Texas. We havealready had multiple 100 degree days in the Austin area. Heaven onlyknows what August will be like at this rate. Thankfully we have so farescaped most of the severe storms that have all passed to our North.Anyway, that's all the updates for today. I'm taking next week off so Ican spend some quality time with the family and forget about work for afew days. After that I hope to get back into a routine of more regularupdates here as the Summer progresses.<br>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2008 16:47:06 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000080</guid></item> <item><title>Quick updates</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-May-29-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I haven't posted for a few days in part because there has not been alot of news to share on the medical front (which is fine by me). It hasnow been 22 days since my last chemo session ended (on May 7th). The"fog" seems to have left me now finally for which I am very grateful.It has been replaced however by a feeling of total exhaustion - I thinkI have finally let myself relax a bit and it's past time to catch up ona lot of missed sleep. Most of the other chemo side effects are stillwith me which is no great surprise as my doctor told me to expect it totake between four to six weeks for them to subside. The thing that isbugging me the most right now is a constant feeling of numbness in allof my fingers and toes - it actually makes typing and even walking bituncomfortable. This is a known side effect of the Oxaliplatinmedication, so I hope it goes away soon. I visited the Oncologist'soffice yesterday to get my chemo port flushed. I have decided not tohave it removed until August so that I can have all of my interim bloodtests done via the port (rather than having to endure a lot of needlesbeing stuck into my arm). The port has to be flushed every four weeksto prevent any risk of blood clots. The next major medical milestonesare scheduled for August when I'll need another CT scan, a lot of othertests and an exam by my surgeon. When all of that is done I'll needminor surgery to remove the port.<br></p><p>So let's see, what else is going on? Well, we had a very nice andrelaxing Memorial Day weekend. The weather was (and continues to be)very hot and we spent a lot of time out by the pool. The kids had lotsof friends over and had fun in the water. I spent a lot of time in"slug mode" sitting by the pool and reading.<br></p><p>Today is Robyn's actual birthday (although we held her party severaldays ago). I cannot believe that she is ten years old already - howtime flies. She doesn't know it yet but we're planning a surprisedinner with one of her best friends at her favourite restauranttonight. School ends on Friday so this will be the last week I have aquiet work from home environment! Thankfully the kids have a lot ofSummer camps and other activities planned already to help keep thembusy during the long SUmmer break. I'm a little concerned about justhow hot this Summer will be as temperatures in Central Texas havealready been in the high nineties Fahrenheit for the last couple ofweeks. Well above average for the time of year. We've also seen somenasty storms come through already. Our roof (which was replaced in 2005after a hail storm) has again been badly damaged by hail and Lorna'scar also needs work done on it to get the hail dents removed. In theUSA in general this looks like being one of the worst years in a longtime (maybe ever) for damage, and sadly deaths, caused by Tornadoes. Idon't know if this is due to climate change or not but suffice to saythe weather here this year has been pretty unusual in many ways.<br></p><p>That's about all the news for now. I'll try and post again in a few days time.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 29 May 2008 12:05:49 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000079</guid></item> <item><title>Cleaning up after a stormy night</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">weather</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-May-15-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Last night, multiple storm lines containing several super cellclouds (the type that frequently generate tornadoes) went through thisarea. This led to a very rough night and some very frightened kids.Multiple funnel clouds were reported in the area, the closest onepassed less than three miles from here. As a result, we experiencedstrong winds, heavy rain and a lot of hail. A few of the pieces of hailwere about the size of a billiard balls. The hail was so bad it evenkilled a duck which sadly we found dead on our back porch during one ofthe breaks in the storms. This morning we began the cleanup. There wereleaves and twigs everywhere and several pieces of our shingle roof hadbroken free and were laying on the ground. We had our roof replaced in2005 after another major hail storm. Today I called the roofing companyagain and they are coming out to assess whether or not we need to againreplace the roof. All day around our neighbourhood you could here chainsaws and other power tools being used as people cleaned up the mess.Several trees nearby have lost limbs or have become uprooted.Thankfully our trees are mostly large and well established and all seemto have survived the onslaught. I got a few good photos of the piles ofhail on the back porch, I'll try and post one or two later.<br></p><p>Luckily, we managed to host my son's soccer team pool party duringthe afternoon and early evening yesterday before the storms arrived.There is no way we could have hosted it today. When we awoke the poolwas full to overflowing (the emergency drain seems to have becomeblocked by all the tree debris). The pool was also full, and I do meanfull, of leaves and twigs. We have been cleaning it out off and on allday and we are still not done. Later today I need to figure outwhat is blocking the drain and fix it and do more raking up of all theleaves and twigs that are spread all over the front and back yards. Itreally is quite a mess. I wish I had more energy but at least this willkeep my mind of my other worries for a while!<br></p><p>The past week or so we have had several big storms (although thiswas by far the worst) and it seems we have had a lot more tornadicactivity (even this far South of "Tornado Alley") than usual. When I moved to Central Texas, while the realtors were busy telling mehow great a placeit was to live in I think they somehow forgot to mention how much "fun"Spring can be!</p>]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 15 May 2008 15:58:55 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000078</guid></item> <item><title>End of round twelve, end of chemotherapy</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-May-09-a</link><description> <![CDATA[<p>It's hard to believe but I have made it through my scheduled twelverounds of chemotherapy. The treatments officially ended on Wednesdaybut I have been too wiped out to post until now. The fatigue still hasme firmly in its grasp but I am hopeful that it will wear off in a fewmore days from now (although lately it has been taking almost a fullten days to clear out). The staff at the oncologist, who have beengreat all through this process, showered my with confetti and gave me acertificate of achievement to send me on my way. I was very close totears, they have all been so terrific in the way they have treated me.I will not be meeting the oncologist again now for three months atwhich time he will test my blood and do a CT scan to make sure nothingbad is trying to creep back into my system - that will naturally be a nervous visit. I also have a call into my surgeon to see when hewants to take out my chemo infusion port (minor surgery) and do myphysical exam. So while chemo is behind me for now, I still have somemore near term worries to get past but we have for sure reached a majormilestone now with chemo ending. When the "fog" wears off I am sure Iwill feel happy about where I am. I am not up to writing a long postingright now but I do want to close by again thanking all of you that havestuck with me throughout this whole ordeal. I could not be where I am nowwithout the fantastic support of my family and friends around theWorld. As always a big THANK YOU to you all.<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 9 May 2008 14:58:35 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000077</guid></item> <item><title>Seconds Out, Round Twelve, ding,ding...</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-May-05-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>So here we are. It's Monday morning and I am sitting in my chair atthe oncologist's office beginning my twelfth and final chemo treatment!My first treatment was back on December 26th of last year and sincethen the time seems to have (for the most part) flown by. I must admitthat I am now more than ready to be done. By all accounts my body hashandled the treatment very well but the fatigue in particular hasreached the point where it never fully goes away so I'll be glad inabout four to six weeks from now when the side effects are supposed tofully subside and my system will hopefully become "normal" again.<br></p><p>After this week we go into a monitoring mode at approximately threemonthly intervals where I will be tested for any signs of the cancercoming back, both by my oncologist and my surgeon who will bemonitoring things too. So those visits will be nervous times for me Iam sure but I am not going to worry about them right now as this is amajor milestone and I plan to celebrate a little once we get throughthis week.<br></p><p>In about two weeks I'll need to schedule surgery to have the chemoinfusion port removed from my chest , yet more hours of blood tests andfilling out CYA forms at the hospital, for what is hopefully a 20minute procedure. At the same time as the port is removed, while I amsedated the surgeon plans to do an initial internal exam to see ifthere are any signs of the polyps that can turn cancerous coming back.If there are that will have to be dealt with as my genetics are suchthat the average time it takes for a polyp to go cancerous is one yearor maybe less. I believe the average for a person that does not have mygenetic makeup, is 10 years (quite a difference).<br></p><p>When I started writing about each of the chemo visits, I made theanalogy to a 12-round boxing match. I wondered at the start if myopponent (the chemo meds) would be too much for me. For sure he landeda few good blows but my blood levels and other numbers continue toimprove and we have not had to delay any of the rounds so I think whenall is said and done I am hoping for a "points decision" in my favour !!<br></p><p>I'll post again soon but for now I need to sign off as I just got ashot of Ativan (Lorazepam) and I am getting drousy!<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 5 May 2008 11:32:42 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000076</guid></item> <item><title>Rocking with Rush</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">music</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Apr-25-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>A couple of nights ago (Wednesdsy), along with our good friend,Brian, my daughetr (Robyn) and I went to the Frank Irwin Center here inAustin to see Canadian rock legends Rush in concert. This was thefirst time they had come to Austin in 14 years! My wife is not a bigRush fan so I had taken Robyn to San Antonio to see them last Summerand she had enjoyed it so much that when the Austin date was announcedwe did not hesitate to go looking for tickets. I think we enjoyed thisshow even better than the prior one. The set list had been changed andI think it was a better blend of their newer and "classic" music. Thenice thing about the 2008 tour is that the band are only playing venuesthat they have not played in at least ten years. I am really thankfulthat the side effects from my ongoing chemo treatments held off longenough for me to enjoy the show. The band played for close to threehours with a short intermission midway through. I'm also glad the showwas Wednedsay and not Thursday or Friday as the chemo has definitelkyhit me quite hard the last couple of days. Anyway, as promised in myprior post, here's what I think was the set list from the show:<br></p><table style="text-align: left; width: 80%;" border="1" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2"> <tbody> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Part1</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Part2</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Encore</span><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Limelight </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Far Cry</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">One Little Victory</td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Digital Man</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Workin' Them Angels</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">A Passage to Bangkok</td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Ghost of a Chance</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Armor And Sword</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">YYZ</td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Mission</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Spindrift</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Freewill</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">The Way The Wind Blows</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">The Main Monkey Business</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Subdivisions</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">The Larger Bowl </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Natural Science</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Red Barchetta</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Witch Hunt</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">The Trees</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Malignant Narcissism</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Between The Wheels</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Drum Solo</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Dreamline</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Hope</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">The Spirit of Radio</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">2112: Overture / The Temples ofSyrinx</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Tom Sawyer</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><br> </td> </tr> </tbody></table><p><br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 16:49:55 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000075</guid></item> <item><title>End of round eleven</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Apr-23-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>So I'm home from the oncologist and chemo round eleven is nowofficially over (side effects over the next few days notwithstanding).That means I have only one more round left to go commencing on May 5th.So as far as the chemo phase of my treatment goes we are almost there.<br></p><p>As I mentioned yesterday my focus for the evening now is fightingoff the fatigue long enough to enjoy the Rush concert that starts at7:30pm at the Frank Erwin Center here in Austin. I'll try and write upa bit of a post conference report tomorrow. I am interested to see howmuch they have changed the set list since we saw them last year(apparently there are going to be some changes).<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 23 Apr 2008 15:27:42 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000074</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round eleven and anticipation building before the Rush concert</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Apr-22-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>As I type this I am in the nice comfy chair at the oncologist'soffice getting my second day of infusions as we are about mid-waythrough round eleven (the penultimate round - yay!!). So far thefatigue has not hit but I expect, based on the last couple of weeks, tostart sometime Wednesday evening or Thursday morning. The laterthe better - read on to find out why.....<br></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Rush come back to Austin for thefirst time in 14 years</span><br></p><p>Hopefully I will be in pretty good shape still on Wednesday eveningas Canadian rock legends Rush are performing in Austin for the firsttime in years. In fact I was not even living here (and I have been heresince December 1995) the last time they were here. One of the localpapers did an interview with lead singer Geddy Lee about coming back toAustin, you can <a href="http://www.austin360.com/music/content/music/stories/xl/2008/04/0417xlmusic2.html">readit here</a>. Last year they came to San Antonio and I took my nine yearold daughter Robyn. It was her first concert and I was not sure howmuch she would enjoy Rush but she loved everything about the show andhas since learned the words to most of the songs on the tour album(Snakes and Arrows). I have been a Rush fan since my university dayswhen my good friend Mike introduced me to them. Since then I have seenthem in concert multiple times both in the USA and the UK and Ihonestly think they are playing better now than they ever have - andthey were always good. The Austin date was added as part of someextended venues that were not part of the original tour. I am hopingthat they jiggle the set list a bit but even if they don't I am reallylooking forward to the Show. In San Antonio they played for about threehours with a short 15 minute break in the middle. Certainly great valuefor money.<br></p><p style="font-weight: bold;">Express baseball<br></p><p>The professional baseball season is now well under way here in theUS. We renewed our season tickets this year to the <a href="http://www.rrexpress.com/">Round Rock Express</a> (the AAAaffiliate of the Major League <a href="http://houston.astros.mlb.com/index.jsp?c_id=hou">Houston Astros</a>).Their stadium is less than 10 minutes by car from our house and it's agreat night out for the whole family. We went to the game last night asI am keen to do as many things as Ican before the fatigue hits for this round. Last night the BudweiserClydesdale horse team were their outside the stadium and we all enjoyedmeeting the horsesand their trainers. They told use they are on the road touring 300days every year! The game itself was also very exciting last night,aided by the fact that the home team came out on top. So we had a funnight of baseball and ball park food plus a visit to the in-stadiumkids play area. <br></p><p>That's my updates for now, I need to get back to working on mye-mail in box and some other work tasks. The oncologist has a betterwireless network than I have at the house so it's actually a greatplace to get work done!<br></p>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 22 Apr 2008 11:36:08 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000073</guid></item> <item><title>A productive Saturday in Central Texas</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Apr-19-a</link><description><![CDATA[The weather here today has been just gorgeous after some nastystorms passed through on Thursday night and left us with a beautifulbut cooler day on Friday. Today we have been in the mid 80's Fahrenheitunder clear blue skies. Jack and I have the house to ourselves as Robynand Lorna are off having fun at a Girl Scouts camp for the weekend. Thecampsite is at Inks Lake which is about about two hours West of here.They have a ton of things for the girls to do (most of it outdoors) sothe great weather is a real plus. <p>Meanwhile, It's been good for both Jack and me to have some quality"guy time" together. Last night we spent some serious time workingtogether against hordes of evil aliens trying to save planet Earth fromimminent doom - or put another way we played co-op mode in Halo 3 forabout four hours before (a very extended) bedtime! Today Jack has beenhelping me with some house chores and he has also been trying to teachme how to play Super Smash Bothers Brawl on the Wii. Somehow I don'tthink I'll ever give him any decent competition at this game but heseems happy enough beating me into the dirt so what the heck!<br></p><p>I woke up this morning finally feeling less foggy from the lastchemo round. This is the longest amount of time it has taken so far formy fatigue to subside between rounds. Of course round eleven starts onMonday so I had better enjoy it while it lasts. The doctor had warnedme that the amount of fatigue tends to be cumulative and that certainlyseems to be true in my case. Given I felt a bit more with it, afterwatching some of the English soccer on TV this morning and doing a bitof housework indoors, I decided it was time to take on the huge messthat used to be my nice tidy garage! The garage had somehowbecome our dumping ground for a lot of stuff over the past few monthsand the mess had really started to bug me (even over the effects of the"chill out" pills they have me on so you know the mess wasbad!!). Thankfully I managed to get it mostly cleaned up but Icould not believe how quickly I ran out of steam. I had to take lots ofbreaks. Hopefully when chemo finally ends my energy levels willreturn to something like they were back last Autumn (pre-diagnosis andpre-surgery). As people who know me will tell you I am not goodat sitting still. I need to be busy and it's starting to frustrate mehow weak I still am. I guess I have to keep reminding myself I havebeen through a lot and my body has taken a pounding the last fivemonths or so. I also need to remind myself to just be grateful for whatI have as things could easily have been a lot worse than hopefully theyare. On the plus side, the fact that I am getting frustrated isprobably a sign that at least in some small way I'm getting more backto my old self! <br></p><p>As an aside, I am typing this entry using the Apple Mac Book Prolaptop which I now use for almost everything I do computer wise. Icontinue to be really impressed by this machine. I originally bought itas an early Christmas present to myself so that I would have somethingfun to play with and learn to use during the long hours in the "chemochair". As you may recall from some of my prior postings, I have neverbefore owned an Apple machine of ay type but this laptop has quicklyprogressed to being my principal machine. I just love how reliable itis and I really like the "feel" of the machine and it's applicationsand I am unquestionably more productive on this machine than I am onany of my others.<br><br>So anyway, that's my update for today. As I mentioned above, chemoround eleven starts on Monday (just two to go now) so I'll try and postsome more updates in the early part of next week. Now I need to gopower up the XBOX 360 as Jack wants to see if we can kill a few morealiens before bedtime tonight!!]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2008 19:56:08 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000072</guid></item> <item><title>End of round ten</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Apr-11-a</link><description><![CDATA[Round ten finished on Wednesday and as with the last couple of weeksthe fatigue has hit me almost instantly. The last day or so it has beena real struggle to get much done. On a happier note, with ten down Ionly have two more chemo sessions to go before we go into more of amaintenance mode and my body has a chance to recover from all of thechemicals it has been subject to the last few months. I'm certainlylooking forward to the second week of May now (when chemo willhopefully be behind me). Given how tired I feel right now I will keepthis post very brief. As always I appreciate all of the messages Icontinue to get from people keeping tabs on me - it really means a lotand my thanks to you all as always.]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2008 13:13:58 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000071</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round ten and other updates</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Apr-07-a</link><description> <![CDATA[<p>I am sitting at the oncologist as I type this, about two hours intoround ten. I met with the doctor this morning and we chatted for a bit.He is pleased with my progress to date and we discussed some of thenext steps that he has planned for me post chemo. The net is that I'llneed to get another cat scan once chemo ends to re-establish a"baseline picture" of how I look and then I'll start seeing him on afrequent but more periodic basis to keep tabs on how I am doing. Thisis more or less what I expected. He is hopeful the treatment plan willhave done the job but I'll still need to be monitored closely for thenext five years at a minimum in case (Heaven forbid) of a recurrence. Iknow I am going to be nervous every time he tests me but he is beingvery positive so that is as much as I can ask for at this stage.<br></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Reading</span><br></p><p><img style="width: 200px; height: 313px;" alt="Kite Runner Cover Photo" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/6/62/Kite_runner.jpg/200px-Kite_runner.jpg" align="left" hspace="10">Thankfully my eyesight seems to be improvingeven though I am still intreatment and I am finding it much easier to keep up with my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading</a>than had been the case during the earlier weeks of treatment. I havemanaged to read several books in the past few weeks. I just finishedreading <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Kite-Runner-Khaled-Hosseini/dp/1594480001/ref=pd_bbs_2?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1207584302&sr=1-2">TheKite Runner</a>by Khaled Hosseini. I have not yet seen the film that was recentlyreleased but having read the book I definitely want to see it now. TheKite Runner was a refreshing change from my staple diet ofaction/suspense and science fiction books. I won't spoil the plot herebut I will say it gives a great perspective of life in Afghanistan overmultiple decades from the time before the Russian invasion all the wayto the present day. I found myself really attached to the maincharacters and I found myself suffering along with them as I read thebook. If you have not read this book yet, you might want to add it toyour reading queue. In many ways a sad story about people trying tomake the best of their situation but also uplifting atother times, definitely well written and well worth reading. <br></p><p>I also recently finished <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Broker-John-Grisham/dp/0385340540/ref=pd_bbs_2?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1207585249&sr=1-2">TheBroker</a> by John Grisham. This was different from his normal style inthat it was more about spies and espionage than it was about courtrooms and lawyers. That said, I really enjoyed it, although I have readreviews from Grisham purists who viewed it as one of his worst books.The book is mostly set in Bologna and other parts of Italy and by thetime he is done describing the place you are left wanting to hop on thenext plane a go visit. So while definitely not a typical Grisham book,I enjoyed it - I guess I am not a purist!<br></p><p><br></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br> </span></p> <br><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Video Games</span><br></p><p>I hadn't had much time to play <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/videogames.html">video games</a>lately nor the right state of mind probably given how "foggy" my headhas been. That said this weekend between lots of outdoor activities Imade time to sit down and finally finish the single player missions ofHalo 3 (XBOX 360). This is a thoroughly enjoyable and well engineeredgame. I am really grateful to my friends who gave it to me as a getwell present back in the post surgery days. It has been one of manyuseful distractions that have helped keep my mind off things. I havenow started playing BioShock which was a birthday present from thefamily back in February. So far this looks like another veryinteresting and high quality game but more violent than Halo 3 I wouldsuggest based only on about two hours playing time. With Summer weatheralready here I need to keep my gaming to a minmum and set the rightprecedent by doing a lot of things out doors and thus, hopefully,encouraging the kids to do the same. That said I do have my PSP sittinghere with Metal Gear Solid loaded and ready to go should I need a fixduring the five hour long chemo session today!<br></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Summer is almost here<br></span></p><p>This weekend, the weather was gorgeous, blue skies and temperaturesrose to the high 80's Fahrenheit by Sunday afternoon. Both Robyn andJack had soccer games on Saturday and I played on Sunday. We all are abit sun burned today. It's supposed to be in the eighties each day ofthe coming week. The kids decided that the weather was so nice thatthey were going to jump into the pool which they duly did and I mustsay despite the water being barely above 70 degrees, they had a greattime. So I guess this means the pool is now officially open forbusiness for the 2008 season. I would usually have jumped in there withthem, anything above 68 degrees I will swim in happily but the meds Iam on right now make me so sensitive to cold I am going to need to runthe pool heater for a couple of days before I'll be able to join themin the water.<br></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Football/Soccer</span><br></p><p>In my prior post I mentioned I was hoping for an Arsenal win againstLiverpool in the first leg of their Champions Leage match. Sadly thematch ended in a 1-1 draw which gives Liverpool a definite advantage asthe teams head into the second leg of the tie. With the away goalsrule, Arsenal have to score at least once at Anfield as a 0-0 drawwould hand the match to Liverpool. Having also watched the teams tie1-1 in the league right after the first leg, I am not confident Arsenalcan pull this one off but I guess we'll see. For sure they need torediscover their goal scoring ways from the earlier part of the season.On a related topic, I really enjoyed watching the FA Cup semi-finalsfrom Wembley this past weekend. It's great to see the FA Cup magic isstill alive with many of the big clubs having been knocked out by lowerdivision opposition. I look forward to the final, which has theunlikely lineup of Cardiff vs Portsmouth. I'm really happy for myfriend Graham who is a huge Pompey fan. I hope he can get a ticket forthe big match.<br></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Mac Book Pro - update<br></span></p><p>It's been about three months or so now since I got my Mac Book Prolaptop. I continue to be really impressed by this machine. The factthat every night I can put it to sleep and in the morning open the lidand have it wake up and start downloading my mail without me having toanything is really great. I have re-booted the machine twice since thestart of the year and one of those time was just part of installing amajor OS update. This really is a robust platform. By contrast, if Iput my Windows XP laptop to sleep (hibernate) more than about 3 timesin a row I have to reboot the system to get it working properly again.I'm not a Windows hater it's just that with the Mac I have found amachine where I feel very comfortable, a machine that I trust to workthe way I expect it to and most importantly of all, a machine where Iam definitely more productive. As I learn more and more of the Mac'sfeatures I'll keep on posting updates. I will also note that the onenegative thing I have observed lately is that if the processor isworking hard, the metal casing gets very hot and if you have it sittingon your legs while wearing shorts it can get pretty uncomfortable - ofcourse this is just what you need on a cold night flight across theAtlantic - so that could be viewed as a plus!</p><p><br>So that's it for this round of miscellaneous updates. I'll try and postagain soon as I progress through round 10.<br>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 7 Apr 2008 12:01:07 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000070</guid></item> <item><title>Six months post diagnosis</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Apr-02-a</link><description><![CDATA[Hard though it is for me to believe, it was six months ago yesterdaythat I underwent the colonoscopy that discovered the cancer in my colonand changed my outlook on life substantially. At that timeI <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-10-a">wrote about it here </a>.A lot has happened since then but I guess the overall summary is "sofar so good". I have three chemo rounds left to go now whichreally is not that bad but the side effects, especially the constantsense of fatigue, do seem to have become cumulative. My last chemotreatment is scheduled for the week beginning May 5th so I can at leastsee the light at the end of that particular tunnel now. Round tenbegins next Monday (April 7th) and at that time I have a meetingscheduled with my oncologist where I want to have a "what happensnext?" type discussion. As far as I know I go into a sort of frequentcheckup maintenance mode at that point (both with him and my surgeon)but I have several questions I want to ask him. I will also needanother (minor) surgery at some point to remove the "power port" thatis used to infuse the drugs into my system. The one question I reallywant an answer to is the one question he cannot answer. That of courseis "am I cured?". All he is able to give me, and this is not his fault,it's just the nature of the beast, is statistics and a prognosis basedon experience in treating similar cases. In spite of this, and I trynot to dwell on it, it is frustrating having undergone all that I havein the past six months that there is no definitive test that can tellyou how well the combined surgery/chemo treatment plan has worked. As Ihave joked with him in the past, the bottom line is that if I am stillhere for my checkups in five years then he has cured me! That said, myspirits are pretty good and I am not wasting too much time worryingabout things that I really cannot do much about. Of course the littlepink pills help there too! On a positive note, an experience such asthis really helps remind you of the things that are truly important inlife. I feel that I am closer to my wife and kids than ever before (andwe have always been a close family) and I have been reminded how manywonderful friends I have all over the World that have been there for methese past six months. My oncologist commented to me that years fromnow I will actually look back on this as a positive experience on manylevels. I think he is right. Not only have I been reminded of how muchmy family and friends mean to me I have also bonded with so many bravefellow patients that I meet week in, week out at the oncology clinic. Iam humbled by many of the stories I have had told to me by otherpatients describing what they are going through - it really does stopany small amount of self pity from rising to the surface when you areconstantly reminded that things could be a lot worse. It has also beenhard lately to see a few people who are probably still in high schoolbeing brought in for treatment. Sadly cancer is a very indiscriminatepredator. <br></p><p>On a lighter note, Spring is in full bloom here, and although wehave had several cloudy and rainy days lately, Summer is clearly justaround the corner. Even on the cloudy days our temperatures are gettinginto the high 70's or low 80's Fahrenheit and the water in the pool outback is now up to 70 degrees and the kids are begging me to turn theheater on so they can start swimming. Last year I started swimming whenthe water was 68 degrees but one of the side effects of the meds I amon is that I am very sensitive to cold so I suspect they won't have totwist my arm too hard on this one. I could certainly use the exercise!!Talking of the kids, they are already counting down the days left untilthe end of school (which for us happens at the end of May - muchearlier than for my friends and family back in Europe). We have starteddiscussing what we want to do this Summer which has been great fun. Weare already planning a few fun things to do with the kids in June onceI am done with chemo which really is a pleasant change in dinner timeconversation from some of the other daily issues we have been dealingwith the past six months.<br></p><p>Oh and completely off topic, hopefully Arsenal will beat Liverpool later today in the ChampionsLeague which will definitely raise my spirits! The match is being shownlive on TV here so I'll probably record it and watch it after worktonight (apologies to any Liverpool fans I just offended but I havebeen a mad keen Arsenal supporter since I was about five years old).</p><p>So with that, I'll close this somewhat more philosophical than usual posting.<br></p><p> I'll post again soon, probably after I talk to the oncologist again on Monday if not before. <br><br>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 2 Apr 2008 10:15:38 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000069</guid></item> <item><title>End of round nine</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Mar-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Yesterday marked the end of my ninth chemotherapy cycle. So that'snine down and three to go. My last one will be the week of May 5th sonot so far off now. The side effects (mostly the fatigue and someannoying bouts of nausea) have hit me quicker than usual this time soI'll keep this update brief. Hopefully this means I'll be more with itby the weekend when both of my kids have soccer games that I very muchwant to be at. I am both excited and anxious to see the chemotreatments getting close to done. On the one hand I will be glad to berid of the side effects but on the other, seeing my oncologist on aweekly basis and having him re-assure me that things are going wellhas, to some extent, become my safety blanket and I think it will takesome getting used to being off the treatments once we reach that point.Of course, having said that I'll be going in for regular monitoring soI guess I'll get enough interaction to keep my spirits up. I reallylove the oncology team I am working with they really are a great bunchof people and they are so up beat that it definitely rubs off on me andas far as I can tell the other patients as well.<br></p><p>I'll post more updates soon, once the "chemo fog" clears again.<br></p><p>I continue to be very grateful for all of the e-mails and messages in the<a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">guest book</a>and the messages I have been getting on Facebook. You guys out therehave done more than you probably realize to help keep my spirits up. Asalways, a very big Thank You!</p>]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 27 Mar 2008 12:17:09 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000068</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round nine</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Mar-24-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Today I started round nine of the chemo treatments and I also gotsome good news on the blood work front. While my platelets are still ona bit of a roller coaster ride, my haemoglobin level is up to 13.1.This is the highest it has been since I was diagnosed back in October2007 and the level was down to a frighteningly low value of eight. Foran adult male "normal" is considered to be between fourteen andseventeen so I am tantalizingly close to the normal range now. Becauseof this, my medical team are suspending the weekly iron shots and aregoing to let me fend for myself for a while to see if my blood levelscontinue to hold their own without help. I'll still be getting thechemo meds as normal but I won't have to go in on the "off weeks" foriron, unless of course the numbers start going in the wrong directionagain. I was hoping to post this from the oncologists today but forsome reason their network was not able to connect to the internet atall today so I am posting from home instead with day one of round ninenow behind me (except of course for my little IV pump full of <a href="http://www.cancerbackup.org.uk/Treatments/Chemotherapy/Individualdrugs/Fluorouracil">5FU</a>that goes everywhere I go for the next two days! It seems a bit hard tobelieve but after this week I only have three chemo treatmentsleft. My last scheduled chemo visit is the week of May 5th. Ifall goes well I should have chemo behind me before the kids break forthe Summer in mid to late May.</p><p>On Saturday Robyn took the first part of her Tae Kwon Do black belttest (called a mid-term) and we believe she passed. She will take thefinal part of her test either in May or August depending on thescheduling. We are very proud of her as this is a non trivialachievement.<br></p><p>This weekend the weather here was wonderful and it looks set to staythat way all through this week. We have clear blue skies andtemperatures are forecast to be in the 60's today and up to theeighties by the end of the week. Spring is a wonderful time of yearhere (except for the days when the super cell storms come through!). Wehad no soccer matches this week as we were all off for the Easter breakbut both kids have practices and games this coming week so I am goingto be quite busy in the evenings and on Saturday with that.<br></p><p>I had promised to post some of the San Antonio photos here. Ihaven't yet had the time to work on doing that but here at least is aphoto of the Alamo. Please ignore the man pushing a trash can. I tookthis photo in a hurry while my son was having a melt down and did nothave a lot of time to think about perfect composition !!<br></p><p style="text-align: center;"><img style="width: 413px; height: 217px;" alt="The Alamo, San Antonio" title="The Alamo, San Antonio" src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/Alamo-small-2.jpg"><br>The Alamo, San Antonio, March 2008.<br></p><p>I am feeling very tired today so I'll keep this post brief and aimto post again soon as the week progresses. I hope everyone has a greatweek.<br></p> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 24 Mar 2008 17:20:12 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000067</guid></item> <item><title>Spring Break in San Antonio plus the end of round eight</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Mar-17-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Chemo round eight officially ended last Wednesday (March 12th)around 1pm. After that we rounded up the kids, loaded the car and setoff for <a href="http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&hl=en&geocode=&q=san+antonio&ie=UTF8&ll=29.424049,-98.495178&spn=0.788252,1.172791&t=p&z=10&iwloc=addr">SanAntonio</a> for the remaining few days of the week. We knew we weretaking a bit of a gamble not knowing what kind of shape I would be infrom the chemo the days before but thankfully the main side effectsheld off until we were back home a few days later and did nothing tospoil our trip. From our house, it's less than 100 miles to San Antonioand we probably do not make the effort to visit often enough as thereis a lot to do there. Most people think of the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alamo_Mission_in_San_Antonio">Alamo</a>when they think of San Antonio but that is just one of the many funthings available to go and visit. For this trip, our main reason forgoing was that we had tickets for travelling performance of "<a href="http://www.cirquedusoleil.com/CirqueDuSoleil/en/showstickets/saltimbanco/intro/intro.htm">Saltimbanco"</a>by <a href="http://www.cirquedusoleil.com/CirqueDuSoleil/en/default.htm#">CirqueDu Soleil</a> at the AT&T Center on Thursday night. Wedecided it would be more fun however, to get a hotel and turn the tripinto a mini-vacation. We got to our hotel (the Doubletree Suites)around 6pm and after enjoying the free snack buffet the hotel provideseach night we went for a very pleasant stroll along the River Walk toget some fresh air and to explore some of the local shops along theway. This hotel, by the way was perfect for a family with kids. Eachroom has a separate living area with kitchen and a very respectablebreakfast as well as the sizeable happy hour buffet are included in theroom rate. There is also a very small pool on the roof but our kidsstill managed to have fun splashing about in it a couple of timesduring our brief stay. On Thursday moring we got up early, hadbreakfast and walked along the river to the IMAX theater where we allenjoyed "Dinosaurs of Patagonia" in 3D. After that we had lunch at theRiver Center Mall and took a guided tour boat ride around the river.It's very "touristy" but still fun. If you have never been to SanAntonio, the River Walk is great. Whether you circumnavigate it onfoot, by tour boat or by river taxi, there is no end of historicalsights and restaurants to enjoy along the way. After the tour we walkedback above ground rather than along the river (which is actually setdown below street level) so that I could take a few photos of theAlamo. Although I have been back several times since, The last time Ihad been to the Alamo with a camera was in 1989 when I was stillcarrying my trusty old Canon 35mm SLR. I wanted to get a few digitalshots this time. I only had time to snap a few though, as by this time,given the very warm Spring weather, my six year old son Jack was bothliterally and figuratively melting! We finally got back to the hoteland rested for a few hours (the kids took the chance to visit the poolagain) before heading off to find the AT&T Center in time for"Cirque". We had been to Cirque Du Soleil once before, in Orlando andthoroughly enjoyed it. That time we had seen the <a href="http://www.cirquedusoleil.com/CirqueDuSoleil/en/showstickets/lanouba/intro/intro.htm">LaNouba</a> show which has the advantage of being on a permanent stageand feels considerably larger in scale than this show. However, <a href="http://www.cirquedusoleil.com/CirqueDuSoleil/en/showstickets/saltimbanco/intro/intro.htm">Saltimbanco</a>was still very good and well worth seeing.<br></p><p>On Friday morning we got up and packed, had breakfast and set offfor the San Antonio Zoo. However, on arriving at the Zoo we realizedthis had been a bad idea. All of the parking lots were full and eventhough the San Antonio Spring Break is the week after ours, we couldsee that the Zoo was packed full of school parties getting off to anearly start on their Spring Break plans. In the end we did not even tryto park, we just got back on the freeway and started to head home. Ourdaughter, Robyn, was not at all pleased by this turn of events as shehad really been wanting to see some animals. Clearly we needed a planB. Luckily my wife knew of a wildlife park near <a href="http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&hl=en&geocode=&q=new+braunfels&ie=UTF8&ll=29.698789,-98.12027&spn=0.786111,1.172791&t=p&z=10&iwloc=addr">NewBraunfels</a> called the <a href="http://www.wildliferanchtexas.com/">NaturalBridge Wildlife Ranch</a>. The park is just a few miles west ofI35 and more importantly right on our way home. We had seen the signsby the side of the road before but never been there so we decided togive it a go. It turned out to be a great idea. The park was not thatbusy and the main attraction is a "drive in your own car" safari tour.The highlight for all of us was when a group of Zebra came up to thecar and stuck their heads in and let us feed them some of the animalfood we had been given as we entered the park. Despite the warningsigns about not hand feeding the animals both by the roadside and inthe guidebook, the animals are clearly used to cars and people andexpect to get fed! We saw several animals walk up to a car, wait to getfed and then on realizing the car had no food walk on in disgust to thenext car. OK so it wasn't quite the full African experience but it wasa lot of fun. That said, we decided not to try hand feeding theosteriches as they all just looked too cranky to take the chance! While in New Braunfels, we also took the opportunity to enjoy a reallynice lunch at the famous New Braunfels Smokehouse - the food is greatand if you are ever passing through I recommend it for a lunch ordinner stop. They focus on barbecue but they also serve salads andother lighter fare.<br></p><p>We arrived home around 5pm on Friday afternoon, by which time thecrazy Texas Spring weather was up to 97 degrees Fahrenheit! Weather wise we have been on a real roller coaster ride (as is normalfor the time of year) with high temperatures ranging from the midsixties all the way up to almost 100 degrees. Today as I type this it'sin the eighties outside but very cloudy and we are under a severeweather watch with the chance of both hail and tornadoes before the endof Tuesday - such is life in Texas during the Spring time. A few yearsback we lost our roof to a Spring time hail storm so you learn rapidlydown here to take these weather notices seriously.<br></p><p>On Saturday the "chemo fog" finally caught up with me, and today(Monday) I am still struggling to shake it off. Consequently, Istayed at home to rest on Saturday while Lorna and Robyn got up reallyearly to go to a 3 v 3 soccer tournament. They came home tired andsunburned but as best as I can tell they had a good time despite by allaccounts having had to play some very tough teams in the competition.Sunday was another rest day for me although I forced myself to go andplay soccer during the afternoon just to get myself out of the house.Suffice to say my reactions were not that sharp and I mostly stood inthe goal without too much to do but it was nice to get out for a bit.<br></p><p>Today I was back at the oncologist for my iron shot and other (nonchemo) meds but at least I have a few days now before round nine getsunderway next week. Sadly two of the meds make you sleepy - just what Ineeded !!<br></p><p>That's all the news for now. I took a lot of photos during our brieftrip to San Antonio. I'll try and post a few over the next few days,but I need to do a little cropping and Photo Shop-ing first!]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 18:10:47 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000066</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round eight and the start of Spring Break</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Mar-10-a</link><description><![CDATA[Today is the first day of Spring Break here in the Austin area sonaturally the weather is lousy. We awoke to thunderstorms and drivingrain, and given we started Daylight Savings Time (DST) this pastweekend (earlier than in the past under the new rules that recentlywent into effect), it was still almost dark outside at 8am thismorning! Getting the kids out of bed was a real challenge, but we hadto wake them up as they start a three day Karate Camp today. At leastthat will give them a chance to have some fun indoors out of the rainand away from the TV and video games - works for me!<br></p><p>On the topic of DST, for the benefit of my friends and family in theUK, given that your clocks do not go forward until the end of March, Iam now one hour closer to your time for a couple of weeks. So, forexample, 12pm (midday) here is currently 5pm in the UK where it isnormally 6pm for most of the year.<br></p><p>As well as getting the kids up early, I also had to leave the houseat the same time as round eight of my chemo treatments starts today -again what a great way to Start Spring break! I am currently sitting inone of the comfy reclining chairs at the oncologist's office as I typethis (which is no mean feat I might add given all the meds they pumpedinto me a few minutes ago that have made me very dopey). They tested myblood an hour ago and I just got the results. Thankfully my plateletcount has gone up again and there is no need to adjust my treatmentplan at the present time. I am very happy about this. I'm into aroutine now and as a creature of habit I am hoping I can stay on myroutine until May when my chemo treatments end.<br></p><p>I'm looking forward to Wednesday when this round ends. I am takingthe rest of the week off so that I can spend some quality play timewith the family.<br></p><p>I'll post again soon as I get through this round. Only four more togo after this one!!!<br>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:55:37 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000065</guid></item> <item><title>Miscellaneous updates</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Mar-07-a</link><description><![CDATA[It's hard to believe that it's already March. We have had a verymild winter here in Central Texas. We did not have a single "ice day"this year so far. The temperatures the last few days have been all overthe map which is fairly typical for early Spring here. On Wednesdaywhen I went to pick my daughter up from school I wore shorts as it wasright around 80 degrees Fahrenheit. I really like living here!Yesterday it actually rained a lot and today has been cooler but all inall the weather remains, for the most part very mild. Yesterday I wasspeaking to a colleague who lives in Toronto and he was moaning about"yet another snow day" so I guess for large parts of the US and Canadait's not quite Spring yet! Today a cold front blew through and it wassomewhat cooler even here but it is supposed to be back into the 70'sagain over the weekend which is good as both of the kids have soccergames on Saturday and I have a game on Sunday. Next week is SpringBreak here. For my friends and family in the UK it's basically the sameconcept as half term. The kids are off all week and I am going to takepart of the week off once I get done with round eight of chemo which ison Monday, Tuesday and a small part of Wednesday.<br></p><p>I have been trying to keep up with my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading </a>asit really does help me relax and thankfully my eyesight seems to haveimproved a bit in the last couple of weeks from where the FOLFOXcocktail had taken it to during the first several weeks of chemo. Thisweek I finished another of the Harry Turtledove books in theColonization series. I enjoyed it so much that I immediately startedreading the next one which is in fact the last in this set of three(although it's really book seven in a series of eight related books). Iam grateful to my friend Roger who introduced me to this author and Ihave really enjoyed every book in the series. The books are sciencefiction in nature but take place in an alternate view of history wherean alien race invades the earth right in the middle of the Second WorldWar and the various human nations have to put their differences asideto confront the high tech invaders. If that concept for a story lineappeals and you have not read any of the Harry Turtledove books then Ihighly recommend these.<br></p><p>Some of you may have noticed that the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">GuestBook</a> has changed. My web hosting company recently upgraded theirserver software and replaced the guest book tool with a different one.I have had a few people tell me that they have had trouble posting tothe new guest book but as far as I know it is working correctly.I am a bit nervous however, as since I switched over no one (except mywife and I who were testing it) has posted. If you feel the urge Iwould appreciate a few of you posting to let me know it is actuallyworking correctly. All of the old messages are still available in anarchive that I have created and provided a link to on the main <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> page.<br></p><p>While speaking about hearing from people, I would like to mentionthat I have been contacted by several people who found my web sitewhile doing web searches for information on colon cancer treatment. Iam both humbled and pleased that these people have contacted me andalso hopefully found some of the information I have been postinguseful. As I have mentioned before here, one of my goals when I decidedto be very open about my diagnosis and ongoing treatment was to providesome relevant information and perhaps also a little hope andencouragement to others that find themselves in a similar place to me.I am glad that people have found this site and I am grateful that ithas proven useful for them to be able to compare notes with me. To allof you who have contacted me, we're in this together, try to staypositive, the treatment for colon cancer these days has come a long wayeven in the last ten years or so. My thoughts and prayers are with allof you. Keep up the fight!<br></p><p>On the sports watching front this has been a mixed week for theteams I follow. I was really happy to see Arsenal beat AC Milan in theChampions League on Tuesday but I am not quite so happy with the waythe England cricket team is performing in New Zealand this week. Stillyou can't have everything as they say.<br></p><p>For my Mac owning friends who ping me regularly to ask about the(still fairly new for me) Mac Book Pro - it's official - I'm in love.This week I did not even open up my Windows laptop once. I was able todo all of the things required by my job as well as a bunch of personalprojects during the evenings solely on the Mac. I have only found oneprogram so far (Quicken) for which the Mac native version will not workfor me. This is because for reasons I do not understand, the makers ofQuicken decided that the file formats used by the Windows version ofQuicken and the Mac version would not be 100% compatible. As I like toshare my files between my machines (for backup purposes as well as pureconvenience) I decided to try installing the VMware Fusion product thisweek that lets me run Windows applications on the Mac. So far, aftertwo days of using it, I have to say that this seems like the perfectsolution. I do 90% of the things I need to do using native Macapplications and then run Quicken using Fusion when I need to. Asone of my good friends commented after I had been saying how much I wasenjoying using the Mac - "I told you so". For the technically minded, Iinstalled Windows XP Service Pack 2 in the VM and so far it seems towork just fine. So now I have the best of both Worlds as far as I amconcerned with Mac applications and Windows ones running side by sideon the same desktop without me ever needing to re-boot the Mac toswitch to Windows or go to another machine to run the Windowsapplications that I need to run. I guess you can sign me up for the Macfan club at this point. I really do like this machine a lot.<br></p><p>So anyway, that's about it for now. I'm looking forward to anotherbusy weekend with lots of time hopefully being spent outdoors. Chemoround eight starts on Monday but at least next week is Spring Break asI mentioned and I have a few days off with the family to look forwardto at the end of the week.<br>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 7 Mar 2008 22:03:55 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000064</guid></item> <item><title>End of round seven</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Feb-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[I just got back from the oncologist having been unplugged from myportable pump which marks the end of round seven. Only five more roundsto go - yay! Apart from the setback on my platelet count (that Idescribed in my prior posting) I'm feeling pretty good overall. Latertoday I get to go and coach my son's soccer team and tomorrow I get togo and help couch my daughter's team. Both teams have their first gamesthis coming weekend. Hopefully the fatigue will hold off enough toenable me to actively take part in and enjoy all of these activities asthe weather here continues to be fabulous. Mostly blue skies andtemperatures during the day that have ranged from the high 80's F a fewdays ago to the mid sixties today. Right now it's about 66 degrees andjust about perfect weather for being outside and running around withthe boys (which I shall be doing around 5pm today).<br></p><p>Several of you have written to me asking how I am liking my Mac BookPro now that I have had it for a couple of months or so. In short Ilove it. It is by far the most reliable computer that I have everowned. I still use my trusty IBM Thinkpad during the work day to getsome work specific things done but even most of those I could do on theMac now that I have the appropriate software installed. In the eveningswhen I tend to try and find time to work on more personal things likesurf the web, my non work e-mail or working on the web page Ihave been using the Mac almost exclusively for those tasks. I justinstalled the Leopard (Mac OS X 10.5.2) upgrade and it seems to beworking well. I particularly like the new Time Machine enhancements. <br></p><p>As a side note, my web hosting company just upgraded all of theirserver side software. As far as I can tell the migration has gonewithout a hitch but please do let me know if you see any unexpectedbehaviour from the web site over the next few weeks.<br></p><p>That's about it for right now then. More updates to follow soon andas always thanks for the continued messages of support. Although as faras I can tell things are going pretty well this remains a very nervoustime for me and all of the e-mails, calls and messages in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> really do help me a lot keep myspirits up.]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 27 Feb 2008 15:47:09 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000063</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round seven</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Feb-25-a</link><description><![CDATA[It's 10:41am here in sunny Round Rock Texas as I type this. I amcurrently in my chair at the oncologists office commencing round 7of the planned 12 chemo treatments. I just finished all of theregular blood tests that they do at the start of each cycle and theyhave now started pumping the prep meds into me before they serve the"main course". A couple of the meds make me very drowsy so I hope thatthis posting stays somewhat coherent!<br></p><p>Today for the first time since we started working with theoncologist my blood test results are heading in the wrong direction.This is another side effect of the FOLFOX cocktail that they have meon.. My <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bone_marrow">bone marrow</a>is not keeping up with production needs and consequently my <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Platelet">platelet </a>count issignificantly down. My haemoglobin level is slightly down. While theseside effects are often to be expected and are a common occurrence withchemotherapy patients, it is still a bit depressing to have any kind ofsetback. If my platelet levels get much lower they may have to suspendtreatments until they rise again. Among other things, platelets helpthe blood congeal (clot) and stop bleeding from occurring. If my countdrops much lower I will be told to suspend all of my physicalactivities that involve any chance of me getting cut - this would meanno more soccer for a while and would be really depressing. I havereally started to look forward to my weekly Sunday soccer match nowthat I am back into the routine and that my body seems to have enoughstamina to get through a game OK. I played again yesterday in fact andfelt more alert than I had the week before - which is good given I amthe goalie! <br></p><p>In other news ......the Girl Scouts cookie drive which has beenrunning for the last five weeks finally came to a close yesterday. Ithink Robyn has sold something in the region of 500 boxes of cookies soI think she has more than done her part for the cause! It will be niceto see more of both Robyn and Lorna again now that they won't berushing off all the time to man a cookie booth.<br></p><p>That's about if for now, and given the meds really are making mesleepy I'll close this posting. <br></p><p>As a footnote, you may have noticed that a few days ago I archivedall of the remaining 2007 entries from this page. They are all stillavailable in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html">archive</a>.]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 11:09:39 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000062</guid></item> <item><title>No Jack that is not how you make a wireless mouse!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Feb-18-a</link><description><![CDATA[This weekend I heard my wife call from the other room to see if Icould figure out what was wrong with the mouse on the new computer (itturns out she already knew what was wrong but wanted me to see firsthand!). My six year old son had been sitting by the computer and hadfound a pair of scissors lying nearby and for reasons known only to himhad decided he wanted to turn the corded mouse into a wireless mouse.When I got there I found, to admittedly a mix of horror and, yes,amusement, that he had cut the mouse completely off it's cord using theaforementioned scissors! For those who may be wondering this does notturn a corded mouse into a wireless mouse - so don't bother trying it!Note to self, do not leave Jack and scissors alone EVER ! I went off tothe local Wal-Mart and bought the cheapest replacement mouse I couldfind and he has promised never to do it again (of course he actuallyswears it was an accident and not on purpose this last time!).<br></p><p>On Friday evening the kids were invited to an indoor skating partyso I broke the roller blades out of retirement and decided to have a gotoo. When I lived in Florida I was a mad keen in-line skater but sincemoving to Texas (which is not flat like Florida) I have not skated somuch. That said it all came back to me pretty quickly and while Ididn't push myself very hard it was fun to skate with the kids and alsoto find another way to start getting a bit more exercise. Meanwhile,the weather here this weekend was a real mixed bag. A front camethrough on Saturday and it rained and stormed all day. Meanwhile, onSunday it was a gorgeous blue-sky day with temperatures right around 70degrees Fahrenheit. This is not unusual for this part of Texas as weget close to Spring. Luckily, both Robyn and I got to play our soccergames as hers was indoors on Saturday and mine was outdoors on Sunday.I played in goal this weekend (my usual position). My family came towatch which was great and the kids had fun playing outside and burringoff some steam. I could tell I was a little timid in goal, my wife toldme she could see a difference too (those who know me might find thathard to believe as after all you do have to be a little crazy to playin goal as they say). Hopefully as I get a few more matches under mybelt both my confidence and my energy level will return. Despite myfeeling a little sub-par my team won handily as we have an extremelygood set of on-field players in front of me this season - thanks guysfor carrying me! <br></p><p>On Saturday morning I went over to some other English friends for awonderful, full English, cooked breakfast to watch the Man Utd. vsArsenal FA cup match live on the BBC. I am ashamed of the way myArsenal approached the match and the 4-0 thrashing they endured was nomore than they deserved for the "we don't care" way they seemed toapproach the game. It seems that with all of the money tied up thesedays in the Champions League and the Premiership that a lot of clubsare not taking the FA Cup seriously. This really breaks my heart, aswhen I was a boy growing up, the FA Cup was the competition everyonewanted to win and I used to love getting up early every year to watchall of the festivities leading up to the FA Cup final, played each yearat Wembley Stadium in May. As far as I can tell the FA Cup has lost itsmagic and a whole generation has grown up since I left the UK not ableto enjoy the passion and excitement that we all felt watching thematches - if this is progress you can keep it!<br></p><p>On Sunday evening we went to one of my Sister's-in-law for dinnerand they surprised me by throwing a little "half way through chemo"party - which included my own personal and extremely delicious carotcake. This was really nice of them and it did help lift my spiritswhich have been down a little lately purely because the fatigue seemsto be getting more prolonged each week. To be fair, the oncologist hadwarned me that this was likely.</p><p>This week is going to be busy both at work and in the evenings afterwork. Both my son and daughter have their first practices of the newoutdoor soccer season and as coach of Jack's team and co-coach ofRobyn's I am going to be busy. The good news is that this weekend seesthe end of the Girl Scout cookie selling season so I will be seeing alot more of my wife and daughter!</p><p>Today is President's Day here in the U.S.A and while I am not offwork a lot of people are. My e-mail in-box has been noticeably quiterthan average today and I am ok with that.<br></p><p>So that's about all the news for now, wherever you are reading thisI hope you have a safe and pleasant week.]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 18 Feb 2008 17:18:15 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000061</guid></item> <item><title>End of round six</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Feb-13-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>I just got back from the oncologist again which marks the end ofround six. So I am halfway there! May 5th still seems like a long wayoff but at least it's downhill to the finish line from here on. Thefatigue has already started to hit me but other than that this roundseems to be progressing much like all those that have gone before. Idon't have much other news today so I'll keep this posting brief.Thanks as always for all the messages of support in the<a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> andelsewhere that I keep receiving and very much appreciate.<br>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 13 Feb 2008 14:26:34 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000060</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round six</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Feb-11-a</link><description><![CDATA[The weather in Texas this weekend was truly beautiful. While much ofthe country is still fully in the grips of some severe Winter weather,we were able to enjoy clear blue skies, cool breezes and temperaturesin the mid 70's Fahrenheit. On Sunday I played soccer again. This timefor my outdoor 7-a-side team. It was a great day to be outdoors and Icame through the game fine (albeit still lacking in stamina). I feel alot better for having had some exercise and also having spent some time"with the guys" again. The kids soccer teams (both of which I helpcoach) will also both be starting up again for the Spring season inanother week from now. So I am going to be busy weatherpermitting. It gets really hot here in the Summer but I don't mind thatand I love how moderate the Winter weather generally is which allows usto start doing a lot of outdoor activities quite early in the year. Wehave not even had the usual ice storm or two this Winter, which,admitedly is unusual. The forecast shows that we will have a lot ofdays of 70 degrees or higher over the next ten days. So it would seemthat Winter may be winding down already forthose of us that live in this part of the World.</p><p>Today, I am back at the oncologist to begin chemotherapy round sixof my twelve planned rounds. So by the end of this week we will be halfway there - yippee !! <br></p><p>I'll keep this posting short as the meds they just gave me aremaking me sleepy!]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:39:38 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000059</guid></item> <item><title>FOLFOX (Chemotherapy) side effects</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Feb-04-a</link><description><![CDATA[One of the reasons I decided to be very open about my coloncancer diagnosis and treatment plan here on this site (starting withthe <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-10-a">October 10th</a> posting) was of courseto keep my many friends and relatives around the World updated as to myprogress and in return I have been extremely grateful with all of thesupport and encouragement I have received. However, I had a secondarygoal ,which was to share with others who may be faced with a similardiagnosis some of my own personal experiences and perhaps in some smallway to help them also by allowing them to compare their notes withmine. I was looking at the statistics that my web hosting company keepsfor me this weekend and noticed that a lot of the traffic coming tothis site is as a result of people doing cancer treatment relatedGoogle searches. In particular I seem to have a lot of people lookingfor others sharing insight into the side effects of the FOLFOXchemotherapy. With the caveat up front that all chemotherapy treatmentsare tailored to the individual patient and that the medicines used varydepending upon the type of cancer being treated I decided I would makea dedicated posting here discussing the side effects that I amexperiencing now that I have been on the FOLFOX regimen for 5 cycles(of a planned, 12 cycle, one week on, one week off, program). Idescribed the specific medicines that I am receiving in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-02-a">January 2nd</a> entry so I will not repeat thathere.<br></p><p>Every time I visit the oncologist, which for me is at least once aweek, they run down a list of possible side effects and ask me if I amgetting any of them. I decided I would try and replicate that list hereand share my current view of which ones I am seeing and which I am not(there's not a lot to be squeamish about here but if medical stuff isnot your cup of tea, skip to the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html#skip-table">last paragraph</a>of this entry now).<br></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">UPDATE:</span> I updated this entry on January 5<sup>th</sup> 2008 as I realized I had left fatigue, probably my biggest symptom, out of the original list below:<br><table style="text-align: left; width: 75%; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2"> <tbody> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Fatigue</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">About two or three days aftereach chemo cycle I get hit with fairly severe fatigue that usuallylasts about two or three days. So, as I typically do my chemo onMonday/Tuesday/Wednesday I usually find myself getting very tired bymid afternoon of each of the following few days. Usually by the SundayI am back to normal again. The only way I know to deal with it is takea sleeping tablet or a Xanax as needed and go to bed and sleep it off.I rarely make it past 7pm before "crashing" on these days.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top; text-align: left; font-weight: bold; width: 30%;">Hairloss</td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">With this chemo there is notsupposed to be much hair loss if any. I am maybe seeing minimalthinning of my head hair but basically I am notexperiencing any hair loss so far and in fact I need a haircut rightnow.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Nausea</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">I have had minimal nausea. Theworst was the first week. I have not even come close to vomiting.I havetwo different prescriptions for nausea but I don't find myself needingto use them too often and then only the weaker of the two.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Diarrehea</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">This one I am experiencing.Sometimes it can get pretty rough but there are medicines like Limotilthat can be prescribed (as was done for me) that really help. I alsofind eating lots of yogurt really helps too.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Eyesight</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Apparently the meds can cause ahardening of the cornea which can effect eyesight. Even with my newglasses, in less than very bright light, I am noticing some problemsreading books for more than a few pages at a time.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Bruising</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">I have not experienced anybruising but I do notice that on a few days right after chemotreatments that some parts of my body, often large muscles, are a bitmore tender than normal if I bump into things.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Heartburn</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">Heartburn has been fairlycommon. Generally I find a few "Tums" or equivalent antacid tabletstake care of it.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Sensitivityto cold</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">This one was the biggestsurprise. One of the three medicines, the <a href="http://www.cancerhelp.org.uk/help/default.asp?page=4184">Oxaliplatin,</a> effects the nervous system and has had a lot of odd side effects. Thegood news is that this drug is credited with a lot of the recentsuccesses in treating colon cancer and also it's worse effects wear offa few days after each chemo cycle. Fundamentally it makes me incrediblysensitive to cold. Both food and drink and also to things that Itouch I learned early on to only drink warm (or at least roomtemperature) drinks for the first few days of each cycle. Drinking coldliquid leaves me feeling as if my throat were swollen - trust me onthis one, it's a very odd feeling. I also find it hard to hold on toanything cold (say a pot of ice cream from the freezer) and I never putmy hands into cold water.The oxaliplatin also causes my jaw muscles tohurt (quite severely) from time to time a lot like I imagine TMJ painwould be.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Mouthsores</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">They always ask me about thisone but so far I have only had one and I am not convinced the chemocaused it (I think I may have burned my mouth on hot food). Either waytheir are good meds to nip this one in the bud if you experience them.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Rashesand/or breaking out</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">From time to time I haveexperienced something like being a teenager again in terms of my skinbut generally it has not been that bad and it seems to always clearitself up pretty fast.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Bleeding</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">I have had no abnormal bleedingthus far.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Shaking</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">From time to time I haveexperienced some shaking in my hands but as I type this I am actuallyback to normal again - it seems to come and go.<br> </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Pain</span><br> </td> <td style="vertical-align: top;">I have not experienced anyunusual pain that could be attributed to the chemo.<br> </td> </tr> </tbody></table><p><br><a name="skip-table"></a>So there you have it. That's my summary ofwhat five cycles of FOLFOX has done to me. I hope those of you that gothere by way of a Google search found this useful. If things change overthe next seven rounds I will post an updated version of this table. <br></p><p>As always thanks to everyone for their support and especially forall of the birthday wishes I received over the past few days. I had avery nice birthday on Friday. The Wife and kids took me out with somegood friends to the local Tokyo Steak house and a good time was had byall. On Saturday I was pretty tired but my energy came back in time toenjoy the Superbowl on Sunday.<br></p><p>Finally, if you are reading this as a fellow patient I wish you allthe best towards a cure. <br>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 5 Feb 2008 14:02:07 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000058</guid></item> <item><title>End of round five</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-31-a</link><description><![CDATA[Five down, seven to go. Thankfully so far this round the sideeffects have been a lot less. Maybe I am adjusting finally or maybe Iam just lucky this go around. Either way I am not complaining. Tomorrowis my birthday as I mentioned in my prior post. Maybe I'll get tocelebrate on the actual day after all! I'm looking forward to theweekend, especially the Superbowl of course and my usual fix of soccerfrom the UK. I managed to catch the Arsenal vs Newcastle match on TVhere earlier this week, now if only Man Utd. would lose a couple ofmatches life would be almost perfect on the soccer front! It'sGirl Scout Cookie season here in Texas for the next few weeks whichmeans Robyn and Lorna have been off sitting outside various stores andother venues trying to sell cookies to the passers buy to raise fundsfor their troop. The weather here has been a real mixed bag lately withtemperatures all over the map (70's F one day 30's the next) so Ireally feel for them sitting out there trying to sell the cookies. Atleast I think when people see a bunch of cute girl scouts out in thefreezing cold they make a few sympathy purchases. Meanwhile I thinkJack and I have the better end of the deal. We sit at home and playvideo games or watch TV while the ladies are off freezing!<br></p><p>I don't have a lot of other news to share today other than I amtrying to work a full day today which is keeping me busy so I'll keepthis update brief.]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:28:49 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000057</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round five</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[I would be lying if I said I was not dreading the coming week tosome degree. I have really enjoyed how "normal" and productive I havebeen the last several days (the effects of round four having worn off).I have likewise started to hate the way I feel during the chemo weeks.However, as my daughter reminded me this evening, it's for a goodreason. Talking of my daughter, today I really enjoyed coaching herindoor soccer team. All six girls played their socks off and we came out on top 8 - 5 in a very exciting match. <br></p><p>Tomorrow (Monday) chemo round five begins. If the last round isanything to go by, it will probably Saturday or Sunday before theeffects ware off. The really sad part is that this coming Friday is mybirthday and I don't think I'll be up to much celebrating. I promisedthe kids we'd go out for a fun dinner but just a few days late. Theyseem OK with that. At least I should be able to enjoy the Superbowl onSunday.<br></p><p>Anyway, life goes on and I'll just have to tough it out again thisgo around as I have done in the prior four. The good news is that weare getting close to halfway through the planned twelve rounds. As I have said many times before, I really appreciate that so many ofyou are keeping in touch by IM, e-mail, phone or the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> to offer support. It really doeshelp and I really appreciate it.<br></p><p>I'll post again soon.]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2008 22:05:14 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000056</guid></item> <item><title>A productive "off week"</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-24-a</link><description><![CDATA[This week is an "off" week for me, meaning no chemo treatments, my head is clear, my energy level is high and as a result I always try and get a lot done. I have caught up well on the work front this week, in fact I have my business in-box down to just seven e-mails still requiring my attention. I have also been trying to work through my to-do list at home (which has been growing longer and longer lately as I only have so many days a month when I actually feel like trying to shorten it). One of the focus items this week has been dead light bulbs. I cannot believe how many light bulbs seem to need replacing (I think it's a conspiracy but I haven't figured out how they are doing it yet, but when one goes, boy the others seem to love to go too!). I have also been spending some time doing some much needed software upgrades to the (way too many) computers we have scattered about the house. Sadly, the new Vista PC we bought the kids for Christmas continues to cause me grief. It has crashed more times than I can remember since we first set it up on Christmas Day and even basic tasks like copying files over my network have caused it to hang up so hard that I need to hit the power switch to recover. This week I decided to install my version of Quicken 2005 on it (big mistake). After two hours and many Google searches I finally found the magic spells needed to get it working but boy oh boy what an ugly experience that was. I think it's finally time to just take that machine back to XP for a while - at least that way the kids can play their games, which is, after all, why I bought the thing in the first place. Worse yet, my new toy (the Mac Book Pro) had its first fatal crash this week. Nasty one too. For the technologically curious it took a Kernel exception, crashed hard and after rebooting phoned home to tell Apple all about its problems. I'm not sure what caused the crash either. I had left the machine unplugged from the power and in sleep mode on the coffee table (but I know the battery was almost full). Before opening the lid I plugged it in to the power and the minute I did that it woke up all by itself, spun up it's disk, displayed the password prompt and before I could do anything crashed. Odd indeed. I'm actually wondering if I had a power spike. From now on I will plug the power cord into the wall with the other end of the cable disconnected from the Mac and then connect the power cable to the Mac just to be safe. Up to this point, I was starting to think I finally had a machine that never crashed. Oh well, I have used it a lot and have not rebooted it much so maybe I was asking for it but I guess we'll see if this was a fluke or an indication of some other problem over time. Overall I am still more than happy with the Mac.<br> </p> <p>My other big news this week is that, for the first time since September last year, on Tuesday night, I played soccer. Now I don't want people to get excited thinking I am pushing myself too hard and I certainly took it very easy first time out. I asked my doctor if it would be OK to try and in fact he supported the idea saying some increased activity would be good for me and he re-assured me that my chemo port was unbreakable (now that sounds like a challenge if ever I heard one!). So this week I decided to have a go at playing for one of the three teams I belong to. This particular one is a co-ed team that plays in a very friendly (read not overly competitive but fun) 6-a-side indoor league. The matches are 40 minutes long divided into two 20 minute halves. It's a fast moving format but players can sub in and out at any time. Over the course of the whole match I doubt if I played for more than a total of 15 minutes but it was great to "have a go". My stamina was very low but at least this time it's as much due to lack of fitness than it is oxygen in the blood. My oncologist did warn me that I will still be lacking for energy for quite some time and he was right but I really enjoyed seeing my teammates again and doing something a little more energetic than walking. To be honest, if you had told me back in October that I would be able to play ever again, yet alone in mid-January, I am not sure I would have believed you. So, while I did not contribute very much to the team and I am certainly not going to push myself too hard, I at least feel like a very important part of my life (playing sport) is coming back to me and for that I am extremely grateful. Now if only my energy level would come back enough to give me the confidence to go and tidy up the disaster area that is our garage. Oh well, baby steps!!]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 09:42:26 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000055</guid></item> <item><title>End of round four</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-20-a</link><description><![CDATA[It seems each round has taken a little more out of me than the priorone. Today (Sunday) my head finally feels clear and the fatigue thatseems to start almost immediately the chemo cycle starts has finallyleft me again - what a relief. I should now get a few days where I feelas close to normal as normal gets at present. On Friday I went into theoffice for the first time since before my surgery back in October.Several of my colleagues were in town for a meeting and I was reallykeen to see everyone. I have to say that making it through the day wasa struggle for me but it was great to see everyone. Yesterday(Saturday) I managed to struggle through watching my daughter's indoorsoccer game but I was very grateful that some of the other parents wereon hand to coach the team as I was just not up to it this week. By 7pmI was worn out and collapsed into bed. This morning, thankfully I wokeup feeling a lot better. Hopefully, then, this coming week will be abetter one and I will be able to get a lot done both at work and athome before the next round starts on January 28<sup>th</sup>. Today I am having a lazy, domestic day. I got some housework done andpaid the bills this morning while watching the English Premier League(Man City vs West Ham) on TV. This afternoon I am "vegging" on thecouch watching the NFL playoffs and trying to get some reading done.The latter is still a big challenge for me as the chemo has very muchaffected my eyesight as I have mentioned before. My oncologist assuresme this is a temporary state resulting from a hardening of the corneacaused my the chemo meds. Lorna and Robyn are off selling Girl ScoutCookies (yes it's that time of year again!). Jack is off being Jack(which right now means he is locked in combat with Mario, Luigi andother of his best Game Cube friends). So other than that, it'spretty quiet around here, which is fine by me. I hope you are allhaving an enjoyable weekend.]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 20 Jan 2008 15:41:36 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000054</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round four</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-14-a</link><description><![CDATA[Due to the fact that my last round only ended on January 4th (because of the New Year's day holiday) I have had a few less days to recover than normal between rounds. Suffice to say, I felt pretty good this weekend and was really not looking forward to going in this morning knowing that the side effects would all start coming back by this evening (which they indeed have as I type this). My visit today began at 11:15am and after the usual vital signs and weight checks we spent about 30 minutes talking with the Oncologist to take stock of where we are now that we are almost a third of the way into the treatment program. He is basically very happy with my progress. My haemoglobin count continues to rise and is now teasingly close to the normal range. Lorna came with me today and she asked more questions than I did (I tend to not like questions as they usually result in answers - and answers can be either good or bad!). Today the answers were all very good. We discussed a lot of statistics and probabilities and the like but the bottom line is that right now I am doing about as well as can be expected and no one can predict the future but the treatment is giving me the best possible chance of having one! I also learned a lot about microscopic cancer cells and the difference in resolution between a CT scan and a PET scan. If you are interested in more details of that I'll leave it as a Google exercise. My treatment ended around 3L:15pm but they were kind enough to let me hang out there for another couple of hours so I could finish my e-mail and wait for Lorna (who left mid afternoon) to return and pick me up. I don't like driving on chemo day one in particular as some of the meds they pump into me make me quite dopey (yes, more so than usual!). So anyway, here I am again, 9:23pm, just me and my portable chemo pump blogging away together as we get into round four.<br> </p> <p>The oncologist was packed today. In fact, when I arrived, I got the last remaining empty chair, which as luck would have it was at the far end of the room in a quiet corner. This was handy as for the first time I had planned to do some work phone calls from there today (with a headset and a quiet voice of course - I cannot stand overhearing people yelling to their colleagues on cell phones in planes and such places so when I absolutely have to take a call in public I always try and be as unobtrusive as possible). So basically I worked a full day today, in fact I have reached the point where I can pretty much ignore everything going on around me and to me and just work (or sometimes play) during the visits and I find that helps the time pass a lot faster. <br> </p> <p>So tomorrow I go back for day two of this round. I need to get there before the pump runs out which should be around 1:15pm (it needs to run for 22 hours before they can start their next drug set). The day two visits hopefully end up being about three hours. Hopefully tomorrow will keep to that pattern.<br> </p> <p>As a side note I have heard from three people who went to have colonoscopies done having read my blog here and in each case the doctor found treatable pre-cncerous polyps. So if nothing else, by being fairly open about what happened to me I have in some small way helped influence the lives of a few others in a positive way. For that I am very grateful. Once again we see the power of the Web when used sensibly.<br> </p> <p>Depending on the side effects, I'll try and post again tomorrow, but if it's like last round, I may be off the air for a day or too. Right now I am going to go and watch the second episode of the new Terminator series on TV ("<a href="http://www.fox.com/terminator/">The Sarah Conner Chronicles</a>") which the DVR hopefully recorded earlier. Episode one was yesterday and I really enjoyed it. A much better sequel than the recent attempt at resurrecting the Bionic Woman in my humble opinion.<br> </p> <p>So that's the update for now. As always thanks for all the support in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> and elsewhere. Despite the fact that things (touch wood) seem to be going well for now I still really appreciate all of the support at what remains a very nervous time for us. ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:51:47 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000053</guid></item> <item><title>Friday update</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-11-a</link><description><![CDATA[This has been a busy week work wise but with the kids back at school (and the house quiet) I have managed to get a lot done. These days I work predominantly from home (and a lot of that time it seems I spend on the phone) but next week I am actually planning to go in to the "real" office for a couple of days towards the end of the week. This will be the first time back in the office since before my surgery so it will be great to see a lot of my friends and colleagues "in the flesh" again. Before that I have to get through chemo round four which starts on Monday at 11:15am. As of course is always the case (or so it seems) I am finally feeling "normal" again just in time to get my next "cocktail" dose on Monday! <br> </p> <p>While talking of work, I have also started posting to the <a href="http://www.ibm.com/developerworks/blogs/page/KRL">work blog</a> again finally after many months of almost total silence. I tend to post items on the work blog that are more technical in nature and discuss things I am doing on the work front. Consequently those entries are not of as much interest to everyone that comes here to this site. If you do check out the work blog you will notice I have been experimenting with <a href="http://www.facebook.com/">Facebook</a> quite a bit. Thank you everyone that sent me friendship invites recently during my post-surgery recovery period. I think I have now accepted them all and have started sending out additional requests of my own. <br> </p> <p>I'm continuing to really enjoy the Mac Book Pro. I'm planning on taking it with me to the chemo office for the first time on Monday as I now have enough applications, music and other goodies loaded on to it that it should prove to be an able companion for the planned five hours I will be "in the chair". I also ordered (and just received) an Apple Bluetooth keyboard so that I can plug the Mac into the 42inch wide screen HDTV that we have the Wii plugged into and use it from the couch. This should be very cool (as long as the kids ever let me have the TV that is).</p> <p>If you follow my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">Books and Magazines</a> section you will know that I finally finished reading Harry Turtledove's <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Colonization: Second Contact</span> this week. This was a another good book in the multi-book series that I am working my way through. It has taken me several months to finish it. My reading speed has slowed down a lot in recent months with everything I have going on but it has been made significantly worse by the fact that the chemo seems to have negatively affected my eyesight to the point where my eyes get very tired after reading just a few pages. Thankfully, I just called the eye doctor and after almost a month of waiting (the frames I picked were back ordered it turns out) my new glasses are ready. I am really hoping they help as I am struggling even working here at the computer all day yet alone reading books in the evening.<br> </p> <p>By the way, for those of you that like to keep up with the kids, I just posted three photos taken on Christmas Day to the Family Photo Journal over in the Family & Friends section.<br> </p> <p>That's about it for now then. I'm glad the work week is almost over. I plan to try and enjoy the weekend and eat and drink all the things that I know I won't feel like eating and drinking next week in vast quantities over the next two days! This weekend the weather is supposed to be superb here so I am planning to try and divide my time between playing with the kids outside and watching the English Premier League and the NFL playoffs inside. I'll need to get up fairly early tomorrow (for a Saturday that is) as the Arsenal vs Birmingham match starts on TV here at 9am I think. I hope everyone has a pleasant and restful weekend. ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 14:12:58 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000052</guid></item> <item><title>Back to school and back to normal</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-08-a</link><description><![CDATA[The kids went back to school today. I think we were all ready. I know I was. Yesterday (Monday) was a bonus day off due to teacher training. We had the hardest time getting them to go to sleep last night and as a result we had two little "growly bear cubs" to wake up this morning. After we got them bundled off and on their way Lorna and I went to visit the oncologist so they could give me a nice big dose of iron and an few other things and I must confess that I am feeling much more my old self again this afternoon. The "fog of war" one gets into from all the chemo meds has finally worn off again for another round. After school Lorna took Jack to the park to let off some steam but he was still being growly. At one point he apparently got so mad that he told her "fine I'm just going to drop my pants then" , and he did. Hmm, I don't think that would work as well in the business environment - but you never know! Could be an ice breaker in an already ugly meeting! Yesterday Lorna and Robyn went up to Dallas for the day so that Robyn could visit the huge (two storey) <a href="http://www.americangirl.com/">American Girl</a> shop they have there. As a typical male this is all alien to me but apparently this type of quest is quite the thing to do these days. Suffice to say we have a new addition to the family as of last night. Complete with matching outfits of course and accessories. Oh well that takes care of the Santa money for another year! Robyn is already working on me to fly her to LA so she can visit the (even bigger) Beverley Hills store! Oh and in case you were wondering about the Central Texas weather, it's like Spring here this week. A few showers, lots of sunshine and temperatures in the 70's Fahrenheit - gorgeous.Apart from the time I needed to take to go get "infused" this morning I managed to work a full day today and in general (for a day or two at least), things are back to normal. </p> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 8 Jan 2008 17:10:23 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000051</guid></item> <item><title>End of round three - well almost</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-07-a</link><description><![CDATA[I finished the treatments for this round last Friday but even today (Monday) the side effects are still hanging around a bit more severely than it seems they did for either of the prior two rounds. Consequently I haven't felt like posting here for a few days and I had a very low key weekend. Hopefully by tomorrow I'll be more back to normal again. Unfortunately due to the schedule being a little out of routine, due to the New Year break, I have to start round four in just a few days time (on the 14th). I'll hopefully be back in a day or two with a longer update. I hope that all of you are off to a more pleasant start to the year. ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 7 Jan 2008 14:57:31 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000050</guid></item> <item><title>Chemo round 3</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2008-Jan-02-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Having enjoyed a nice eleven day break since my last chemo roundfinished, I had to get up bright and early today to get to theoncologist's office by 8:30am to begin round three. I was there a totalof almost five hours this time and the office was very busy as usual.The first day of each round is always the longest as they run bloodtests on me and have to wait for the results before they can commencegiving me the actual chemo meds. The good news there is that myhaemoglobin level is significantly up from where it was pre-surgery andis continuing to rise. As a result I am much less anemic now than I wastwo months ago which really helps my energy level among otherthings. The oncologist has been giving me massive amounts ofintravenous iron which is definitely helping bring the number up. Aswell as the iron, they also give me a fairly broad range of additionalmedicines on day one, which naturally makes the visit take longer.These are mainly to help prevent major side effects from or reactionsto the chemo meds and the iron. Hopefully tomorrow I will onlyhave to be there for about three hours. One of the meds they gave metoday is an intravenous anti nausea drug, that I had not had before,and has the instant effect that about three glasses of red wine wouldhave. As a result, it's actually quite easy to relax during the day onevisits!! All the medicines go into a "main line" vein via my <a href="http://www.bardaccess.com/port-powerport.php">power port</a>which means they go straight to the heart (do not pass go, do notcollect $200) and shortly thereafter reach all other parts of the bodyincluding the brain!. There is a good photo <a href="http://portadvantage.com/patient/about_implanted_ports.html">here</a>of how these ports work although the device type shown is not the sameas the one I have everything else is the same in terms of placement etc.<br></p><p>Thankfully the wireless network was performing well (as usual) todayand I was able to get a lot of e-mail and other work done while theyworked on me (despite being mildly drunk!) and to be honest the timewent by quite quickly. If my wife or my boss are reading this,don't worry I didn't sign any important papers or other documents while"under the influence" !! Unfortunately, as I have mentioned before, thetreatment does not stop when I leave the office. In fact the infusionprocess runs almost non stop for 48 hours. I am sitting here at home onthe couch (yes watching more English football) as I type this with my"take home" battery powered pump buzzing away next to me giving meregular doses of the <a href="http://www.cancerhelp.org.uk/help/default.asp?page=4007">Fluorouracil</a>(commonly known as 5FU) medicine. It even comes with its own (not verystylish) shoulder bag. I think there is money to be made for someonehere who designs a trendy bag that turns this thing into a bit more ofa fashion accessory!<br></p><p>The other of the two specifc chemo drugs that I get on a "day one"visit is called <a href="http://www.cancerhelp.org.uk/help/default.asp?page=4184">Oxaliplatin(OX)</a> It is the one that I find has the weirdest side effects.It messes up the nervous system to the extent that I become verysensitive to the touch for anything cold. So much so, in fact, that if I put my hand in cold water (as I did without thinking, to fishsome leaves out of our pool during round two) it feels like I have hada significant electric shock followed by prolonged tingling inthe fingers. I also find it close to impossible to swallow any colddrinks for several days after getting a dose of "<a href="http://www.cancerhelp.org.uk/help/default.asp?page=4184">OX</a>".It's a good thing that English beer can be drunk and enjoyed at closeto room temperature :-)<br></p><p>I received several e-mails today, from m any parts of theWorld, wishing me all the best for round three. I reallyappreciate the fact that so many of you are keeping up with my scheduleand are continuing to send me messages of support and encouragement.Lorna and I also really look forward to checking the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> every evening for new messagesand we often also go back and re-read the prior entries. <br></p><p>Tomorrow I don't have quite such an early start. The portable chemopump needs to run for 22 hours before they start "day 2" in the office.I think that means I need to be there at around 11am or so.<br></p><p>So that's the update for today. I'll post again soon. On the brightside, after this round I will be 25% of the way through the treatments. ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 2 Jan 2008 20:55:01 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000049</guid></item> <item><title>A lot to be thankful for</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-31-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>About this time of the year I like to reflect upon all of the thingsthat I have to be thankful for. I suppose I could be forgiven forlooking at 2007 as a year to rapidly forget. On the contrary, despiteall of the medical issues that I have had to face up to, I truly dohave a lot to be thankful for and also have many fond memories to lookback on from the year. Among the highlights were being with my familyto watch the space shuttle Atlantis launch from the Cape back in Juneand taking my nine year old daughter to her first rock concert. I tookher to see Rush (one of my long time favourite bands) and she loved it.We also got to enjoy our new swimming pool for the first time and Itraveled a lot less than usual and as a result got to spend a lot moretime with the wife and kids. Lorna and I did some fun things too,including a weekend break to Houston to watch the Astros play which wasa lot of fun. So all in all we had a lot of fun in 2007. When Octoberarrived and I was diagnosed with cancer, I will admit that I did for awhile fall into a brief pit of self pity. However, due to the amazingsupport of my wife, other family members and all of my friends aroundthe World I was able to (for the most part) rebound and keep my spiritsup. I am truly thankful that my family doctor was on the ball andcaught the cancer at what we hope was a fairly early stage. I am alsoextremely thankful that we found such a skilled surgeon to operate onme and that the surgery went by without major incident. I am alsograteful to all of the nurses and other staff at the Seton MedicalCenter in Austin for the care and professionalism they showed me duringmy time as their "guest". I am also more thankful than simple words cantruly express, for all of the e-mails, other messages of support,gifts, cards and deliveries of food that arrived (and continue toarrive). In times of crisis you really do need your friends and youhave all been amazing. Thank you all so much. So as we head into2008 I have regained much of my optimism and am looking forward towhatever the year brings. I still have some unknowns in my future, buthey, which of us doesn't? I also know that I am not alone inhaving had to face up to some severe personal challenges in 2007.Several of my very good friends have lost loved ones or had to face upto their own medical challenges. All of you remain in my thoughts andprayers. I pray that you each find strength and happiness in 2008.<br></p><p>Wherever you are reading this, I hope that 2008 is full of goodthings for you.<br></p><p>Happy New Year!<br>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 31 Dec 2007 15:57:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000048</guid></item> <item><title>Enjoying a few days off</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-29-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>As well as having some time off work to spend with the family overthe last week or so, which has been great, I have also enjoyed having ablock of days with no chemo treatments. I have had a lot of sideeffects from the previous two treatments so I really need this time torecover from those. My next round starts next week on January 2<sup>nd</sup>so I am trying to make the most of the time between Christmas and theNew Year. On "Boxing Day" (December 26th) I spent a lot of time infront of the TV watching the English Premier League<big> <small>beforeI had to go see the oncologist for my "off week" checkup/iron infusionvisit. </small></big>. As many of you know I am a huge Arsenal fan andthe match between Portsmouth and Arsenal was one of the many I enjoyedwatching (despite the Arsenal performance being extremely flat). Of thematches I watched, the game of the day had to be the 4-4 draw betweenAston Villa and Chelsea. We are fortunate here in the US these daysthat the Premier League gets a lot of TV coverage so I am able to keepup really well with the matches. In fact, as I type this I am watchingChelsea play Newcastle live on the TV and after this match is over theArsenal/Everton match is on so I guess I'll be glued to the TV for afew more hours yet.<br><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br><br>A couple of nights ago our kids had a sleep over with some of theircousins and Lorna and I were able to go to a movie. We have not reallymanaged to have a "date night" since my surgery so this was a realtreat. There are currently several movies on that we would like to seebut in the end we chose <a href="http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/nationaltreasure/">NationalTreasure: Book of Secrets</a> and we both really enjoyed it<br></p><p>I have also been trying to get back into my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading</a>again. I still haven't finished any of the books that I started beforemy surgery back in October. This has nothing to do with the quality ofthe books, however. It's more a case of I have had trouble relaxingenough to read and lately the chemo seems to have negatively affectedmy eyesight such that my eyes get tired after just a few pages.Thankfully I just had my annual eye exam and my new glasses should beready next week.<br></p><p>Given I still get tired pretty easily, I have had to spend a fairbit of time stuck on the couch resting. Consequently I have finallymanaged to spend quite a bit of time playing with the new Mac Book Prolaptop. I remain really impressed with this machine. The operatingsystem and all of the preloaded applications seem really well done. I'mplanning to start maintaining this web site using the Mac fairly soon.The only complaint I have is that the iWeb program that came with themachine (as far as I can tell) can only be used to create new web sitesand not to edit/manage existing ones - so this for me is not veryuseful. While talking about computers, we bought the kids a new PC forChristmas, primarily to stop them destroying the machine in the officehere at the house (which is the only one we had previously that couldrun their favourite games). The machine we got them came preloaded withWindows Vista. Sadly, of the three games I have tried to install sofar, not one of them has worked. They all worked fine on the othermachine, which is running Windows XP. So I'll either be puttingXP on the new machine this weekend, or I'll end up giving them my homeoffice machine and putting the new machine in there. <br></p><p>As my friends outside the US may not realise, this is a big timehere in the US for collegiate football. There are seemingly endless"bowl" games on TV between Chritmas Eve and New Years Day. This year,our local team, the University of Texas Longhorns were in the HolidayBowl, played in San Diego a couple of nights ago. They were notexpected to win but in fact did win and convincingly so (52 - 34) overArizona State. Lorna and I enjoyed watching the game on TV. After anaverage season by their standards, it was nice to see Texas end theseason in style.<br></p><p>Later today (if he ever wakes up!) I promised Jack we would put hisnew Hotwheels track together. I'm not sure which of us is lookingforward to it more. After that I have to help Robyn download some moremusic into the new iPod that she got for Christmas. In fact Lorna andRobyn both got new iPods so I think I am going to be busy loading upiTunes with large chunks of our CD collection over the next few days.<br></p><p>That's about it for now. I hope you are all enjoying the holidayseason as much as we are.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 29 Dec 2007 10:56:42 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000047</guid></item> <item><title>Merry Christmas!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-25-a</link><description><![CDATA[The kids were up before the Sun at about 7:30am this morning and I guess once again they managed to keep off the naughty list as Santa appears to have been very good to them. The living room floor is covered in new games, toys and debris! I must admit I really enjoyed watching them have fun and go nuts ripping into packages this morning. We just had breakfast and are now taking a few minutes to catch our breath while the kids play with their loot before worrying about the next round of activities!<br> <p>To all my friends and family around the World who celebrate Christmas I wish you a very special "Merry Christmas" and to all my friends who celebrate other holidays I wish you likewise nothing but good things at this festive time of the year. All of you have done so much to support me these past few months for which I am extremely grateful. In spite of the tough things we have endured recently I am constantly reminded of the all the good things in the World that I need to be so very thankful for.<br> </p> <p>From me and my family to you and yours, I wish you peace and joy.]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 25 Dec 2007 10:15:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000046</guid></item> <item><title>End of round two</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-21-a</link><description><![CDATA[I finished my second (of the 12 planned) chemo rounds this week. So far the side effects are much the same as last time but I have been a bit more proactive with the medicines that help fight the side effects and also got a few good suggestions from my oncologist which have helped. So far, overall, I think I am coping a little better this time than the first. The oncologist hopes this trend will continue. We are trying to have as normal a Christmas as possible and the focus now is on all of those last minute (non medical) items that go with the season While I have a checkup visit next week I have no more chemo sessions until January so this will help me enjoy the break a whole lot more. As I said we have a lot to do here, so I will be brief today but wanted to post something as many of you have been asking after me (as always thanks for all the support and messages in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a>).<br> </p> <p>I hope wherever you are reading this you have a very safe and enjoyable holiday season.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 21 Dec 2007 09:28:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000045</guid></item> <item><title>Jack turns 6</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">family</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-17-a</link><description><![CDATA[ I'm actually sitting in the oncologist's office beginning round two ofmy chemo treatments as I type this, but I wanted to make a postingtoday that is not about me for a change! Today, is my son Jack'sbirthday and he is turning six (where did the time go, they grow sofast). He went off to school very excited this morning with a plate ofcookies that Lorna made for him to share with his class mates and heseemed to be really enjoying being the centre of attention. On Saturdaywe held his birthday party at a local place called <a href="http://www.pumpitupparty.com/">Pump it Up</a> where the kids getto bounce around on all manner of large inflatable toys. We had about20 kids show up and a good time was had by all. Here's a photo I tookof Jack with his sister (Robyn) enjoying himself at the party.<br><br><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="Jack and Robyn having fun" title="Jack and Robyn having fun, December 15th 2007" src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/JackParty2007.jpg"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">Jack and Robyn, December 15th 2007<br></div><br>Jack got several fun presents from his friends at the party and the twoof us spent a lot of time on Saturday afternoon and Sunday morningopening packages and putting things together. I think one of hisfavourite toys is the pump action nerf gun that fires table tennis ballsized nerf projectiles at high speed. Luckily for me his aim isn't toogood yet!<br><br>I'll post some more updates about me as the week progresses and I getfurther into chemo round two but for now I just want to enjoy watchingmy son be the centre of attention for a change!!]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:28:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000044</guid></item> <item><title>The new Mac, Halo 3 and me</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-12-a</link><description><![CDATA[I finally started feeling "normal" again on Sunday (December 9th), and have been trying to get caught up on a number of things since. Consequently, it has been a few days since my last posting. The good news is that since Sunday I have actually been feeling pretty good. I visited the oncologist's office on Monday for my "off week" checkup visit and they told me all of the symptoms I am experiencing are pretty normal for the drugs they are giving me and that it is likely that this pattern of good days and bad days will repeat itself as we progress through the treatment program. From my point of view, at least knowing there will be several good days will make it easier (I hope) from now on to adjust to the bad days. The other good news is that my <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hemoglobin">haemoglobin</a> level (which if you read some of my postings from October) was dangerously low for a while, has improved significantly. This will certainly help with my energy level and I am really happy to see it rising.<br> </p> <p>Given it took me several days to recover from the first chemo round, I have not had as much time or energy to play with the new Mac as I would have liked. However, today, I met a good friend who is a Mac guru for lunch and he was kind enough to give me a crash course in some of the cool features and also help me setup some of the key software that I want to run on the machine. I hope to spend more time over the next few days exploring. My ultimate goal is to be able to use the machine for both work and fun. Even in the short amount of time I have had to play so far, I have been very impressed with both the machine itself and the new Leopard operating system software that came preloaded. <br> </p> <p>I mentioned in my previous posting that I would comment on the amazing journey the Mac took to get to me. I guess this just shows what a global economy we live in. I ordered the machine from the Apple web site which I assume is in California but have no real idea where it is. I naively assumed the machine would come from California too. However, when I got the FedEx tracking number and went to track the delivery I found the machine was being assembled and shipped from Shanghai in China. It was a lot of fun to follow the journey from then on. I managed to figure out which FedEx flights the machine was on by cunning use of flight trackers and the FedEx web page. I was able to follow the machine as it made its way to me across the Pacific. In the end, before being delivered at my front door, the machine visited the airports in Shanghai, Anchorage, Indianapolis, Memphis and Austin - quite a journey! What I found even more amazing was that the machine arrived within 25 minutes (early) of the originally scheduled delivery date and time that had been given to me when I placed the order a few days before - pretty impressive I think.</p> <p>This week I have worked a full day each day so far and that has been really nice in terms of giving me a strong feeling of normality. I also managed to finally make time this week for my annual eye exam (which was months overdue) and I was glad to see that my eyesight is more or less the same as it was last year. I have been told that the chemo may negatively affect my eyesight so I wanted to get my new glasses ordered before the chemo has a chance to distort everything too badly (no pun intended). While my energy is definitely continuing to come back, in the evenings I still find I need to spend quite a lot of time taking it easy by relaxing in front of the TV or doing other low energy things like playing games. This week (admittedly with help from my kids) we managed to complete level 8 of the solo player missions in Halo 3 (there are ten in total). We are now fragging our way through level nine! Halo 3 is a very enjoyable game but also a very pleasing game in terms of the overall graphics and production quality. Once I am done with the single player missions I am tempted to try playing on-line but I am also more than a bit worried that that could turn out to be a really big consumer/waster of time - but right now maybe that's OK!!<br> </p> I'll try to post again soon with more updates. My next chemo round starts on Monday (December 17th) so I am going to try and enjoy the next few days before the anticipated next cycle of "feeling lousy" starts.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 12 Dec 2007 16:38:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000043</guid></item> <item><title>End of round one</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-05-a</link><description><![CDATA[The chemo program I am on feels to me a lot like the wayprofessional boxing must feel. The two participants pummel each otherover the course of 12 rounds. Only in this case, the 12 rounds arespread out over six months and the other guy does all the pummellingand my job is to basically "hang in there" and wait for the bell. TodayI ended round one. I'd say we're maybe about even on points but I amcertainly dealing with a formidable opponent! I have experienceda lot of side effects. None of them are major when taken independentlybut when taken as a whole they have left me feeling pretty wiped out.Thankfully I have until December 17<sup>th</sup> before round two getsunderway. At least, unlike professional boxing, the opponent ispummelling me with the intention of leaving me better off at the endand not out cold on the mat. I don't have the energy to describe theexact regimen and how it works but I believe it is known commonly asFOLFOX. I found a site based in the UK that seems to describe it quitewell. Here is a <a href="http://www.cancerbackup.org.uk/Treatments/Chemotherapy/Combinationregimen/Oxaliplatin5FU">linkto that site</a>. If you read the summary at that link you will see Iam getting treatment both in the oncologist's office and also at home(via a pump that stays with me during the rounds). They remove the pumpbetween rounds. It will be nice to be able to sleep tonight without thepump. I had hoped to post an update yesterday but at least for now Ihave been struggling to keep up as much as I have been recently.Hopefully I will adapt to this and do better over time. <br></p><p>On a happier note, I bought myself a new toy, an Apple Mac Book Prolaptop that I hope to use to keep me occupied during some of theupcoming chemo visits. I have never owned a Mac before so I am excitedto start exploring all of the cool features. I'll make a dedicatedposting in the next day or so to talk about the Mac and my firstimpressions. I'll also describe the amazing journey the machine took toget to me.<br></p><p>I continue to be grateful for all of the kind messages I continue toreceive via the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a>, e-mail and somany other ways. I really appreciate and continue to need all of yoursupport.]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2007 22:03:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000042</guid></item> <item><title>First chemo visit</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Dec-03-a</link><description><![CDATA[Just a quick update as I am wiped out from today and off to bed in afew minutes. Today was my first chemo appointment. I arrived at 8:30amand was expecting to be there about 4 hours maybe 5 at most. As itturned out, mainly due to this being my first visit but more due tovolume of patients and I think some staffing issues I ended up in mychair for 9 (yes nine) hours. I was in fact the last patient out thedoor and it was already getting dark outside when I left. All of thissaid, I love the staff at the office where I am being treated and theymade my time there as pleasant as could be. Also, having a WiFi networkreally helped pass the time. I used my laptop to do quite a lot ofwork, pay my bills and talk to friends and colleagues via instantmessaging. They sent me home with a pump that keeps infusing moremedicine into me over night which will make sleeping a bit odd tonightI think. So far I have not noticed much in the way of side effects butI am expecting a few over the course of the treatment based on my"education" today. I'll post more tomorrow but wanted to just get aquick post up tonight as many people have been contacting me to ask howit went. I certainly appreciate all the support. OK off to bed for me.More updates soon.<br>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 03 Dec 2007 23:13:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000041</guid></item> <item><title>More surgery and more football</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Nov-30-a</link><description><![CDATA[I spent yesterday afternoon back at the hospital to have the surgery done to put in the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Port-a-Cath">port-a-cath</a> that will be used to infuse the chemotherapy meds starting next week. The procedure itself was very quick but we (my wife and I) still ended up spending several hours at the hospital (by the time you factor in the waiting room, paperwork, surgery prep, surgery itself and finally recovery). Before they put me to sleep, I had a chat with my surgeon in the OR and he again checked the status of my previous repairs and he gave me the all clear to ramp up my physical activities. I am very pleased about this but of course will ramp up slowly so as not to overdo it. My surgeon will see me again in six months, after the chemotherapy is over at which time he will remove the port (yet another minor surgery) and begin the three monthly monitoring process that I discussed briefly in my last posting. We left the hospital around 5pm and by then I was extremely hungry having not been allowed to eat since midnight the previous day. <br> <br> Thankfully the sedation wore off pretty quickly and I actually felt pretty good almost immediately I woke up. Given I was both hungry and as always very open to any and all distractions I was able to accept a friend's kind offer to to join him at 7pm for dinner while watching the Dallas Cowboys vs Green Bay Packers game at another friend's house (this specific game was a very big one and was only available via satellite - something we don't have at our house).<br> <br> Today I am a little more tired than I have been in recent days but I slept well last night and otherwise feel OK. The area around the new incision is pretty sore as is to be expected but I'm sure that will calm down soon. <br> <br> I forgot to mention in my prior posting that I got the all clear to drive my car again too. While I don't yet feel confident driving long distances as my mind tends to wander sometimes, it has been great to be able to make a couple of very short trips by myself to local shops. Even the small things mean a lot right now.<br> <br> This weekend I mostly plan to take it easy and maybe do a bit of Christmas decorating around the house - the kids are getting desperate to make progress on that. When I was a kid growing up in England I am sure we didn't start this early but it seems these days (at least around here) as soon as the Thanksgiving holiday is over the Christmas trees start appearing. On Saturday evening, assuming I feel up to it, I am going down to San Antonio (which is about 90 miles from here) with one of my brothers-in-law as we have tickets for the <a href="http://www.big12sports.com/">Big 12 Championship</a> game. For the benefit of my friends and family outside of the USA, this is a fairly major college (American) football event. We were hoping that the University of Texas (which is based here in Austin) would make it to the game but they fell short this year. Given we already have the tickets and that it should still be a great game anyway we are still planing to go and hopefully enjoy the game. This is a fairly big deal for me as this will be by far my biggest adventure since before the surgery - and in case you were worrying - no I will not be doing the driving!<br> <br> That's the update for now. I hope you all have a pleasant weekend.]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 30 Nov 2007 10:00:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000040</guid></item> <item><title>A few days of normality</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Nov-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>As I mentioned in my prior posting, last Thursday was the Thanksgiving day holiday here in the United States. For many of us, that meant a four day weekend. Despite the weather here in the Austin area being really nasty (cold and wet) it was nice to have a few days in a row where no one was pushing me, prodding me or sticking needles into me! We went to my brother-in-law's house for a fairly large family gathering on Thursday which was a great distraction for me and it was also great that I was able to enjoy the wonderful meal that had been prepared without too many worries. That said, I'm still learning which foods my new digestive system does best with and which ones mess me up. This will be an ongoing process for some time yet I think! On Friday we had a gathering at our house to watch the Univerity of Texas vs Texas A&M college football game (that's American football for my friends outside the USA). I am also getting a bit more confident about going out in public now so on Saturday we took the kids to see the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bee_Movie">Bee Movie</a> which we all enjoyed. On Sunday we went to visit my wife's mother. So all in all I had four days of family time with lots of distractions. I also found some time to play Halo 3 which I am rapidly becoming addicted to.<br> </p> <p>This week I have to get back into the medical routine. Today I went and got my flu shot so that is taken care of before chemo starts next week. On Wednesday (tomorrow) I have to go to the hospital for my prep visit for the small surgery I am having on Thursday to place the port into my chest that will be used to deliver the chemo meds. It's supposed to only be a half hour procedure and is being done as day surgery. Chemo is due to start next week. I am also due to see my surgeon again next week for another checkup. If he likes my progress I should get the all clear at that point to resume a few more physical activities (once I get my strength up some more anyway). I'm actually going to be seeing a lot of my surgeon over the coming months as at least for the time being he wants to monitor me at three monthly intervals. At least the monitoring can be done in his office without the need for all of the nasty preparations that go with a full colonoscopy. I guess eventually I'll get into the routine of all these appointments but right now, and I guess this means I am feeling quite a bit better, I am about ready for a break from the seemingly endless visits to one medical office or another! As always I'll just have to deal with it. The mess my kids make around the house (which can be substantial) has also started bugging me again for the first time since before the surgery so I guess that is another sign that I am feeling a bit better !!<br> </p> <p>Many of my neighbours have already put up their exterior Christmas decorations and my kids are on my case to do the same. I told them that if I feel up to it that maybe we'll make a start on that later in the week (energy and weather permitting).<br> </p> <p>Apart from a little time off for medical appointments I am planning to try and work pretty much a full week this week unless but I am being careful and will take breaks as needed.<br> </p> <p>I continue to be grateful for all the messages in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> as well as the e-mails and calls I am getting from people checking on me. All in all, I think I am coping fairly well. I still have a long way to go, and I am definitely a bit nervous about chemo and how I will react to it, but for the most part I have a lot more good days than bad ones at the moment. I'm trying to keep my attitide positive which I manage to do for the most part but I still have my moments!<br> </p> <p>Anyway, I'll post again soon, probably after the surgery on Thursday.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 16:25:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000039</guid></item> <item><title>The plan moving forward</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Nov-21-a</link><description><![CDATA[This week I learned a lot more about the next stages of my treatment. On Monday I met with my surgeon for my post surgery follow up. He is happy with the way I am healing from the surgery and I think he is pleased with my overall level of activity, energy and enthusiasm. He has however told me to remain on a program of very limited activity for another three weeks. Primarily to risk causing any damage to the area of the surgery. I have to see him again in early December and at that time (not that I am probably going to be up to it physically) from his point of view I should be released to restart more normal activities - even some sports if I want to.<br> <br> Yesterday (Tuesday) I met the oncologist for the first time. I was extremely nervous going into that appointment as I know that these guys deal largely in statistics and probabilities and I knew it was time to face up to some numbers specific to me. However, the doctor could not have been nicer and explained everything nicely, clearly and even with a bit of humour. I took to him immediately. We discussed options, statistics and all manner of related things and he laid out for me his treatment plan. Even though my cancer was caught fairly early, and is officially being classified as a stage 2 cancer, he still believes that a course of chemotherapy adds quite significantly to my chances of a cure. I am not going to go into the numbers here (they really aren't that awful but I just prefer not to dwell on the stats too much). So I will start chemotherapy on December 3rd and it will take six months to complete the course. I will have to go to his office on two consecutive days every other week for a total of 12 visits (hence six months). I will also have to go back briefly on the 3rd day of every "on" week to have the pump they send you home with removed. He has assured me that the chemicals used have improved a lot over the years and that I should not get nauseous or lose much (if any) hair. There are a few possible side effects, the biggest one being fatigue, but none of them sound too terrible. The office visits are going to be a little longer than I had realized. I think (memory fails me a bit here) they said 240 minutes on the first day and 180 minutes on the second (but I may have got that wrong). The good news is that this is a pretty high tech oncology practice and they have wireless internet in the treatment room - maybe you'll see a blog post from there in the future!!<br> <br> As some of you may know, the prefered way of "plugging me in" to the chemo machinery each visit is through a port that is installed in my chest. This means I have to go back into the hospital next week (Thursday November 29th) for a minor surgery to install the port. The same surgeon who has been treating me can also do this procedure and he says it takes about 30 minutes and they will send me home the same day. I'm a little down at having to have yet more (albeit minor) surgery, but I'll deal with it.<br> <br> So that is the update. I am glad I have got through the visits this week and that the plan both makes sense and also gives me a certain amount of confidence. Nothing is certain in life but I feel I am getting the best possible treatment and being given the best possible chance for a full recovery. In many ways my future is out of my hands now so I am going to try to just keep up as normal a life as I can over these next six months and try not to worry about the future and things that are out of my control.<br> <br> As always thanks for all of the continued support and encouragement. It really helps. This is still a scary time for me but having all of you with me (I feel a bit like the guy in the Verizon phone commercial who has his network following him around) is really helping keep my spirits up.<br> <br> I'll post again soon.<br> <br> To all of my friends in the USA, a very Happy Thanksgiving. To all of you in other countries have a wonderful rest of the week.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 10:04:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000038</guid></item> <item><title>Slowly getting my strength back...</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Nov-14-a</link><description><![CDATA[ Hi everyone. I had hoped to be able to post here long before now but the surgery took a lot more out of me than I had expected it would. This week for the first time since leaving the hospital (on November 2<sup>nd</sup>) I have actually felt like looking at a computer for more than just a few minutes. The good news is that I have been doing what I was told and getting lots of rest.<br> <br> Lorna has been using the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> as a bulletin board to try and keep everyone up to date on my progress so hopefully most of you know roughly where things stand. The Surgery went well but I ended up in the hospital for a full week to allow me enough time to be ready to go home. I finally got to come home on November 2<sup>nd</sup> and it was great to be back in my own "space" again. My appetite is slowly coming back but I have lost about 30 pounds since going into the hospital (some diet plan!!). I still have some pain but really it has not been that bad and I have had to use surprisingly few pain pills. My energy is also slowly coming back (as I mentioned above the surgery took a lot more out of me than I had anticipated it would). I have been able to take a few (very short) walks and also watch a couple of my kids soccer games. This week I even dialed into a couple of work meetings and started reading some of the 1000 plus e-mails that have accumulated during my "down time". It was great to both be doing some of the things I would normally be doing on a work day and also to hear some of my colleagues voices again. I am also trying to adjust to the physiological changes that my body has undergone - let's just say that remains a work in progress!<br> <br> I am seeing my surgeon for my post-surgery follow up visit next week and I am also meeting an oncologist who will decide if I need a (hopefully limited) course of chemotherapy.<br> <br> We have been overwhelmed with the number of gifts, meals, cards, messages in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a>, e-mails and other wonderful things that people have sent us over the last few weeks. I am trying to thank each of you individually but to all of you a huge THANK YOU. It really has helped keep my spirits up to know that so many of you are out there cheering us on.<br> <br> I'll post again in a few days when we know more about my next steps and any additional treatment plans. For now I am just working on getting my strength back and not overdoing it too soon. I am hoping that if I do need chemotherapy that we can wait until after Thanksgiving here in the US (which is a big family get together time) before we start.<br> <br> Thanks again everyone for your support. You all mean the World to my family and I.<br> <br> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:40:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000037</guid></item> <item><title>Almost there...</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-25-a</link><description><![CDATA[So the waiting is almost over. My surgery is scheduled for tomorrow morning (Friday) at 11am Central Time (although we have to be at the hospital around 9am to check in). For those who know the Austin area, I will be in the main Seton hospital on 38th Street. We're not sure yet how many days I will be in the hospital but I am guessing at least three and maybe a few more.<br> <br> Obviously I will not be posting many more updates here for a few days (at least not from the hospital anyway - but don't think I haven't been trying to think of a cunning way to pull that off!). After surgery, as soon as she can, my wife Lorna, is going to put an update in the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> as she can do that easily from any web connected computer she happens to find near the hospital. So if you want the latest news please keep an eye on the Guest Book for the next few days.<br> <br> Last night I coached my U6 boys soccer team (probably for the last time this season) and enjoyed being out in the fresh air one last time before I go "under the knife". After practice we ordered a bunch of pizza's for the boys and the parents and had a few laughs. Not quite the final pre-surgery meal I had originally intended, but in a way, it was perfect. This morning I managed to make one final trip to Starbucks before my pre-surgery special diet kicks in.<br> <br> Talking of the special diet, I'm not allowed to eat or drink anything else now except for clear liquids (sadly I don't think vodka or gin counts) until after surgery. I also have to start taking the medicine that "prepares" you for surgery. I'll leave the details of that to the imagination. If you have ever had any kind of colo/rectal procedure you'll know what I am talking about!<br> <br> So, that really is about it for now. Thanks again to you all for your endless support and help in keeping my spirits up these past couple of weeks. I am hoping that now I truly can start on the road to recovery how ever long or short it may be, and at least I feel like we are moving forward again now.<br> <br> As the waiting is at last (almost) over and we start out on that road forward, I am reminded of the words spoken by a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Winston_Churchill">famous countryman</a> of mine back in 1942. "Now this is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning."<br> <br> Thanks again everyone for all your support, I hope to be back here in a few days with some more updates.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 25 Oct 2007 13:34:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000036</guid></item> <item><title>Quick update</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-22-a</link><description><![CDATA[I spent all morning at the hospital today getting "prepped" for Friday. If you have ever had surgery you will know the pre-admission routine: Answer lots of questions, meet lots of people, have an <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electrocardiogram">EKG</a>, give (yet more) blood samples, give other samples, more tests and so on. Then there is the seemingly endless paperwork. I signed so many forms today I probably missed something in the small print stating that the hospital now owns my house and car! I have also had to give blood samples so often lately I am starting to feel like a pin cushion. I also spoke to the surgeon again today and I think he's all set to go so I think we are almost there - I just hope my <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alprazolam">Xanax</a> supply holds out for a few more days! I feel noticably more nervous today than in recent days but all in all I think I am managing to "hang in there".<br> <br> Over the Summer I had been actively trying (and succeeding - albeit slowly) to lose a bit of weight. The last few days I have been trying as hard as I can to put it back on again! I figure that post-surgery my appetite is not going to be back to normal for a while and I am not really sure how soon I'll be eating normally again so the last few days I have been trying to eat things that I love without worrying too much about what they are doing to me. On the way home from the hospital today my wife and I stopped at <a href="http://www.daveandbusters.com/">Dave and Busters</a> and I had a really good (and probably my last for a while) hamburger. This is one of the few pluses of my current state of mind - if it sounds good, eat it!<br> <br> This past weekend we made the most of the beautiful weather. I helped coach my daughter's soccer team at 1pm on Saturday and then coached my son's team right after that. On Saturday night we went to visit the same friends we saw last weekend to watch the Rugby World Cup Final. Sadly, this time, England came second but a good time was had by all. On Sunday I went and watched my soccer team play as the anemia has kept me from being able to keep playing myself but I wanted to spend a bit of time with the guys before the enforced downtime I have coming post-surgery.<br> <br> Today, a first blast of Winter arrived in Central Texas. Over night a cold front blew in. Yesterday it had been in the high 80's Fahrenheit, today so far (as of 3:45pm) I don't think we have managed to get above 56F here at the house. It has also been raining off and on all day. This type of 30 degree swing is typical for Texas. It's supposed to be back into the 70's again by mid-week after this front has done its thing.<br> <br> Finally, I continue to be very humbled by the continued flow of cards, letters, e-mails and postings to the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book.</a> Thank you all so much for your continued support. I am also very grateful to several of my work colleagues who got together and sent me a wonderful basket full of goodies. You are all extremely kind.<br> <br> I'll post again soon with any more news but I think, for the most part, I just have to make it through until Friday morning now.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 16:07:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000035</guid></item> <item><title>It's hard to feel bad when the weather is this good.</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">weather</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">texas</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-19-a</link><description><![CDATA[The weather here in Central Texas this past week has been, in a word, awesome. The overnight lows are in the 60's Fahrenheit with a few places dipping into the 50's. Right now at 9:20am it is 61 degrees outside of my home office and I am working with the window open - quite a luxury at the end of a long Texas Summer. During the day it has been warming up into the high 80's or even low 90's and it is likely to do that again today. There is a cool breeze and the sky is clear blue. Just about perfect. This weather pattern is predicted to continue for some time yet so we will be looking at another busy weekend of coaching kids soccer games. My Surgeon wants me to stay active until the surgery and while the anemia is presenting me from being too active (playing soccer would be out) at least I can take some gentle walks around the neighbourhood and enjoy this wonderful weather.<br> <br> There is no additional news to report today on the medical front. I'm still waiting for the test results to come back that I described in my posting on October 16th but other than that we are proceeding pretty much according to plan. I have to go to the hospital in the early part of next week for the pre-surgery work up (to make sure I can handle the anesthetic etc.) and then of course Friday next week is the big day.<br> <br> I am still receiving loads of e-mails from all over the World wishing me good things and I cannot tell you enough how much I appreciate that. Also to those of you that are filling the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> with messages - you are very kind, thank you.<br> <br> I'll post again here as we get more news and as we get a bit closer to the 26th. For now I'm going to sit here, get some work done, and enjoy the cool breeze that is blowing in through my window.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 09:32:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000034</guid></item> <item><title>Change of plans</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-16-a</link><description><![CDATA[The surgeon who is treating me called last night and we met briefly in his office again today. As I mentioned in my posting on <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-11-a">October 11th</a> , he had met with the doctor who performed the colonoscopy on me and was calling me after having had that conversation. Unfortunately he now feels we need to adjust from current "Plan A" to a somewhat more radical "Plan B". Before I discuss the new plan I should perhaps explain how we got there. The doctors believe the root cause of my current problems is a genetic condition called <a href="http://www.medterms.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=38787">Attenuated familial adenomatous polyposis </a>(<a href="http://www.medterms.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=38787">AFAP</a> for short). I am not going to try, nor am I qualified to, go into a lengthy explanation of what AFAP is. Heck, two weeks ago I had never heard of it. In short, however, it means someone my age is likely to have a large number (more than 20 but less than 100) of polyps in their colon and has a much higher than normal predisposition to these becoming cancerous in a relatively short amount of time. Today I went and had yet more blood taken so that a genetic analysis can be performed to prove for certain that I have AFAP (the results will be several days coming back) but I apparently have all of the classic indications of it and my medical team seem pretty much convinced on this one. My bigger worry, as a parent of course, is that there apparently is a 50% chance of this being passed on to my children. That, however, is a bridge we do not have to cross today. <br> </p> <p>So now for the change of plans. Plan A had been to remove a large part of the colon, Plan B (I am told the recommended procedure for AFAP cases like mine) is to remove the entire colon. The logic is along the lines of if you leave part of the colon behind, because of the AFAP, in a year or so we'll be right back here again and in the meantime I'll be almost living in the doctors office getting checked for a recurrence (I'm exaggerating obviously but not that much). However, to an "average man in the street" like me, this whole new plan, at least at first, sounds horrific and I have to tell you that last evening after the surgeon called, I found myself feeling like I had taken a huge step backwards. Today, however, after meeting with the surgeon in his office and asking all kinds of questions about quality of life and future preventative care needs I think I am (slowly) coming to terms with it. If all goes according to (the new) plan, I still believe I can live a fairly normal life. I am not going to go into the gory details of what it means in terms of living without a colon but I am sure you can find a lot more information about it on the internet should you so desire!!</p> <p>Surgery is still scheduled for October 26<sup>th</sup>. Suffice to say, I am a little shaken by this change of plans but as I had more or less adjusted to things under Plan A I am sure I will rapidly adjust to Plan B.....]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 16 Oct 2007 14:54:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000033</guid></item> <item><title>Keeping distracted</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-15-a</link><description><![CDATA[This weekend, with the help of many friends and family and a very busy social schedule for the kids, we managed to keep me extremely distracted and I can honestly say I had a really nice weekend. On Saturday we had to get off to an early start as my daughter's U10 soccer team had a game at 8:30am in Georgetown, which is about a 30 minute drive from our house. At least at that time of day it was still nice and cool outside (by Texas standards) . In the low 70's Fahrenheit at most. The play 8 a side (7 on the field plus a goalie). I had fun coaching the girls and watching them try really hard against a team that had been together a lot longer than us and were in many cases a lot bigger than our girls were. For a team that has only been together a few weeks, to do so well against a team that has been together for three years, in my opinion, was excellent. It was indeed inspiring to me to see them all try so hard against a very strong opponent. After that we drove home for a couple of hours of "down time". This gave me the chance to experiment with a surprise present that a a couple of dear friends had sent me on Friday. A package from <a href="http://amazon.com/">Amazon.com</a> turned up on my doorstep, out of the blue, on Friday afternoon. When I opened it, inside I found a copy of <a href="http://halo3.com/">Halo 3</a>. Now if that doesn't keep me distracted I am not sure what will. Look for more on my Halo experiences in future posts. I got to play for about an hour before it was time for us all to pile back into the car and drive to my son's U6 soccer game. This was a fun game too. At this age it is 3 versus 3 with no goalies and teams have 6 players. We play 8 minute quarters. I usually sub all 3 in or out once a quarter so everyone plays 4 times. It's great to see the little guys trying to do all of the things we have worked on at practice like (talk to each other, pass the ball, look where the goal is before you shoot at it and so on). This week we faced a tough team who focussed on defending their own goal and like the great soccer managers who have come before me (OK well I can dream) I had to devise a plan to break down this stoic defense. I called the boys together at half time having observed the opposition strategy throughout the first half and shared with them my visionary thoughts on this issue "OK boys", I said, "go out there, have fun, run hard, and score a bunch of goals". Inspired by the depths of my coaching insight that is exactly what they did!! We don't keep score at this age - the focus is correctly supposed to be on fun and learning the game but a couple of our parents who apparently had been casually counting the goals said we edged it! To me, no matter what the score, we've won if six tired but smiling faces come trotting over after the game is over to dive into their well earned snacks!<br> <br> On Saturday evening we had a baby sitter come watch the kids so we could spend the evening with some English friends and watch England play France in the Semi Final of the Rugby World cup. Aided by the result ( England 14 - 9 France), the good food and great company we had a really nice evening.<br> <br> On Sunday I spent most of the morning and part of the afternoon playing video games with my son as my daughter was at a birthday party. We had some quality boy time together which I think we both needed. Sunday evening we went to visit some family members and it's impossible not to be distracted when you have so many excited kids all getting together after a few weeks apart! Again we had more good food and conversation which included a deep discussion on the topic of <a href="http://www.bbc.co.uk/doctorwho/">Doctor Who</a> between myself and one of my brothers-in-law which was excellent!<br> <br> As I mentioned in my previous posts, I am trying to keep up with my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading </a>and on Sunday I finished <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Dark Wind</span> by <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clive_Cussler">Clive Cussler</a>. It's another of his Dirk Pitt adventures and was pretty much par for the course compared to other books of his I have read. Definitely a "page turner" but perhaps a little formulaic and (in the books I have read ) the bad guys always seem to come from the same part of the World. I'm starting to wonder if the author has a secret grudge to bear. That aside, it was still an enjoyable read.<br> <br> Today a couple of my long time good friends from work (who I have actually not seen a lot of lately) took me out to lunch (thanks Mike and Mike) and again seeing them was a nice distraction.<br> <br> I have continued to receive a large number of cards, phone calls, e-mails, IM's and postings to the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a>. As always thank you all so much for that. You guys are doing a great job of keeping my mind off of my troubles.<br> <br> That's about it for today. <br> <br> Eleven more days until surgery - I'm going to need all of these distractions for quite a few days yet.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 15 Oct 2007 13:30:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000032</guid></item> <item><title>The waiting game</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-11-a</link><description><![CDATA[Those who know me well probably have noticed that I have trouble sitting still. I need to be busy and I hate to wait. I hate to wait for planes, buses,trains, people who are late for meetings and in this case necessary surgery. The next few days for me are going to be the ultimate test of my patience (and probably of many anxiety related prescription drugs!). We have spoken to all three of the doctors treating me in the past few days and all have reassured us (multiple times) that it's OK that we are not doing the surgery until the 26<sup>th</sup>. For me though it still doesn't make the waiting any easier. I am trying to focus on work quite a bit and attending several meetings by phone. The worst time is definitely the evenings when things calm down and my mind starts imagining all of the amazing disasters that might befall me next!<br> <br> However, many of you have sent me things to keep me pre-occupied and for that I am truly grateful I am indebted to my friend <a href="http://www.ibm.com/developerworks/blogs/page/Tom.Glover">Tom Glover</a> who pointed me at the following piece of <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_N0w2rORwSc">colo rectal surgery humour!</a> Thanks Tom, that gave us all a good laugh here at my house- I think I'll e-mail my surgeon the link (AFTER he operates on me!). Talking of my surgeon, he and the doctor who did the colonoscopy on me are meeting to consult with each other today. I am not expecting any major plan changes but I'll let you all know if anything should change.<br> <br> Several of you have asked about the kids so today I removed the password on the family section of the web site. Those of you that want to can take a look and see how fast they are growing up. I'll try and add some more pictures in the next day or so. That will be another good project to keep me busy.<br> <br> I am managing to relax enough to keep up with my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading </a>and have also been working on my skills at <a href="http://www.gamespot.com/xbox360/sports/madden07/review.html?sid=6156201">Madden NFL 2007</a> to help keep me busy when I just need a little mindless distraction (mostly in the evenings after the kids are asleep). Also, and this really was good news to me, the medical folks say it's OK for me to keep coaching the two soccer teams I am involved with right up until the surgery. I coach my son's U6 team and I am the assistant coach on my daughter's U10 team. A little fresh air and exercise is in fact, JUST what the doctor ordered. We have practice three nights a week and games on Saturday. Being able to stay involved with these is a major plus for me.<br> <br> Several of you have sent me cards in the mail - thanks so much for that very kind and very much appreciated act. Thanks also for the continued stream of e-mails, IM's and postings to the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a>. It really does help.<br> <br> That's about it for now...]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 12:55:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000031</guid></item> <item><title>Health scare and a lesson to us all</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">personal</category><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">medical</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Oct-10-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Over the latter part of the Summer I had been having trouble sleeping, mainly because my legs were becoming so restless at night. If you have never struggled with restless legs it's hard to describe but it is sufficiently annoying enough that it can easily keep you awake half the night (and for me it was doing so). I had become so restless my wife had to find another room to sleep in for fear of being karate kicked to death before morning!! Another symptom that I was having that I did not realize then but do realize now to be related, was a lack of stamina when playing sports (drastically more so say than a few months ago). So, given all this, a few weeks back I went to see my family doctor to ask if I could have some tablets to help me sleep and to ask if I needed some of this new Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS) medicine that is being advertised heavily on the TV here in the US at the moment. He did give me something to help me sleep but also took a blood sample to check my iron levels as low iron can contribute to restlessness . For those of us that remember our human biology from school, you will recall that, iron helps maintain the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hemoglobin">haemoglobin</a> level in the blood, or put another way, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hemoglobin">haemoglobin</a> is the iron-containing protein attached to red blood cells that transports oxygen from the lungs to the rest of the body. When my blood tests came back the levels were way below normal. So low in fact I was borderline for a blood transfusion right then and there. This immediately explained the restlessness and the lack of stamina - basically I did not have enough oxygen in my body . So I was diagnosed as anemic but now we needed further tests to find out why. My doctor's opinion (which proved correct) was that I was losing blood somewhere - basically he suspected some form of internal bleeding (maybe a stomach ulcer or a colon polyp that was bleeding). I was referred to a Gastro Intestinal clinic. On October 1<sup>st</sup> they performed both a colonoscopy and an endoscopy on me (basically they checked my <a href="http://health.yahoo.com/media/mayoclinic/images/image_popup/colon.jpg">colon</a> and my stomach for signs of trouble). My stomach was basically clear but the news in my colon was not so good. The GI doctor found several polyps, one of which looked "extremely suspicious" (English translation "we think it's cancer but need a biopsy to be sure"). For the colonoscopy I was heavily sedated and it was many hours before I really came around enough to comprehend that even at my relatively young age (42) and with my very active lifestyle and high fibre diet it was still likely that I had colon cancer. When this all sank in I was a mess. I don't recall a day in my life when a single piece of news has hit me quite so personally and quite so hard. I did not find myself thinking so much of my own future but much more so of my young kids (5 and 9) and my wife. Thankfully the doctor sent over a prescription for something to help me relax that night and the next morning we began the process of more tests and preparing to fight back. On October 2<sup>nd</sup> I went and had a CT scan and had my blood cross typed in case I did end up needing a blood transfusion (given I still was very anemic). On October 3<sup>rd</sup> (Wednesday) we started to get the results back. The bad news was that the biopsy has confirmed that I do have cancer in my <a href="http://health.yahoo.com/media/mayoclinic/images/image_popup/colon.jpg">cecum</a> (bottom of the ascending colon if you again remember your human biology). The better news was that the CT scan and additional blood work had found no evidence of spreading and that we believe (I am a pessimist and always have trouble with good news) that the cancer is localized to the colon.<br> </p> <p>Yesterday (October 9<sup>th</sup>) I met with a colo-rectal surgeon to discuss my options. Based on the collected test results, he has developed a surgery plan for me which will require quite a large part of my colon to be removed but if all goes well will enable me to eat and perform other digestive system related activities pretty much normally after that. The surgery is planned for October 26<sup>th</sup>. I'll post details about the hospital and other relevant information closer to that date. After the surgery they will again test the various parts of tissue and lymph nodes that get removed during surgery and we will know much more about what this cancer has been up to. At that point I will meet with an oncologist to see if I need chemotherapy or not and I will likely also get a PET scan. I am encouraged by the fact that the medical team is comfortable waiting a few days to schedule this surgery on a non-panic basis but I'd still rather have this over with. If an earlier date opens up on the surgeon's schedule I will most likely take it for no other reason than to reduce the wait time.<br> </p> <p>That then...minus a few of the nastier details, is pretty much the full update. The <span style="text-decoration: underline; font-weight: bold;">lesson for us all</span> in this (especially us stubborn men) is go see your doctor even for little things that are bugging you. If I had ignored this we would not have caught it as soon as we hope we have. I am also very grateful to my family doctor who did not just give me meds to help me sleep but was thorough and did that blood test that helped me get a proper diagnosis. I know that doctors get a lot of pressure to prescribe certain medications from the reps selling them. Any drug reps out there reading this please take note - treating the symptom does not always equal finding the cure.<br> </p> <p>I know several of you have already found out about this from the blogoshpere and other contacts and I truly appreciate all of the prayers, thoughts, e-mails ands other messages my family and I have received at this time. To be honest I am still in shock but slowly getting my energy back to prepare me for my road to recovery. I'm hoping it's not too long a road but there remain so many unknowns only time will really tell. Please do keep sending me those e-mails they really help - sometimes even surrounded by family and friends one can feel very alone at a time like this and knowing that you are all out there cheering me on is giving me amazing strength. It's also somewhat surreal, to have been following the courageous fight of Robert Jordan (see my prior posting) against a truly evil disease to now find myself in the middle of my own fight.<br> </p> <p>Finally, as several people have asked about it, I have turned on the <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/guestbook.html">Guest Book</a> at this web site. Please do feel free to leave us a message if you are soon inclined.<br> </p> <p>My wife Lorna has been a rock by my side through this. It all came out of the blue and we have shared a fair amount of tears together but we are feeling stronger now and ready to start out on the road towards getting me cured. My kids are doing OK but not great. Jack (he's 5) is actually fine. We told him daddy will get better and due to his nature he just accepted that and keeps on trucking. He is however mad at me that the doctor won't let him have my colon in a jar for show and tell at school (go figure!). My daughter, Robyn (she is 9) has taken this hard. She is blessed with about 500% of the empathy found in an average person. This can be both a blessing and a curse. She has figured everything out very quickly and she is hurting. We are taking steps to make sure she gets what she needs to get through this too.</p> <p>I will keep responding to e-mails as quickly as I can but I will also post a message here whenever there is any news to share.<br> </p> <p>I have always felt one of my greatest gifts in life is having so many wonderful friends and family around the World. Thanks for sticking with me through this.I need you all.</p> <p>Kelvin<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 11:04:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000030</guid></item> <item><title>Robert Jordan</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">books</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Sep-17-a</link><description><![CDATA[I <a href="http://www.dragonmount.com/RobertJordan/?feed=rss2">read with great sadness</a> today, that James Oliver Rigney, Jr. (known to most of us by his pen name of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_jordan">Robert Jordan</a>), author of the extremely popular <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Wheel_of_Time">Wheel of Time</a> series of books has died. He had been fighting illness for some time and I had been following his blog and always hoping for good news. Sadly today the news is that he has lost his battle.<br> <br> His books have kept me company on many a long plane ride and I have met many others while traveling who were also carrying copies of his books.<br> <br> My sincere condolences to his family and friends. ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 17 Sep 2007 10:37:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000029</guid></item> <item><title>I'm still way behind</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Sep-16-a</link><description><![CDATA[Despite my best intentions, I am still way behind in my postings here. I am managing to keep several of the other sections up to date and I really am hoping to get back to a regimen of regular postings here soon. We have crammed a lot of interesting activities into the Summer break but I have to confess that now that the kids are both back at school things do feel a little calmer around here and hopefully that will let me get back to my long planned web site overhaul. However, with both kids now playing soccer (both insisted they would only play if I helped coach), a lot of my free time after work and at the weekends is taken up with that. We have practices three nights a week and games every Saturday and even a few on Sunday! For those interested in my work activities, I have been making some (fairly regular) postings to my <a href="http://www.ibm.com/developerworks/blogs/page/KRL">work blog</a>. One of the things I have managed to do over the Summer is make more time for <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">reading</a> which has been particularly nice.<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br> </span> ]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 23:00:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000028</guid></item> <item><title>Watching Space Shuttle Atlantis (STS-117) launch</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>space</category><category>science</category><category>travel</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Jun-18a</link><description><![CDATA[I am way behind in my updates here, so over the next week or so I am going to try and get caught up. What better way to start than with a brief description of attending a Space Shuttle launch!<br> I felt both extremely lucky and privileged to be able to attend the launch of Space Shuttle Atlantis (STS-117) a few days ago on June 8th. It was even more fun to have been able to have my wife and kids with me. Hopefully this is something that my kids will never forget. I know I won't.<br> <br> I used to live in South Florida (about 200 miles from the Cape) and I have seen several launches from there. However, from that far away, you only see the Shuttle on very clear days and only when it has climbed fairly high into the sky. By pure chance, I found myself able to be at the Cape for the recent launch and seeing a it up close is just waaaay better! <br> <br> I was in Orlando for a short vacation with the family and had not even realized that a launch was planned anytime soon. When we heard that the launch was scheduled for 7:38pm on Friday evening (June 8th) and that there was an 80% chance of good weather, we decided the chance it and drive the 60 miles out to the Cape. The roads were very busy, clearly a few other people had the same idea :-) The whole way there and the whole time we were waiting for the launch, I kept saying to myself "try not to get excited, something will probably delay the launch, this probably won't happen today" - but could not hold back a sense of great excitement and it did launch!<br> <br> <img style="width: 418px; height: 556px;" alt="Atlantis blasts into space" title="Atlantis blasts into space" src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/STS117-Launch-1.jpg" align="left" hspace="20"></img><br> We watched the launch from the lawn alongside the Astronaut Hall of Fame which is about 8 or 9 miles from the launch pad (on the mainland side of the causeway). We got there several hours early but NASA did an excellent job of keeping us both informed and entertained during the wait for launch. They had a big screen setup with up close shots of the launch preparations and they also had a stage setup. Former Shuttle Astronaut <a href="http://www.jsc.nasa.gov/Bios/htmlbios/springer-rc.html">Col. Bob Springer </a>made several appearances on the stage and spoke to us about where things were in the launch. He also took questions (many from young children) and answered them all very well. What a great role model he was (if only other people kids look up to were such good advocates for believing in your dreams). NASA also had setup a food tent, toilets, and gave everyone who had paid the small fee to park and attend the launch there unlimited access to the Hall of Fame and Museum (which my wife and I and the kids really enjoyed).<br> <br> The picture below shows pretty much the view we had. Not knowing there was any chance this might happen when we left home for our vacation, I had left all of my bulky long lenses behind so this was taken with my small 35-90mm lens but it still captures the moment pretty well. Unfortunately there were two launch pads visible and I had positioned myself with a great view of the wrong one! Right before launch I heard that the Shuttle was actually on the launchpad behind the tree (and power lines) that were right in front of me - but hey - I was not looking for a professional shot, just a few great memories and we sure got that. The only thing that this picture cannot convey is the sound wave that we both heard and felt a few seconds after launch.<br> <br> <div style="text-align: justify;"><br> </div> There was great feeling of community during the wait and the few thousand of us there all counted out loud for the final few seconds before ignition. There was also a noticeable moment of quiet when Atlantis reached the point in it's takeoff where Challenger had suffered the malfunction that none of us will ever forget.<br> <br> As I said at the start of this posting, I felt both lucky and privileged to be part of this experience - WOW!<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 18 Jun 2007 09:00:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000027</guid></item> <item><title>Things that make me feel old #27</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>kids</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Apr-20a</link><description><![CDATA[During the mid 1980's while I was at university and during the late 80'son into the early 90's while enjoying having a real job for the first timeand a bit of money to spend I was quite a big collector of music CDs(which at the time were fairly new and we still called them albums!).Consequently, I have a fairly large and extremely diverse CD collectioncovering most forms of music popular during those years. I'm alreadyfeeling old as a large chunk of what I bought back then is now only playedon radio stations that include the word "Classic" in the name but thisweek I found myself feeling even older - want to know why? Read on... One band I was really into during my university years (and before) was The<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electric_Light_Orchestra">Electric Light Orchestra</a> (E.L.O). I think I own all of their albums onboth vinyl (many bought during the 70's) and on CD . I even (I think)still have a few cassettes of theirs laying around as well (yeah I knowthat's pretty hard core). I had not listened to much E.L.O stuff for awhile but this week I felt like listening to a few of the early E.L.Oalbums while working. For some reason I decided to (foolishley I nowrealize) <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electric_Light_Orchestra_discography">look up</a> on the web when "Face the Music" by said E.L.O (which Iwas listening to at the time) was recorded. Well the answer, if you canbelieve this, is 1975. Can it really be that long ago? 32 years? Wow! I think I'm gonna go listen to one of my Cold Play CDs for a while. WhenI look up when they were recorded I feel much younger again (and a bitmore with it as well!!!)]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 20 Apr 2007 18:02:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000026</guid></item> <item><title>Spring Break, DST comes early, and other updates</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>kids</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Mar-12-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Things have been very busy both at work and home. As a result I have not postedhere (to the home page) for a while. I have been keeping some of the other sectionsof the site updated but I still have a lot of updates that I need to make waiting inthe queue. Work wise I have been traveling quite a bit (just inside the US so far).On one of the trips (a week in the Raleigh Durham area) I passed over the 2 millionmile mark in the American Airlines frequent flier program on the way home. While alot of my colleagues fly substantially more than I do, this was still a stark reminderof just how much I have been traveling the last few years. I am more than ready forthe amount of travel to slow down. Sadly, travel is the price I pay for choosing tolive in a place that is remote from many of my co-workers and customers.</p> <p>While on the subject of travel, last week I had to go to Chicago for the day toattend some meetings. It was amazing to see the difference that a few hundredmiles makes to weather conditions (Chicago is just under 1000 miles from here).I left Austin at 6:00am on a beautiful clear sunny day (the high that day wasin the high 70's F). When we landed in Chicago it was a scene from mid-Winter.Frozen lakes, snow, planes being de-iced and a high temperature of 29 degreesFahrenheit. This was a good reminder of why I live as far south as I do! I gotback to Austin around 11pm the same day - tired but happy to be back in warmerclimes!</p> <p>The other reason that I have been posting a bit less here than usual is thatI have started working on a prototype for a completely re-designed look forthis site. My goal is to switch over to that later in the year (yes it's timefor the pink to go!).</p> <p>We have had drought conditions for a long time now as well as some fairly warmtemperatures. In fact it's been sufficiently warm that the temperature of thewater in the pool has been hovering around 70 degrees (Fahrenheit) for the last fewweeks without needing to use the heater. I think I was the first one in the pool inmid February aided by the fact that I have a very high tolerance for cold water. Ithink this is due to growing up in England where the English Channel was often thiscold even in the midst of Summer! Both kids have also now been swimming several timesnow, but Lorna has yet to "take the plunge" !</p> <p>This weekend in the US, we switched over to Daylight Savings Time. This isconsiderably earlier than usual due to a change in the law that came into effectthis year. I spent most of Sunday morning making sure that all of the computersand other electronic devices in the house had realized the time has changed. Forthe next few weeks we find ourselves only 5 hours behind the UK which will makeworking with my colleagues there just a little bit easier. Of course getting thekids out of bed while it is still dark outside is not so easy (that's the downsideof starting DST so early!).</p> <p>In the sporting world, this week sees the start of the Cricket World Cup. I'm keepingmy expectations extremely low for England's chances but of course I wish the team allthe best as they head into this two month long event. Hopefully the successes theyenjoyed towards the end of the recent tour of Australia will give them some momentumgoing into this competition. As with the football World Cup, one of the interestingdynamics is that as well as the big name cricketing nations you also get some othercountries playing in the event that are not known for their cricketing prowess. Itwill be interesting to see if we get any surprises. What odds for a Scotland vs Hollandfinal I wonder ? :-)</p> <p>This week the kids are off school for Spring Break so, naturally, droughtnotwithstanding, it's pouring with rain and supposed to be wet until at leastWednesday.</p> <p>Anyway, that's the update for now. I will try and get into a more regular pattern of posting over the next few months.</p>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:15:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000025</guid></item> <item><title>The downside of working from home - no ice day!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>kids</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2007-Jan-16-a</link><description>Wherever you are reading this I hope that your year is off to a goodstart. I took a large part of December off to recharge the batteriesafter a very busy 2006. Consequently I have not posted here at all sinceearly December. The new year for me is already off to a busy start but atleast I feel somewhat rested and ready to go. Over the holiday period inthe Austin area we had a mix of warm,cold and wet weather. The new yearhas started in much the same way. It was 75 degrees Fahrenheit here lastFriday but since then it has become quite cold. Today we awoke totemperatures in the low 20's Fahrenheit with a mix of ice, freezing rain,sleet and snow. A few minutes ago we had about 30 minutes of snow but notenough for the kids to have a good snowball fight. Around here the kidsdon't see snow very ofter so as soon as it starts they all run outdoors .I think the last time we had any snow that settled was in 2004 and eventhen it only stayed on the ground for a few hours. The weather forecast Ijust listened to says we could see a few inches of snow before the week isover. All of the area schools are closed and most businesses are shut andI just looked at the airport website and am really glad I am not trying tofly anywhere today. This is definitely a day for not going anywhere ifyou can avoid it. Those who live in colder climes would be taking a daylike this in their stride but this far South the place basically grinds toa halt when we get a rare day of real Winter. So while many people areenjoying an "ice day" off work - yours truly is at his desk working awayas usual. I work from home a lot but one of the few downsides is thatwhen we have a really bad weather day I can't say "sorry I can't look atthat today as the office is closed". That said we have started havingsome power and gas outages and that could certainly slow me down a bit. <p>I'd like to express my best wishes to all my many friends andcolleagues around the World for a safe and prosperous 2007. I hope I'llget to meet many of you during my travels in the coming months. </description><pubDate>Tue, 16 Jan 2007 13:15:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000024</guid></item> <item><title>Taking time to reflect and be grateful</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>kids</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Dec-31-a</link><description>As another year winds down, I find myself reflecting on the fact thatI have a lot to be thankful for. My wife, my kids, a stable job, manywonderful friends and family members all over the World. Wherever youmay be reading this, I wish you all the very best for 2007.</description><pubDate>Sun, 31 Dec 2006 22:48:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000023</guid></item> <item><title>"Beam me up...err...Anthony"</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>kids</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Dec-11-a</link><description>Over the weekend I was with my wife and kids in a store looking at a largedisplay of Christmas tree ornaments. There was the usual collection ofnovelty ornaments to hang on your Christmas tree. Among them was a StarTrek one showing Kirk, Spock and Scotty standing in the transporter. Myson, on spotting this one unpromted by me, says, "Dad, let's buy that one,look...it's the Wiggles".</description><pubDate>Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:18:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000022</guid></item> <item><title>Welcome to my new home!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Dec-06-a</link><description><![CDATA[If you are reading this message you have already found me at my new home!<br><br>I created this web site in the Summer of 2004. At that time it was mostly done to give me a way to experiment with different aspects of building a site and to allow me to post a few articles of interest to friends and family around the World. Until this week I was using the limited web site hosting service offered by my ISP, which has served me well enough until now. However, I have finally reached the point where I can no longer work towards building the type of site that I ultimately want to build within the constraints imposed by my ISP. They only give me 5mb of disk space and do not allow any server side scripts (including things like PHP) to run. As I look back at the site and how it has evolved over the last few years, I am actually amazed how much I have been able to cram in to that 5mb allocation. This week I signed up with a real hosting company and I now have more disk space at my disposal than I know what to do with (at least for now!). This will allow me to upload a lot more photos and also (over time) to enable more features than I have been able to in the past. I also finally got around to registering the "kelvinlawrence.net" domain as part of this fairly major upgrade. Initially the new site will look a lot like the old one but over time I hope to add a lot more here....as they say..."watch this space".<br> <br> While migrating everything over to the new hosting company and the new domain name I have tried to be very careful and adjust any links so that they correctly reference the new site and not the old one. If you come across any broken links with the new site please do let me know.<br> ]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 06 Dec 2006 16:51:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000021</guid></item> <item><title>Here we go again...that crazy Texas weather!</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/index.html">travel</category><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Nov-30-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Yesterday evening before we went to bed it was in the low 70's Fahrenheitand during the day the temperature had been up as high as 80 degrees. Overnighta very strong cold front came in and we awoke to find ice on the windows andtemperatures down in the 20's. I have written here many times about the crazyTexas weather but you never quite get used to it. Yesterday we sent the kids toschool in shorts and t-shirts and today we sent them off in heavy coatsand sweaters! Along with cold front last night we had an interesting selectionof severe weather alerts (hail, wind, thunder storms, tornadoes) that kept theprogram on my PC that monitors the weather chirping out warnings all night. <p>I have been maintaining my effort to keep up with my reading. Thismonth I read Tom Clancy's <b><i>The Bear and the Dragon</i></b> (all 1100plus pages of it) which I enjoyed a lot. I also read <b><i>The Partner</i></b>by John Grisham which I also thoroughly enjoyed. I am now reading <b><i>DeceptionPoint</i></b> by Dan Brown and <b><i>Hyperion</i></b> by Dan Simmons.When it comes to books, one of my bad habits is that I tend to buy themin batches and then go back and read them. The net result of this is thatsome books have sat on my bokshelves for a very long time before I getaround to reading them. <b><i>Hyperion</i></b> is a prime example, as I bought it whilestill living in tyhe UK back in 1990 and I am only now getting around toreading it in November 2006!<p>Last week the kids were sick and this week I have been very much underthe weather as well but other than that things at home are going well.The pool project is coming along quite nicely (I'll try and upload somephotos soon) and what looked like a large muddy hole in the ground a fewweeks ago is now starting to look a lot more like a swimming pool as eachday passes. If the weather cooperates, I am hoping it might be finishedand ready for water in about two or three weeks. <p>I would be remiss in posting this update if I did not comment on theAshes series that has just got underway in Australia. If any of myAustralian friends and colleagues are reading this, what can I say, itlooks like revenge may well be yours unless things change drasticallyafter England's less than stellar performance in the first test!! Thatsaid, back in 2005, I recall feeling like this after Australia easily wonthe first test at Lords so maybe history can and will repeat itself -we'll have to wait and see. Either way, I hope it's another great seriesand as much fun to watch as the 2005 one was. Keeping up with the matchesis hard from here in the U.S. The coverage starts at around 6pm in theevening here (which is not too bad considering that equates to midnightfor those following the matches in the U.K.) but almost all of the regularinternet feeds are blacked out due to licensing restrictions. The second teststarts this evening (Friday morning for those in Australia) and I'll be doingmy best to follow along and hopefully will not be made to suffer as much as I was a fewdays ago listening to Australia make record scores at the Gabba.]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 23:26:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000020</guid></item> <item><title>Miscellaneous notes from a busy week</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net">travel</category><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Oct-27-a</link><description><![CDATA[<p>Most weeks are busy these days between work and family commitments and thisweek was no exception. Several days I stayed up late (and into the next day) todial into some business meetings in Asia (but that was better than having to travelthere given how crazy things have been at home).<p>In spite of how busy life has been, I have made a promise to myself that Iwill somehow find more time to readthan I have been managing of late. This week I managedto read a couple of fairly short books. The first was <b><i>DigitalFortress</i></b> by Dan Brown and the second was the <b><i>Great TrainRobbery</i></b> by Michael Crichton. I enjoyed both and found it easyto get through them but neither were inmy opinion that great. If you look at my <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html">Books andMagazines</a> page you will see that I gave each book a score of 7 out of10. <b><i>Digital Fortress</b></i> is the third of the four Dan Brownbooks currently in print that I have read. The other two being <b><i>Angels andDemons</b></i> and <b><i>The DaVinci Code</i></b>. Of the three I enjoyed <b><i>Angels and Demons</b></i>the most. His other book <b><i>Deception Point</i></b> is in my queue ofbooks sitting next to my desk waiting to be read.<b><i>The Great Train Robbery</i></b> is one of Crichton's first books (writtenI think in 1974). To be honest I didn't know it even existed untilI saw it in a discount rack at the local supermarket a couple of weeksago. Given my background (being born and raised myself in the UK) I picked up acopy as it looked like a storyline that I would enjoy. To be honest, it reads asmuch as a history book as it does a novel but it was none the less quitereadable.I enjoyed his portrayal of events in Victorian England around the middle of the19th Century and found it easy to relate to the period having studied it in detailwhile at school. The book was enjoyable enough but not as compelling a read assome of his other works. I guess, for me, it was a bit like watching the movie"Titanic", you already know the punchline before you get there, which for me,has never worked as well as a style of storytelling as one where suspense ismaintained until the final chapter.<p>Other than being busy and finding time for a bit more reading, there has not beentoo much of note to report this week (which is just fine). We had quite a bitof rain during the week and so there has not been any progress made on the pool. Theweather has been the usual mixed bag for this time of the year. A cool front (the tailend of a storm that left 18 inches of snow in Colorado earlier in the week) finallycame in last night and we haven't yet quite managed to reach 70 Fahrenheit here today.It's also been quite windy here all day. The forecast is good for the weekendso hopefully I can spend a lot of time outdoors with the family and the dogs.<p>Finally, the dreaded annual test of willpower (also known as "how the heckam I going to stop myself eating too much Halloween candy?") is just a fewdays away. Luckily I have a soccer game on Sunday to try and run off a few calories first!]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 27 Oct 2006 11:21:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000019</guid></item> <item><title>Kakuro puzzles, the new pool and other miscellany</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net">travel</category><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Oct-19-a</link><description><![CDATA[Towards the end of last year I got quite hooked on Sudoku puzzles for awhile. They can be quite addictive. I ended up writing a small computerprogram in Java that solved them and that helped cure me of that particularaddiction! Recently while checkingout at my local grocery store I spotted (and bought) a new bookof <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kakuro">Kakuro</a> (alsoknown as Cross Sum) puzzles. Although I believe that these puzzles are quitepopular I had not come across them before. In my spare time I have been tryingto teach myself the Python programming language and so last weekend I decidedto write a Python program to help solve Kakuro puzzles! I decided not tolet the program fully solve the puzzles but to be more of a solver's aid (listing possiblecombinations of numbers that achieve the desired sum etc.). So for now theKakuro puzzle book is remaining a fairly regular companion!<p>Life at home has been very busy (I think we'vevisited just about every flavour of kids doctor and dentist in the last two weeks!)and so I haven't been able to update thepages here too much lately. You may have noticed that I have been trying tokeep up with <a href="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/books.html" >my reading</a> and I justfinished <b><i>World War: In the balance</i></b> by Harry Turtledove which was a good read.I'm grateful to my friend Roger for introducing me to this author, whose workI had not read before.<p>Meanwhile, we finally broke down, after living here for 10 years, anddecided to put in a pool. Today I am working from home with all the windowsshut (despite the nice cool weather) as the guys are outside spraying the<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gunite">gunite</a>. There is so much vibrationthat my car alarm goes off about once every 10 minutes! Yesterday it was almost90 degrees Fahrenheit here but today (after a cold front came through last night)we are in the 50's....I don't think we'll be using the new pool for a while!]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:21:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000018</guid></item> <item><title>Google Gadgets</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net">travel</category><category>web</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Oct-09-a</link><description>I was interested to see the announcement by Google yesterday that theyare making their Google Gadgets available so that people can embed them(via a simple script tag) in their own web pages.This is particularly interesting for people like myself, whose web sitesare hosted by their ISP with limited space and features enabled (as in mycase).If you missed the announcement you can findit<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.google.com/press/annc/synd_gadgets.html">here</a>.The list of available gadgets is <a href="http://www.google.com/ig/directory?synd=open&num=24">here</a>.]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 09 Oct 2006 13:13:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000017</guid></item> <item><title>Has Autumn finally arrived in Central Texas?</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net">travel</category><category>texas</category><category>weather</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Sep-25-a</link><description>We awoke this morning to temparatures in the 50's Fahrenheit. It'swonderful to be able to open all the windows again and let in some trulyfresh air. This Summer we have endured in excess of 30 days where thetemparature was over 100F. It's supposed to warm up into the high 70's oreven mid 80's by mid afternoon but at least the evenings and morningsshould be cooler for the next few days. We had a very strong storm frontgo through this area on Saturday (it was severe enough to cause theUniverity of Texas to suspend play in it's football game for over anhour). Now that the storm has passed through we are getting our firstreal relief from what has been a very hot Summer.</description><pubDate>Mon, 25 Sep 2006 12:10:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000016</guid></item> <item><title>A long week on the road and now two weeks off</title><category domain="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net">travel</category><category>conferences</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Aug-25-a</link><description>Last week I travelled to Baltimore to speak at theSHARE conference. Ileft home before dawn on Sunday (August 13th) to get to the airport inplenty of time given the new security procedures in effect. Apart from ittaking longer than usual to check-in (due to a lot more passengers thannormal checking bags) I did not encounter any other unexpected delays.Given the recent events in the UK, I was happy to see that the planes werefull and that the airports were busy - people are just getting on withlife, which is good to see. I arrived in Baltimore on Sunday afternoon andleft on Thursday afternoon for New York to attend some business meetingsat our corporate headquarters before finally flying home from New York(via Chicago) on Friday evening. I did not have as much spare time inBaltimore as I would have liked but I did at least get to walk around theharbour and take some photographs. It was hot and at times quite humidduring the week. I didn't sleep well at all in Baltimore. I think myhotel must have been either close to a fire station or a police stationas all night I kept getting woken up by one siren after another.From Baltimore I travelled to New York for some meetings on Friday (I actuallygot off in Stamford CT as it was more convenient for my friend whomet me at the station). I travelled bytrain for the first time in a while in the US as it was both cheaperand more convenient than flying for that particular leg of my trip.I have to say it was avery pleasant experience. I took the new Acela Express service thatAmtrak runs between Washington DC and Boston. I would definitely takethis train again. It was very comfortable, with plenty of space to workand even had AC power that I could plug my laptop into.I got the impression that a lot of people were taking the train for thefirst time to avoid the travel delays being reported by many of the airportsin the North Eastern United States. The train was full.I stayed with my friends and his family in Connecticut onThursday night and I slept really well (no sirens - or any other loud noisesfor that matter). It was great to not have to check-in to yet another hoteland spend the night with some good friends that I don't see as often as I wouldlike. I'm very grateful to them for putting me up for the night.I got home about 1:30am Saturday morning after getting delayed in bothNew York and Chicago by a mixture of bad weather and an Instrument LandingSystem (ILS) failure on one of the runways at Chicago O'Hare airport. Theweather in New York was bright and sunny but we could not leave on timedue to the problems at O'Hare.I haven't taken much vacation time yet this year so I am taking thenext two weeks off (I'm not going back to work in fact until after theLabor day holiday here in the US). We're in the middle of a really baddrought in Central Texas. I wish some of the heavy rain I had todeal with in Chicago last Friday would find its way here. We have beenover 100 degrees Farenheit every day for the past week or so. I playedsoccer on Sunday afternoon (August 20th). It was 97F when the gamestarted and 103F by the end of the game (yes I know, mad dogs andEnglishmen etc). My daughter went back to School last week. I still havetrouble getting used to how early the schools go back in Texas comparedto what I was used to growing up in England where August is considered theheight of Summer.</description><pubDate>Fri, 25 Aug 2006 09:20:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000015</guid></item> <item><title>Started working on updates to Family & Friends section</title><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Jul-19-a</link><description>For those of you that follow theFamily & Friends section, after a long delay ofabout seven months, I have started getting some more recent photos of the kids posted.</description><pubDate>Wed, 19 Jul 2006 16:00:00 CDT</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000014</guid></item> <item><title>Started working on various updates</title><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Jul-15-a</link><description>Enjoying a period of almost two weeks since I last had to travel, I havefinally started making updates to many sections of the site. I still have a lotmore photos from my recent trip to Europe that I want to get on-line as soon aspossible, but if you care to look around hopefully you will notice a lot of updates.For folks that monitor the Family & Friends area I promise I will get some newkid photos uploaded soon!</description><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jul 2006 16:00:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000013</guid></item> <item><title>Finally home after a very busy June</title><category>travel</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Jul-02-a</link><description>June was a very busy month for me. I travelled to Europe for 15 days ofbusiness meetings that took me to Prague, Vienna and various parts of the UK.I did manage to see a lot of friends and family members in between meetings andthat was great. I will try over the next week or two to update the various partsof this site with some photos and other information about my recent travels. Uponmy return from Europe I had to go out to California for a couple of days so I'llnot start working on the updates until my head gets a bit more back into thecorrect timezone!As a temporary measure, I have placed a few photos from Prague into my<![CDATA[<a href="http://photos.yahoo.com/gfxman">Yahoo! photo album</a>.]]>Note that the resolution of the pictures isgreatly reduced from the original by the upload process but at least (hopefully)you can get an idea of what a beautiful city Prague is.</description><pubDate>Sun, 02 Jul 2006 16:00:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000012</guid></item> <item><title>A really stormy Spring in Texas></title><category>texas</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-May-11-a</link><description>I have been incredibly busy at work (including quite a bit of travel)and things at home have also been busy and as a result I have not beenable to post as often as I would like here in recent weeks. I have, however,managed to find a little bit of time to update other sections of the site. Ashas been reported in the news, May has so far been incredibly stormy in Texas. Wehave had numerous Thunderstorm Warnings and Tornado Watches issued by the WeatherService and sadly some areas of the state have suffered major damage as a result.We have also seen a lot of hail and very heavy rain. Mixed in with this it has beenvery hot. Just south of Austin, it hit 106F yesterday. Today it was cooler when wewoke up as a light cold front moved through the area over night. Certainly a pleasantbreak from the recent very muggy conditions. The next few days are supposed to bemore pleasant both in terms of temparature and calmer weather.</description><pubDate>Thu, 11 May 2006 16:00:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000011</guid></item> <item><title>A day at the Johnson Space Center - Houston</title><category>science</category><category>space</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Mar-23-a</link><description>As I mentioned in my prior posting, a couple of weekends ago I finallywas able to make the time to visitthe Johnson Space Center in Houston. We took one of the tours that includeda visit to one of the two former Mission Control rooms that were used duringthe Apollo program. It is fascinating to think that the total computing powerin the room was about the same as that found in a modern day cell phone (at leastthat is what the tour guide told us). Note also the plastic tubes on the leftside of the console. There was no e-mail in those days so if you wanted to senda message to someone else anywhere in the building you sent a note on paperin a tube to them through a system of pipes like those used today in manybanks and other businesses! We have come a long way since then but I bet the didn't havethe spam problem then that we have now! As I mentioned in my prior posting, if youare at all interested in the space program's of both the US and Russia, this touris a must. There is another tour that takes you into the current mission controlroom but we did not have the time to do that tour as well. We also got to go insidemany of the other buildings, including the one that contains the training areas forthe Space Shuttle and for Space Station Freedom. <![CDATA[<p><div ALIGN="CENTER"><img src="http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/images/MissionControlConsole.jpg"></img><br>One of the consoles in the former Apollo 13 Mission Control room</div>]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 23 Mar 2006 16:00:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000010</guid></item> <item><title>Spring has sprung - in Texas</title><category>texas</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Mar-13-a</link><description>Things have been so busy that I have not posted to the homepage here inalmost a month (although I have been keeping many of the other sections ofthe site up to date during that time). I spent last week in Seattle whereit is still very much Winter, in fact it was snowing the night before Iflew home. Here in Texas this week the kids are on Spring Break andSpring has definitely arrived. We have have had almost no Winter thisyear and last Friday the high temparature was 90 degrees Farenheit wherewe live. This week it's a little cooler but still very mild. Many of thetrees in our garden (mostly the Red Buds) have already bloomed. Over theweekend we drove to Houston to tour the<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.nasa.gov/centers/johnson/home/index.html">Johnson SpaceCenter</a> and to visit the really excellent visitors center called<a href="http://www.spacecenter.org/">Space Center Houston</a>(a fabulous day out by the way) and along the way we saw manyTexas Blue Bonnets along the side of State Road 71. I'll try and get a few ofthe photos I took at the Space Center posted here over the next few weeks.]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:00:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000009</guid></item> <item><title>Crazy Texas weather - again!</title><category>texas</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Feb-17-a</link><description>As you will know if you have explored this site at all,I have lived in the Austin (Texas) area for a little over 10 years now.Despite that, the frequent and often dramatic shifts in weather here never ceaseto amaze me. Yesterday afternoon it was 81 degrees Farenheit and I waswearing shorts and playing with the kids outside. Overnight a cold frontblew in and today (at 11:00) it is 39 degrees Farenheit and it has juststarted to rain and apparently ice storms are a possibility for theweekend. If you've ever had the pleasure of driving through or evenflying through this area on an "ice day" you'll know just how much funthat can be! My friends and colleagues in the North East of the USAprobably wonder why I am complaining given they are burried under snow atthe moment but even so, a more than 40 degrees temparature swing in under12 hours is amazing! The Freescale Marathon is being run here in Austinon Sunday and sadly this weather looks like making that a tough run forthose involved. I am supposed to be playing soccer on Sunday afternoonand that should be fun too. Forecast highs for Sunday are in the low30's. Despite growing up in the UK I haved most recently lived inpredominantly warm areas and it's always a shock to the system when thiskind of weather literally blows in. Looks like being a weekend formovies, video games and reading!</description><pubDate>Fri, 17 Feb 2006 13:29:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000008</guid></item> <item><title>A busy start to a busy year</title><category>travel</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Jan-30-a</link><description>As I suspected, 2006 has indeed got off to a busy start. I havealready had to travel on business three times (all within the ContinentalUSA) and we are not yet out of January. So far I have found myself inRaleigh, Las Vegas,and San Jose. I had not been to Las Vegas for a fewyears but it did not seem to have changed very much. I think the airporthowever, may make it onto my unofficial list of the "top 10 airportsI least like to fly through"! Arriving is not too bad but departingis a different story. I arrived at the airport at around 5am (maybe evena little before that) for a 7am flight. I guess to an extent I was a bitnaiive and expected the airport to be somewhat quiet at this early hour (Iguess I have become spoiled getting used to calm early departures out ofAustin). Far from being quiet, the place reminded me of LAX at four inthe afternoon (LAX would also make my list). The teminal was mobbed.Long lines were everywhere, at check in, security, even for the train tothe gates. In fact, even the automatic ticket kisok machines had longlines in front of them. Mental note to self,<![CDATA[Las Vegas <b>never</b> sleeps and this <b>includes</b> the airport! ]]>The one saving grace was thatthere is a separate frequent flyer line for the security checkpoint. Itappeared that 90% of the people leaving Vegas at that morning either werenot frequent flyers or did not realize that there was such a lineavailable. I estimate that this saved me more than 30 minutes if notmore. The other saving grace was that after finally navigating all of thelines, squeezing into the train and walking through the "last chanceto win" gauntlet of slot machines that I found myself right in frontof a Starbucks! Oh well, enough of my complaining, 2006 is indeed off toa very busy start.</description><pubDate>Mon, 30 Jan 2006 11:18:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000007</guid></item> <item><title>Another busy year ahead</title><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2006-Jan-11-a</link><description>So the holidays are over and 2006 is here. One of my resolutions for thenew year is to spend a bit more time on this web site. We'll see how well Iactually manage to do that as the year progresses. As I look at my calendar for2006 it is already filled with both personal and business commitments. Lookslike being another hectic year. First day back after the break I found myself ona plane at 6:50am to attend some business meetings in North Carolina. This weekI seem to have managed to catch a really nasty cold or the flu. So between work,kids and feeling under the weather, I'm already in need of another holiday and Ihave only been back at work for a week and a half! I hope that your year is perhapsoff to a calmer start.</description><pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2006 15:51:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000006</guid></item> <item><title>A time to reflect</title><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2005-Dec-22-a</link><description>At this time of year it is important for me to stop and reflect on allof the many things that I am thankful for. I am blessed in that I havemany things that I am thanful for. Most of all I have a wonderful wife,two fantastic kids and a great extended family. I also am extremelyfortunate to have such a large collection of friends and work colleaguesall over the World. To all of you, here's wishing for a safe and merryChristmas/Holiday season and a very happy and successful 2006.</description><pubDate>Thu, 22 Dec 2005 16:34:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000005</guid></item> <item><title>I can't believe it's already December</title><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2005-Dec-02-a</link><description>Where has the year gone? Time just seems to be flying by. We put up theChristmas lights outside the house last weekend. Indeed our entire streetis now looking very festive. The last few weeks both work and family lifehave been extremely hectic so I have not been posting here as often asnormal. We had a restful Thanksgiving break and the weather here incentral Texas has been great recently. Clear skies, highs in the 60'sFarenheit and overnight lows in the 40's and 50's (once or twice even intothe 30's) over the past couple of weeks. It's supposed to be warmer againover the weekend. I have a soccer tourament to play in on Sunday and theforecast looks great for that. A friend in the UK sent me the official set of3 DVDs containing all the highlights of the Ashes series from this Summer. I amhoping to make some time to watch those soon. Another good friend who just visitedthe UK brought me back the "Botham's Ashes" DVD which has all thehighlights of the 1981 Headingly test on it. I did force myself to find timeto watch that and I enjoyed every minute of it. It was great to re-live thosefew days again. I remember being home from school part of that day (but not why)and watching Botham's epic knock on TV live. Taling of how time flies, I cannotbelieve that that was 24 years ago now.</description><pubDate>Fri, 02 Dec 2005 23:35:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000004</guid></item> <item><title>RSS Feed now tested and live</title><category>miscellaneous</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2005-Nov-23-a</link><description>I finally added RSS support to this web page. For those of you that likeusing RSS readers or live bookmarks (in Firefox) the RSS feed is nowavailable. For the time being the RSS feed is jut for the main page.</description><pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 11:30:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000003</guid></item> <item><title>I'm ready for a rest</title><category>texas</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2005-Nov-18-a</link><description>I haven't posted for a couple of weeks. Work has been busy, the kids havebeen sick, I had to have surgery (nothing major but surgery is never fun)and my wife has been looking after us all. Suffice to say, we're allhoping to get a few days rest at the end of next week during theThanksgiving holiday (long) weekend here. In the meantime some coolerweather finally arrived here in Texas. As recently as a week ago, we werestill in the 80's Farenheit but then a cold front arrived and finally wehave some sweater weather for the first time since last Winter. Thedaytime highs have been in the 50's and 60's and at night it's beengetting down into the 30's. The cooler weather is supposed to stay withus until at least the middle of next week.</description><pubDate>Fri, 18 Nov 2005 11:30:00 CST</pubDate><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/main.html/000002</guid></item> <item><title>Colorado Software Summit 2005</title><category>conferences</category><category>travel</category><link>http://www.kelvinlawrence.net/daily-archive.html#2005-Oct-30-a </link><description>I spent last week in Keystone (Colorado) at the <![CDATA[<a href="http://www.softwaresummit.com">Colorado Software Summit</a>. ]]>You'llfind more details if you follow the link to my web page. 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